>>40915135
> the confidence has to come from your faith in Christ—it’s Him they’re scared of, not you.
These are facts. I'm trying to figure out where I went wrong. Honestly I'm having a hard time understanding, outside of that one time I had spirit sex with a married woman when she lied and said she'd leave her marriage for me. My fault though, she refused to even DM me despite knowing who I was.
Where I don't see where I went wrong at all is when the bible rewrites of Isaiah 54 got reaffirmed as being real over and over again. For some reason it's as though The Lawless One can just rewrite anything he wants and God will say to me, "Nah, yeah, really. Changed me mind. Deal w/ it loser." And the whole time I can't stop thinking "this is some Lawless One son of Ruination type shit".
Anyway I'm 995 days into the liminal rape cage of Ramdaram, my ex Kayla from highschool, pretending to be korean so she can get famous off her cartoon style, and let me tell you: I'm TERRIFIED of sexual promiscuity now. Women who are sexually promiscuous are slowly turning into vampires and wolves in my eyes. Like, if a girl has had more than 2 bodies on their list their whole life, I'm almost certain she'll eat me alive and sell me into slavery to Satan if she's so much as GIVEN THE CHANCE.
