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holidays are usually chill, tbdesu. The annoying asshole customers who bumrush me all the time asking about random shit outside my department tend to ask where the simple shit is during the chrissmassy thymes (where's yer cranberry saurse, buttermilk, turkey, cheese) and with the department manager on xmas vacation there's usually a stand-in assistant manager from another department on a coke bender who ends up doing 99% of the work, so I can just work whatever overstock we have for like an hour and then hang out in the cooler by myself for the rest of the shift. The worst part is the months that follow december, where I'm called in to work during a fucking blizzard and I'm forced to drive on unplowed roads (almost got into an accident five times last winter).
>Get out asap
I would if I was motivated to. I'm just pretty lost right now, anon. I'm intimidated by higher education because I have undiagnosed ADHD and cant even focus on my hobbies. Thankfully, I'm getting an evaluation this week, after a year and a half of being jerked around. Maybe once I've found the right medication, I can test the waters by advancing in one of my creative skills. If I can do that successfully, I'll go trade shopping or something, i dunno.
Until then, the grocery store's the best wagie option I got. Everyone knows retail sucks, but at least I can lay low at this job most of the time, meaning I can take way longer breaks because noone notices I'm gone + I get my work done really fast so they'd have no reason to yell at me anyway