Thread 40863163

I've been taking nighttime regiment of 5-HTP, Huperzine A, L-Theanine, and melatonin to get sleep paralysis and every time it happens it feels like I wake up in another reality where the environment is similar but slightly off. Last night I was in a garage, the time before that I was levitating in my bed and got scared awake by hands reaching to grab me from behind. The one before that I was at my old house and floated down the stairs to see my deceased brother smoking weed, and I said something along the lines of "how nice it is to be able to see in the dark" in the euphoria of my sleep endorphins

I do like the sexual encounters ones, but having sex in sleep paralysis is hard, with also the fact most daemons I encounter are mutants/shapeshifters. (Two heads, multiple arms, etc)
And on the negative side of things, been fingered in my butthole by a party of 4 demons while I was dragged off my bed in paralysis and taunted.

Is there like a secret alternative reality that the body travels to for the soul to inhabit and let it interact with the demons? The reason I think so is that the normal thing I expect is to hear something laughing while dragging my lifeless slumbering body across the floor and bumping into furniture with my eyes closed. I risk waking if I open them and leaving the trance like paralysis state. But last night I would open my "phantom eyes" and see silhouettes of people or hair, and sometimes an arm or shoulder to grab.(I was fighting them after having my dick sucked by a shapeshifter. But when they go to pummel me I feel nothing.) Except the occasion I got knocked out and had a seizure in my bed in an out of body experience, or was bludgeoned by an invisible giant in my backyard in another.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ancient_Mesopotamian_underworld

I believe it's because you take substances to force sleep paralysis, you are on low vibration so you experience will be with low vibration entities also. Try meditation instead.

>>40863187
I'm also on medication to mask the symptoms of my bipolar type 1 too, prior to this I would be on the computer in the other room while I laid down in bed, and laughed at a 4chan post, then my body went limp and I was dry humped in the air by a bald naked dude.
Another time I was at the pantry with what appeared to be my nephew shirtless, and a bulge came from his stomach while he complained about his "gall bladder" and I cried out to the bedroom for my mother before waking up in my bed.
The most recent horrible one was seeing a hanged man in a bathroom shower stall, while I was taking a piss in what was considered a lucid dream. I woke up , crying out, "Call the hospital" before shushing myself because it was the middle of the night.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ephialtes_(illness)

>>40863222
doing meditation doesn't mean you raise your vibration
you have to live and act in way that raise your vibration
your thought, your intention, your choices determine what you will see.

I’m a life path 3 and had a friend who is a life path 33. We were good friends and had the most fun and laughter in our group. He is a bit older than me and made everyone laugh more, carrying the group during our social retreats.

However, one small-minded man with big stupidity took a joke too far. Mr. 33 joined in on the joke but then tried to reconcile, though it was too late. I left the group and blocked all of them. Three of them created alt accounts to try to reconcile, but I told them they crossed the line. Then, ridiculously, they blocked me.

What should I take away from this?