>>40851073It would not be wise to prescribe any self to human constructed prisons.
I am that I am.
I am everything and I am nothing.
I am that of life, constructed in gods light.
The titles do not matter.
Yes I am Christian but also not.
God is found within, no books required. Books can both tie the threads of clarity in mind but also tangle them.
Each must find god through their own means.
I do not know how you think so I do not know how you will interpret and understand the books I have read but I will share what has been of use to me.
Some books I could recommend are: The Zohar, Torah, Bible (KJV), Qu'ran, Emerald Tablet, Corpus Hermeticum, The Coiled Serpent, The doctrine of the Buddha, The Bhagavad Gita, I Am That by Nisargadatta. Any Hermetic/Alchemical texts.
But with these recommendations. I would recommend not accepting all their words. They all have "flaws."
And you yourself must find the subtle within the gross.
Always seek the subtle within the gross.
This is how one transmutes the self into that of gold.
This allows you to dwell in evil with a golden soul that is untouchable by Satan's hand.
You can use this to learn from the depths without being pulled into them.
If you can understand and freely call yourself a Satanist while rejecting Satan's beliefs then you will ascend.
A line from the Zohar:
ASCENT OF THE LOWER ONE TO THE UPPER ONE
"AHP, of the Upper Partzuf willingly falls into GE of the lower one, as though it has no strength to receive the Light, and they become a single whole. This is similar to a scenario when a strong individual joins a society of criminals, imitating their behavior, so that after being admitted into their circle and establishing contact with them, he will gradually influence and correct them."
AHP = Ears, Nose, Mouth
Partzuf = Spiritual alignment/face/divine persona
These are Kabbalistic structures to explain the tree of life/Kundalini/Chakras. Framework of the self and it's compartments and interactions.