Your subconscious is desperately trying to find out where it all went wrong, but your ADD takes over and turns it into a nostalgia trip. Many such cases
>>40939430
It's actually really normal and important to get erections during REM sleep to prevent ED. The cult aspect just means you are a suspicious person and preventing yourself from pleasure because you fear an ulterior motive.
>>40940015
Unconnected dreams are often a sign that something external was disturbing your sleep. Did you eat something acidic or spicy right before bed? If not, you might have been semi woken several times by a noise, check your power outlets. If not that, you might be on the verge of getting a cold.