Thread 40928273

> I'm scared after watching this
> So this is how majority of /x/ live with?

Do not look up the James Dellingpole podcast with the psychoanalyst working in the prison system who did what every other psychoanalyst said should never be done, and asked his patients to talk to the voices and ask them questions for him.

According to this guy he, her, found he was talking often to the same entity over and over, and he could continue conversations with patient b he was previously having with patient a. Basically, he came to believe they are demonic entities.

> WTF

with sound
> https://x.com/i/status/1957137165361844354

Well, I am a diagnosed schizophrenic and this isn't my experience at all.
What I see is usually inside my mind and not out in the open like that. I can see things in the real world sometimes, but it's usually when I am waking up and sometimes my mind feels like it's projecting around me... Like, I can feel somebody dancing around or something like that.

Although my hallucinations usually aren't visible in the 3D world they are very vivid and have some sort of environment awareness. Like... They move around my body and I can feel it. They also frequently have sex with me. That scared me at first... Specially the first time I got fucked in my invisible vagina.

I also talk to some guys inside my head. They often comment on my life, talk to me about what I am watching or doing. They aren't 'external' at all. It's completely locked inside my head, I don't confuse them for a person speaking for example.

It started with people on the internet. Then with my YouTube feed sending me messages in the videos. Like, some advices and stuff. Then it got even more complex as it seemed the images on my feed started to 'connect'. Like they were sending me one long message.

So yeah, in my case it isn't like that at all.

Another fun thing, sometimes I have surgeries. Like, once I got a second penis after I made a joke about getting a second one. Sometimes it's just random cuts on my body, but it does not hurt at all, I can just feel it. The sex feels really good, tho.

>>40928334
this was an isolate experience of one patient, I guess it's different for everyone.
still it's horrifying like something bleed out into their world.

>>40928334
Post it

>Here's another way to understand it, though I'm not sure this will be accepted by many until further down the timeline. What we call schizophrenia may not simply be "illness" but the throttle mechanism of consciousness breaking open. The self, which usually acts as a restriction device, narrowing infinite awareness down to a single, linear bandwidth, suddenly loses its grip. Instead of one carefully buffered channel, the person is flooded with multiple parallel streams at once. What appear as voices are actually echoes from parallel versions of the self bleeding into awareness. What we call hallucinations are glimpses of other timelines layered over this one. Disorganized thought is what happens when the sequencing function collapses and every line of reality tries to run simultaneously.

>The body is wired to survive by throttling infinite signal into a digestible trickle. The corpus callosum, the prefrontal cortex, the neurotransmitter systems these aren't just biological parts, they're regulators, keeping consciousness contained to one story at a time. When that regulation breaks, the sense of self versus other dissolves, past and future memories arrive out of order, and raw perception floods in without filter. It feels terrifying not because the experiences aren't real, but because the nervous system was never designed to process voltage at that scale. Medication in this frame doesn't "heal" but re establishes throttling, reinforcing the buffer so the person can return to survivable bandwidth.

>Seen this way, schizophrenia isn't false perception it's too much truth arriving at once, without the grounding mechanisms to hold it. It's full bandwidth awareness forced through a body wired for limitation. Perhaps one day we'll look back and see that what is now called disorder was really premature access to a level of perception humanity isn't ready to sustain yet. If this understanding interests you, there is more here.

>>40928273 (OP)
marzinsky

That's just eye floaters

schizophrenia isn't real

>>40928273 (OP)
if women and blacks get to have their voices be heard, then so do the demonic entities.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bPcgoaZjsu8

>>40928273 (OP)
This is stupid as fuck, people with schizophrenia's hallucinations don't look like what some fake doc with a stethoscope around his neck is making to look like some bad trip.

They look real. even the non-weird real shit doesn't look like this. Fucks like this collectively generate billions for the drug industry and they target your kids young.

>>40928723
this was made by the schizo himself not the doc

>>40928753
The stethoscope is still too goofy tho lol, I don't believe a word this clown is saying. It seems unlikely that this experience is common

>>40928763
yes they stated it, not all schizo experience like that. this simulator is just the experience of the schizo that create it.

>>40928273 (OP)
so schizo is thinking the scratches in your eye are clear ballon animals

>>40928805
Nigga thinks his eye floaters are schizophrenia.

>>40928805
the one next to the car doesn't look like scratches in the eye

>>40928273 (OP)
>be me
>have schizophrenic symptoms
>exorcise myself and banish the demons
>the schizophrenia stops
huh.. so the mental health industry is full of shit. figures

>>40928846
The psychiatrist wearing a stethoscope was a dead giveaway lol

>>40928846
so they are demons?

>>40928854
dude that's just a tiktoker posting about it.
the simulator is created by the schizo himself ffs. get your fact straight

>>40928862
>so they are demons?
I don't want to believe in anything but that's apparently what's going on.

>>40928846
Yes.I’d say 98% of mental crisis are bc the person is in a bad living arrangement and lacks money they need to get out of it. The reason psychs get paid so much is bc what they do is evil. Promising hope but only making people worse off. I’m glad hell exists so all these liars and phonies and wicked people can get what they deserve.

looks like a sever case or sum

>>40928694
milo sounds like a wierdo virgin to me

>>40928867
Well they are not. My psychiatrist lies on reports and pretends I am being medicated even though she knows I am not. My psychologist literally wanted to date me and wanted me to stop taking my meds. And there are many other good mental health professionals there that love seeing me and are always nice to me.

