>>40883746 (OP)
As someone who believes transexualism is a death cult and also has AGP, my advice would be to pursue tulpamancy if this is something you truly desire. While not exactly what you're asking for, I'd like to think its a good option for you to consider, especially since it will cost you little to do so.
- Create a female form
- Switch with your female form, letting your feminine side take charge
- With enough practice, impose the feeling of touch on yourself while switched. Yes, this leads to tulpa sex or imposing the feeling, both giving and receiving, of being intimate with your form in any way you please.
Imposition, when trained, is a powerful thing.
>>40884530
Would you have any advice on manipulating dreams? I've had middling success with waking up to alarms, and can never seem to consistently do reality checks.