Thread 40884025

After being on /X/ for a while and reading all about these stories and sightings. I have started to wonder “why hasn’t anything remotely of the sort happened to me”. Like I have never really seen a cryptid, experienced any ghost or tulpa, seen magic and magick irl, sighted a UAP and so on.

So I ask you guys for some advice and assistance, how can I experience something paranormal. Is there any Sigil I can make? Any place I can visit? Anything can be made? Any mediation I need to undergo?

If anyone is interested in helping I have some of my attributes that might help understand my situation.

>I am relatively young
>I can visualise pretty much anything (I would be a 1 in the aphantasia Apple scale)
>I don’t eat that healthily or much “organic” food (diet mostly consists of rice and meat, with chips and chocolate) although my genes kinda carry me as I am still relatively lean and somewhat healthy.
>I do believe In God
>I do believe in an afterlife
>I don’t meditation much if at all
>I am a coomer as I do it around once or twice a day
>I do go for walks in the woods regularly and walk around my city.
>I have a relatively positive mindset
>my ancestor do come from an accent civilisation (only saying this as i remember someone saying that you need to have one to even consider being able to do magick)
>I am open to the possibility that there is paranormal stuff.
>I would like to consider myself an psychic (in a Gnostic point of view) and less of an hylic

That’s pretty much it in things that I believe might have an effect on me spiritually.
I’m not asking for anything big like to have a meeting with a forgotten god or something, just something small, anything remotely paranormal which can clear my doubts.

Also, no I won’t give myself a crack addiction so that I can experience ego death.

>>40884025 (OP)
become and adapt of meditation (learn how to ride the boke) consume psychedelics (ride the bike)

>>40884025 (OP)
Nah. There's nothing. All the bullshit on /x/ is just that - bullshit.

>>40884041
I also slightly believe that, like everyone might just be deluding themselves. but like there is like millions of cases of paranormal shit happing, at lest 1 of them is real. well i would like to be that's the case. (also sorry for my English if its bad, its not my first langue)

>>40884036
I have been considering that, although i would like to keep that a last case scenario as i don't want to be on something when i experience anything paranormal, as i want to be in a clear state of mind (or relatively clear state of mind) when it happens, cuz i dont want to delude myself.

>>40884059
>but like there is like millions of cases of paranormal shit happing
Supposedly.

>at lest 1 of them is real
That's wishful thinking.

>>40884139
Yea bro i know this is extremely wishful thinking, but i find it hard to fathom that basically everyone in /X/ are all self deluding retrads; me included.

but even then, im not asking to open my third eye, i just to see something slightly paranormal.

>>40884192
Bro, a lot of people on /x/ make a lot of wild claims. And not all of them are self-deluded. Many are just larping.

>>40884217
Yea, i always kinda though that /X/ is just a forum which people cosplay as wizards and sorcerers, but, maybe, just maybe, even if its just 0.001% at lest 1 of them is might be telling the truth

>>40884025 (OP)
That seal you posted is used to bind demons. Why don't you try out the conjuration in the lesser key of solomon? Start with a lower level demon and procure or make the items you need (pentacle, lamen, instruments of the art, incense). Fast and abstain from wanking for 3 days and do the conjuration on the relevant day and hour for the demon. See what happens, you will probably not get a visible appearance on the first go, but you will feel something.

>>40884088
if you take enough youll trip sober and i dont mean like youll start hallucinating things that arent there
i mean youll think peoples thoughts before they say them
and youll get sick synchs like that amongst other things

>>40884262
People can spout a lot of shit, eventually some of it will sound plausible convincing even if they are born out of coincidence. Like that one asshat at the poker table who HAS to be cheating at this point but have no idea how.

>>40884025 (OP)
Might be a bad idea to fuck around with demons anon. In my experience their real

>>40884025 (OP)
Your mind is healthy and you aren't susceptible to coercion.
I have the same "problem" I've always loved horror, the occult, ghost stories, spooky party games, stories about the cosmos, but have never experienced anything myself.
Whenever people post videos or photos of paranormal activity all I see are camera issues that are easily explained if you know how fucking light and lenses works.
Video of UFOs? Yeah it's usually obvious that it's drones, military plains, and balloons. It was pretty embarrassing a few months ago when people were posting videos of goddamned stars thinking they are UFOs
I live in a 100 year old house. A slight breeze can blow through a single cracked window and create a massive draft which causes all of the doors in the house to slam shut. It has happened so many times and it's easy to recreate, if I were stupid I'd totally think this place was haunted. I've had pieces of clothes "float" or lift on their own because of static electricity. Again if you live in an older house and it's drafty, and/or has a fireplace, smoke and steam will behave in a way that makes it seem like there's paranormal activity. I too go for walks alone at night, and all of the weird shit is just fucking foxes, cats, racoons, and rats and other critters but if you're unfamiliar with any nocturnal wildlife activity then it can seem haunting.
I've been high enough that I've watched the ground and sky fold in on itself but no matter how high I've been I've never spoken to or seen anything that's not there in reality.
Sometimes I can read people and anticipate certain things, but that's not a psychic ability, I'm just good at people watching and human behavior just typically follows the same pattern.

>>40884025 (OP)
>1. Stop looking for “experiences”
Start being the experience
Don’t wait for the mystery to come to you, become the mystery that others don’t understand.

>2. Role-play instead of begging
Create a separate magick identity – like a servitor but a conscious being.
Write down the sigil like Zagan, draw, observe, meditate with it, but don’t beg. Observe how your mind reacts.

>3. Change your routine – but choose a single point
For example: 21 days without fapping.
Focus that energy on the image in your head.
The dream starts to become more vivid.

>4. Communicate with your dreams – keep a dream journal
Every morning write down 3 lines about your dream. Even if it’s stupid, even if you dream about eating shit, still write.
After 14 days there will be a “pattern”, the first clue to spirituality is there.

Of course I'm just saying, if you want to know if it's successful or not, try it yourself, be careful of hallucinations and losing control if your mind is not strong enough, because remember you're just an observer, not a complete player.

>>40884025 (OP)
>is there anything I can which can clear my doubtsince Since you're asking for words you might believe them: I was visited by a goddess and saw a physical object change in front of me, which I call magic. All kinds of unusual things have been happening. Before that, just months ago, I didn't believe in anything.

>>40885280
>Like that one asshat at the poker table who HAS to be cheating at this point but have no idea how.
It's usually a conspiracy. Stacked deck, someone outside the game who knows the cards somehow (Cameras, RFID).

>>40884025 (OP)
>is there anything I can which can clear my doubt
Since you're asking for words you might believe them: I was visited by a goddess and saw a physical object change in front of me, which I call magic. All kinds of unusual things have been happening. Before that, just months ago, I didn't believe in anything.