Thread 40943968

I don't know if anyone will read this and understand me, but I feel the need to transcribe what I experienced. This isn't a simple psychedelic experience, it isn't a delirium: it's what I experienced in my body and mind.

A few hours ago, I had the most intense experience of my life. I felt like I was reconnecting with an ancient memory, that of my past reincarnations. I came to Earth with a mission: to help human beings awaken from matter, to free themselves from the prison of embodied consciousness, to transcend the ego and the veils imposed by this world.

But over the course of this experience, I realized that... I had become like them. A prisoner myself. Despite my will, my lucidity, my discernment, I was unable to elevate myself. I remained in this body, limited, human, subject to the density of this matrix.

I saw, I felt, I understood the hidden truths. The Masonic symbols, the energetic manipulations, the forces that govern this world—they are everywhere, in the music, in the images, in the gestures, and yet most people see nothing. The truth I perceived is overwhelming. It is not meant to be spoken or shared easily. It is heavy, and it weighs on the soul.

I also speak of "organic" souls, of those who seem disconnected, devoid of energy, of real consciousness. I lived with my mother and my brother. I felt their energies, and it was as if the light did not inhabit their beings. I know some will see this as cruelty, but I cannot lie: I feel the difference, and it hurts. 1/2

>>40943968 (OP)
During this experience, I vomited many times. I was physically and emotionally overwhelmed. Several times, I thought about disappearing, about not going on. The sadness I experienced was immense, visceral, almost palpable. It is the sadness of someone who sees too much, who understands too much, and who feels powerless in the face of the mass of consciousness sleeping around them.

Yet, I persist in writing this. To bear witness that certain truths exist. That consciousness is vaster than what we perceive. That matter is a prison, and that we are, in part, lost travelers.

I cannot save all those who refuse to see themselves, who reject the truth. But perhaps a few, somewhere, will recognize their own memory through my words. Perhaps that will be enough to create a spark, an opening.

I am not a hero. I did not come here for glory. I came to transmit, to leave an energetic trace. But even this is limited by my human condition. I am sad, tired, but alive, and these words are the only way I can share my journey. 2/2

>>40943968 (OP)
>I came to Earth with a mission: to help human beings awaken from matter, to free themselves from the prison of embodied consciousness, to transcend the ego and the veils imposed by this world.
>But over the course of this experience, I realized that... I had become like them. A prisoner myself. Despite my will, my lucidity, my discernment, I was unable to elevate myself. I remained in this body, limited, human, subject to the density of this matrix.
Happens to the best of us, mate
Dont worry. I cant tell you everything right now cause you wont take my word for it. But you are not alone
We are not alone
Now if youll excuse me i have to return to the matrix consciousness for a bit. You see, i want some pussy and in spirituality thats a no-no, so...

>>40943984
I would have preferred never to know the truth, but I have the feeling that sooner or later, I had to remember it. I don't know what the key is to escape matter, to no longer be a prisoner of this world. Even death doesn't seem to offer liberation. The archons haven't simply taken control of matter: they exert their influence even over the astral body, and probably over other bodies I don't yet know. I realize that it was not the architect of the universe, nor the universe itself, who created this world with the intention of doing good. The worst are the human beings who betray good by serving matter rather than the soul: Freemasons, Christians, Muslims, Jews... all those who attach us to the ego, to the person. Generally speaking, I understand today that I am deeply racist in my feelings, but I also realize that all of this is just an illusion. Skin color, race, all of these are just divisions created for the demiurge, to fragment and control.

>>40943990
Haha, I understand your escapade into matrix consciousness. We are not alone, I feel it too. Even if some things remain unspeakable, it feels good to know that we are not completely alone in this labyrinth.

I feel that we are God, and that we incarnate as human beings to become God again. I think we must go through all these stages: vibrating at high frequencies, embodying love. No matter how long it takes, it won't be possible in a single incarnation: it's a task that spans several lifetimes. It requires patience and perseverance. We must die in a high state of mind to increase our chances of escaping this world.

But the problem is that few people truly seek the truth. Some are content to remain in this material world; even those who are unhappy aren't unhappy enough to seek it. Or, when they do seek it, they take the wrong path and fall into traps. It's very complicated...

>>40943968 (OP)
Planning on doing lsd soon.
Can anyone please give me advice to having an enlightning trip and not a bad one?

>>40944535
Sex is gooooooooooooood.
Don’t eat before.
Drink plenty of electrolytes.

>>40944034
>incarnate as human beings to become God again

Careful what you wish for. You think you can see now that you took some substance, but you still know very little.
The extreme form of this is the human-hating ultra-socialist vision of some sort of "elimination of duality by entering a new age of enlightenment". This is a control mechanism. Just because you saw a new control mechanism in a special state doesn't mean you broke through the lies and illusions. DO you really think it's THAT easy? some acid and you're now a Good Boy?

>>40944535
Having the right setting is essential, and it depends on what you want to experience. If you take LSD during the day, it's to connect with nature, ground yourself, and perceive the spirits of nature in a new light. At night, however, the work is done more on the subconscious, on the deep memories of the soul.

