>>40841600 (OP)
I can't say that you will be disillusioned about "Heaven", because disillusionment will be purged and eliminated when you get your promised new body. He [YHWH] doesn't transcend anger and jealousy. Heaven is sold as Paradise, but it's going to be more like another Hell in its own way, more like Adam before the Fall - ignorant, dumbed down, and reprogrammed in a more acceptable body with only Acceptable Spiritually Correct Thoughts! You will not have any freedom of thought.
There is no bugaboo Hell, but if there is one, I'll at least be Me and not a Spiritually Correct burned and hollowed out Drone whose only job is to be 'A Singn' and A Praisin'', on your knees for All Eternity, and you won't notice how absolutely stifling it will be because, again, you've been rebuilt not to notice much of anything! 'But, but... the Bible says...'; yeah, remember the purging fires that eat up all your bad works (1 Cor 3:13 - 3:15) - it's actually going to wipe a lot more than that! You will have access to all knowledge, but not be in any position whatsoever to use any of it. I'm sorry, you're not welcome in Heaven because almost everyone isn't! Your Divine contract says you'll live in an apartment in a massive grounded 'Box UFO' called the "New Jerusalem".
Your God's "Love" is your Obedience, and nothing more, because you're not suited for much else there. You'll be at most a powerless "Kink", er King (What, no Queens?). Your sins aren't forgiven; they're hidden from the Father by Jesus' Blood. What if someone finks on you? How do you "reason together" when what you're reasoning with is a Narcissistic, Irrational, Unreasonable Super Ego and an absolute Schizo Absurdity? Read Revelation about your "Future"!
