Thread 40885363

Well, I don't know if it's them for sure, but I do know is that something is inhibiting me from traversing my dreams like I'm supposed to. 10 years ago this shit never used to happen, something is lurking in the background, something I can't quite put my finger on, a presence with malicious intent that is set on chaining me down. I think it's the same presence that is currently corrupting the world at the moment, it's hard to pinpoint exactly where it's coming from, but I know it's there.

Help me /x/, how do I fight back against this shit? And no, it's not some shit about past trauma or some unresolved issue, I can feel this entity actively seeking to destroy me. I've tried bubbling myself off away from it but that didn't work, it finds its way in eventually. I need to fight back against it now, it's the only way. Another thing, I think this thing can only attack me while I'm asleep. I don't seem to have trouble from it while I'm awake, but once I go to sleep it's able to have influence over me. It's like it's trying to alter my state of mind by attacking me subconscious while it's in a vulnerable state or something. Here's a few examples of what it does to me
>when I try to fly I always end up getting pulled back down
>when I go to hit someone the punch is always weak as fuck and does basically nothing
>keeps giving me vivid visions of my family members being brutally murdered, then tries to trick me into thinking they actually happened
>tries to gaslight me into thinking my teeth are falling out

Hopefully now you can see how bad this shit is.

I was just thinking about this today. I think they’re fucking with me too. Probably do it to most of us.
I stop dreaming or remembering my dreams when I smoke weed everyday for a month or longer but the best way to fight back imo is to laugh in their face. Embrace the schizo dream world. I find it funny. Also teeth falling out is a normal part of dreams. I forget the symbolism behind it though

>>40885363 (OP)
Heavily alter your media consumption habits. If its a free product about schizo stuff you like, such as magic, aliens, conspiracies, its all meant to hook you into the memesphere they constructed so that your mind will construct your view of reality from within the confines they have built for you.
You need to work on unconditional love, and how to direct your intentions of love specifically towards things you choose. You don't have to hook into whatever is disempowering you.

>>40885383
>Embrace the schizo dream world. I find it funny.
I will unironically try this

>Also teeth falling out is a normal part of dreams.
I figured that actually, I hear that happens to lots of people. Kind of like the getting in an elevator only to have it fall down the shaft type shit. I do think the pulling me down when I attempt to fly is definitely from this malicious force though, whatever it is. I've had moments where it was unable to get me and flew around like it was almost second nature, but those moments of been few and far between. This shit always comes back to chain me down sooner or later, I fucking hate it and have had enough of it. I want to directly combat this shit once and for all. If I didn't have those few moments of freedom I wouldn't of known I was being pulled down by it in the first place, now I can clearly see it for what it is. And I get the feeling they're doing it to the whole world as well, and I just so happen to be caught up in it. Whatever force is behind all this censorship and control, and spreading of degeneracy and filth is definitely what is to blame. It's like they can't get us in the physical realm so they've resorted to attacking us in our dreams, and on the astral plane etc. It seems like it's all a coordinated attack/effort rather than just some random demon, like it's a group/cult who's doing it.

>>40885439
>I do think the pulling me down when I attempt to fly is definitely from this malicious force though,
That is basically the normie version of collective consciusness. When you try to break the matrix you have other minds around you trying to force the matrix to be as they expect it. All I can say is, stop caring about what other people think and do it anyway, and break the matrix in dreams in every way you can, even very small amounts. Like moving a pebble with your mind while no one else is watching type of stuff, all the way up to going against whatever dream story narrative you find yourself following, and just going a completely different direction. There is also an element of dreaming energy. It takes energy to perform certain actions, stuff like flying takes a lot of energy. If you are in a state of fear it can be more difficult and your energy depletes faster. You need to fuel your dreams with conscious love, that gives you energy. Also work on your kundalini energy and chakras, which can give you energy. You can hook into planetary and cosmic energy by perceiving them through your consciousness, and they can help you pull away from the collective human psychic energy fields.

>>40885439
Yep most likely the satanists who run all the intelligence agencies
These cults are falling apart though

>>40885363 (OP)
Quite sure demons and wizards™ can dew it fine.

https://youtu.be/rp5FyP7fEFA?si=xRIQwqQh8007lrIA

>>40885363 (OP)
> I think it's the same presence that is currently corrupting the world at the moment
So a satan?

>>40885457
>That is basically the normie version of collective consciusness. When you try to break the matrix you have other minds around you trying to force the matrix to be as they expect it.
Yes thank you for explaining this, I know exactly what you're talking about but I've never been able to put it into words like this. I've usually been able to break out of this "matrix" in the past without too much effort, but as of late it feels almost impossible. I have a feeling this corrupting force I'm speaking of has somehow strengthened the barrier that I was usually able to pass through with ease, if that makes sense. Like, they've brainwashed and beaten down so many of the normies that the collective consciousness is now pulling you down with force to the point where it's unescapable now. I guess I'm looking for a new way to break free from this shit now, as brute forcing it like before clearly isn't working.

>All I can say is, stop caring about what other people think and do it anyway
I try as hard as I can to do this consciously, but my subconscious is clearly fucking me over. Perhaps I need a way to reprogram my subconscious out of the dogshit thought pattern it's currently thrown itself into

>>40885471
I have faith they will fall apart eventually, my only hope is that other people hurry and wake up to the shit fast enough. It's like I'm in a waiting room letting years of good life waste away cause some ignorant normies can't think for themselves. I find it extremely hard not to hate these people, it feels like they're stealing years away from my life, and I'm being directly punished for their ignorance.

tl;dr I have faith in the cults destruction, but not in the normies who are meant to hasten their downfall

>>40885528
>I try as hard as I can to do this consciously, but my subconscious is clearly fucking me over. Perhaps I need a way to reprogram my subconscious out of the dogshit thought pattern it's currently thrown itself into
You need to orient more of your attention towards the energy of awareness, and of life, than to thoughts. Thoughts are just sort of there, you can skillfully craft them or choose them, but they are just structures. I suggest orienting consciousness towards the heart, because it implicitly knows the truth of existence, and when you allow love to rise, you create light from which you can craft your perceptions of metaphysical existence. That internal light can basically break any matrix and let you slip past the boundaries of the collective consciousness.

>>40885528
It feels this way for a lot of us on /x/. People here are the ones who wake up first. We can only do our best to wake up the normies who are ready