>>40928898
sound very sus to me though

>>40928273 (OP)
>this is how majority of /x/ live with?
Bro... I just like ghosts and Christianity.

>>40928898
Don't be a fool. They're using you as a case study.

>>40928273 (OP)
that shit is just real life

>>40928898
that’s… that’s pretty bad. sounds very Stockholm syndrome-y desu. even if they are a good person or mean well, they are part of an evil system that destroys humans and lives all while claiming to save them and demanding proper pats on the back for it. To remain part of that tarnishes anyone doing good within. If you weren’t you, and they didn’t want something from you, they wouldn’t break the rules to help “not you” most likely, which makes their actions selfish and shallow not based in helping you at all.

>get discharged from the public mental health group because I'm a voluntary patient
>told to see my GP to handle my schizophrenia
>any change to diagnosis or medication has to go through a psychiatrist that I now have to pay for
It's like they want people to just drop out.

Most these prisoners don't even have schizophrenia. It's just psychologists saying 'do you hear voices' and the prisoner then lying and saying 'yes' for privileges. It's all a big con to support the main con that schizophrenia comes without the cause of evil society.

>>40929168
why though

>>40929176
so you lied about hearing voices?

>>40929537
I was an involuntary patient, but then I moved providers after my CTO ran out so they just did my depot for a couple of months and kicked me to the kerb.

>>40928273 (OP)
Whatever you call these things, that's not just mental illness. Whoever sees things like that is actually perceiving thought forms.
I bet I could conjure up specific things they could corroborate without us every exchanging a word out loud.
>>40928334
Unlike the example in the OP (seeing projected thought forms), this sounds a lot rather like having non organic beings infiltrated in your aura. While the example in the OP requires a degree of clairvoyance, what you described can be experienced by anyone if they get their psychic defenses fucked enough (by trauma, illness, drugs...). Go look up Jerry Marzinsky if you haven't already.

>>40928896
He's right, tho. I mean no disrespect, really. But women are a complicated subject, esoterically speaking.

It's different.

These creatures have an environment and move through it. Their bodies are attached to the environment and they blend in.

>>40928898
>My psychiatrist lies on reports and pretends I am being medicated even though she knows I am not. My psychologist literally wanted to date me and wanted me to stop taking my meds.
Dude, she should stop being your psychologist. I'm not going to judge the fact that she lies, tells you to stop taking your meds, or doubt that she likes you. But treating you while being in a relationship with you is not good. She's going to have an enormous amount of power over you, and no relationship is healthy enough long enough for that. She can damage you in ways no other person ever could.

what happen to the japanese name anon

>>40928273 (OP)
I think you need to see this:
> https://www.youtube.com/shorts/3gLVkIpoQjs

>>40930438
probably not like that lol

>>40928273 (OP)
This is bullshit the hallucinations aren't distinguishable from reality you see a dog the dog is not there

>>40929972
hot

>>40928273 (OP)
nigga those are just goofy clown eye floaters. regular eye floaters look like shit (but can actually exit your eyes through some tunnel under your lower eyelid).
i sincerely doubt anyone smacked with the arbitrary smear label given to those of a spiritual & abstract mindset see these goofs while awake.

>>40929959
>>40928896

Milo is a fucking faggot Christ cuck Larper….ofc he would hate vaginas. It’s really not that complicated.

>>40928276
silly cartoon voices. apparently "schizophrenia" means "having the ability to imagine", so of course it's a label that anyone higher functioning than a fuckin MONKEY gets slapped with.
any white kid could hear an inner dialog with any voice he wants. any white kid could imagine some invisible goof sitting in an empty chair.
reptos can't imagine the apple and have 0 connection to higher plains, so they just want to smear and poison anyone who makes them feel bad.

OKAY HERE'S THE FUCKIN GODDAMN TRUTH ABOUT """SCHIZOPHRENIA"""
IT'S CAUSED BY THE CHILD BEING SEPARATED FROM BIO PARENTS, GIVEN TO A REPTO + APE, THEN SPINE BIND
THEN A LIFETIME OF SHIT ASS ABUSE
IT'S SPINE BIND AND AN EVIL ADOPTIVE "FAMILY"
boom now the secret's out. but only 3 people tops are going to get it.
but when you know, you KNOW.

>>40932588
reptilians

>>40932794
the stuff about "and in the sky virgo was trevailing in birth and the pepe-nebula was waiting under her feet to eat her child immediately upon birth" referred to how reptos, being a devil hivemind, inherently know ahead of time when and where a god chlid will be born. "and the woman who gave birth fled into the wilderness" - or died irl. we get separated from our bio parents, and BOTH SIDES of the "adoptive family" not only have adoptees of their own, but reptilians staff both sides.
and that's not even the reptos in all institutions like school, hospital, jobs, etc.

>>40928686
This
Or maybe we both have schizophrenia without knowing it

>>40932828
interesting

The whole concept creeps me out 'session 9' tier spooky.