Thread 40880079

do you believe we are recycled after death? i am a young woman, so far life has offered nothing to me. i suppose i have one internet friend. i have never had any sort of life experience and leave the house at most twice a week. its been like this since i was 14. i just distract myself with alcohol. will i be punished for recycling? for putting an end to this? will god punish me for recycling something that went wrong? im antsy and paranoid as anything. i could do it now but i havent got half the guts to consider what it may bring

>>40880079 (OP)
I am absolutely in the same boat as you.
The truth is that no matter how bad things are you have to continue.
Life is worth living and you can make small changes each day that will help you to be happier tomorrow.
Don’t give up.
The world needs you and you are too important to disappear.

>>40880079 (OP)
>i am a young woman,
Are you really?

>>40880079 (OP)
>distract myself with alcohol
if you do that in public until you lose enough inhibition to talk to people you can accidentally make friends

>>40880115
I understand, anon. i often consider the thought that we are "recycled." i suppose reincarnation. i dont know. if there was nothing that terrifies me. im a catholic but i dont know. can i get into heaven at this point? can i recycle and live again and not squander it like a retard? thank you though nonnie it means a bit i do need to think like that its bad when i think like this. simply an extension of the retardation that led me here. i hope a better life comes to you soon nonnie

>>40880118
why would i lie? i suppose it would garner attention lol. im an insufferable mid woman with a life in ruins. not gonna fish for attention.

>>40880121
Last time i got drunk in public i was a young teenager and it basically kickstarted my complete isolation. you are certainly more friendly but i was miserable afterwards. i suppose i thought i was over the substance abuse issues i had as a preteen. i embarrassed people who tried with me and had some pretty nasty shit made up about me by one of them. i suppose i deserve it. they tried.

>>40880145
A better life is coming because I’m working towards it.
You can too. It’s never too late to change and you can always be better.
Don’t be discouraged, we’re gonna make it.
It helps if you can write down what you want, what you think you need to get it, and what you can do to position yourself to achieve it.
It helped me immensely.

Oh also I’ll pray for you.
Don’t give up. I’ll keep you in my prayers forever.

>>40880162
last time i got drunk in public i helped some random guy steal a knife and cut a cross on my back and spit beer over it
last time i only got a bit tipsy i rejected a proposition to suck some guys dick on a park bench

i'm a 40 year old 6'4 tranny btw

>>40880257
>helped some random guy
oh, important detail: i did so by pissing myself next to the register while he was paying for other things that didnt include the knife he pocketed

>>40880079 (OP)

Where'd you get this image?

>>40880079 (OP)
I can be your fren :>

>do you believe we are recycled after death?
there's 0 proof of whatever happens to consciousness after death, so all people can do is take a blind guess
If I knew for certain that reincarnation is a thing and was born in a shithole like india or africa I'd kill myself asap and reroll
but since we don't know anything about afterlife we can't make any choices based on what we believe of it
anyway if you're young you got time to turn your life around, unless you're a tranny, in that case it would be just a downward spiral with no way out. If you're a real woman it won't take much work to find a man as long as you keep realistic expectations on your own league

>>40880079 (OP)
There is no god to punish you so don't look at it that way. Look at it as if you have complete control over whatever happens and whatever you do. What do you want to happen or think should happen is the real question. There is no judgement and this is your problem. You keep inserting judgement into the equation. Take the idea of being judged out and ask yourself what you think should happen. Not someone or something else. Your guides can help you, but you have to make these decisions.