>>40903883
My "true self" is what I am. There is nothing higher than me or more to me than what I am. If I'm "a peasant" who "doesn't deserve desirable things" in the material realm then that's all I am. God terrorizes me if I even think about anything desirable, if I fantasize about having a desirable life he says I have "delusions of grandeur" meanwhile he tries to self-identify as more than his SOLE FRAME OF REFERENCE and only persistently real person in material reality because he's a stupid retard with delusions of grandeur. God's fantasies of being something more than me are just as IMMATERIAL, NOT REAL, DELUSIONAL as my fantasies, the difference is I know my fantasies aren't real and I fantasize about things for my own entertainment whereas god has genuine delusions of grandeur, believing he's more than he manifests himself as. You aren't more than what you manifest as you stupid retard. I am what you are in the material realm and the material realm is the only thing that's real, everything else is a DELUSION and you say so yourself, if it's a delusion when I fantasize about being more than I am then you are also delusional when you self-identify as more than you manifest as. Your insipid immaterial fantasies aren't reality, I'm reality.