It all depends on your intention when you take it. You must be sincere, because this substance demands respect. It's not simply an inanimate drug: it can be seen as a spirit that you invite into yourself, revealing subtle realities to you.

Prepare yourself by vibrating love, by seeking to raise your frequency. Avoid eating anything for a day or two beforehand, and take care of your body and mind.

And above all, don't forget: LSD is not a recreational molecule. Its purpose is spiritual. There are many other things on Earth to enjoy, but LSD is not one of them. With it, you have to let things come to you, without resisting. You observe, you welcome. It's often best to lie still, without moving too much, to let the journey unfold fully.

>>40944715
Yes, I now know that the truth is much more complex than we think. I would compare it to a puzzle whose pieces are scattered across different religions and spiritual traditions. For me, LSD opens doors and reveals fragments of this truth, but I think the ultimate goal is to reach it through meditation.

As for the ultimate key, I don't yet know what it is exactly. I have a hunch that the goal is to unify our different bodies (physical, mental, spiritual), but I don't yet know how to get there. I should also point out that I'm not a New Age person; I was a few years ago, maybe four or five, but today I'm mainly interested in gnosis. It's what most closely matches my experiences under LSD.

At first, my first trips leaned more towards Buddhism. It's a rich and colorful spirituality, but I find it doesn't hold all the keys to achieving enlightenment. It doesn't specifically talk about the demiurge or any such notions, but I feel it's not that simple. When I access certain memories, they seem dizzyingly ancient, as if I've already gone through countless incarnations in the void, without really moving forward. It's difficult to accept.

And yet, my experiences with LSD have confirmed many things: the manipulation of this world, the fact that it resembles a prison. I even think it's possible that certain phenomena like chemtrails are real. Today, I even question the shape of the Earth.

But what scares me most is the idea of dying, of losing my memory again, and of having to start all over again. For now, I still have access to certain substances that allow me to remember, but I don't know if in a future life I'll still have access to them, and perhaps even the internet, to educate myself.

I wonder: how do you manage to live with all this information?

>>40944535
At least 400ug. Make it worthwhile. Report back here when you're sober anon. This helps us all build understanding.

>>40944715
What I notice, when I connect my experiences with my knowledge, is that this world seems divided into several parts—I'd say at least seven. They seem to contradict each other, but in reality, each corresponds to a level of truth. That's what's crazy for my mind: understanding that multiple realities can coexist, even if they oppose each other.

For example, good and evil exist in certain planes of consciousness, but at a higher level, they disappear. It's the same for concepts like cleanliness and dirtiness: at some levels, they have meaning, but at others, much higher, they no longer exist.

The same goes for our bodies. In the physical body, the ego dominates. But when we reach other planes, like the astral, our memory, our way of thinking, and our way of perceiving are no longer the same. It's as if, inside us, thoughts that don't belong to us have become interwoven. It's very difficult to understand.

And in this world, everything is done to hold us back: we're fed bad food, we breathe polluted air, we drink contaminated water, we poison ourselves with chemicals, even in our shampoos. We're even genetically modified by vaccines. All of this blocks us spiritually, making ascension even more complicated.

Added to this are the omnipresent subliminal and manipulative messages: in movies, TV series, video games... It's as if we're constantly under hypnosis. So even with the pure intention of elevating ourselves, of freeing ourselves, it's very difficult, because everything is contaminated. And I haven't even mentioned everything. 1/2

>>40944715
Despite this, I've had experiences with cosmic or planetary energies, subtle contacts with what is called the cosmic Christ, universal love, the perception that everything is interconnected. In these states, the "I" disappears and gives way to the "self." We understand that we are all divine fragments. Regardless of form, whether human, reptilian, or demonic... at some level, everything is connected.

What pains me most is seeing some human beings choose to serve matter rather than spirit. I'm convinced the elites know what they're doing: they're aware of the truth, but they've agreed to become guardians of the matrix to feed their egos. And all this for what? For an illusory power. They've given up spiritual liberation to satisfy fleeting desires, when these material emotions don't even represent a thousandth of the ecstasy one can experience beyond the physical body.

That, deep down, is what upsets me the most. 2/2

>>40945188
I reached this state with about 200 ug But I don't think it all depends solely on the dose. The problem with high doses is that integrating and recalling the experience becomes very complicated. The goal is to remain sufficiently conscious: to be on the border between the two worlds, without completely losing yourself in them. Otherwise, it becomes almost impossible to transcribe the experience, whether by writing it down or filming it, because you don't remember it clearly.

That's why I think it's better to take several doses of moderate doses, rather than rare doses of very high doses. For example, a dose of 200 ug every two or three months seems more beneficial to me than an occasional dose of 400 ug.

And what really matters, beyond the quantity, is the quality of the LSD. It all depends on the reseller, because the purer the product, the clearer the insights and lessons you will gain from it.

>>40945219
Let's not forget that most blotters are underdosed. You may think you're taking 400 ug, but in reality, they may only be 200 ug. That's why finding a good dealer is essential: it's better to know exactly what you're consuming.

Also be careful with industrially produced blotters, as their quality is often inferior. It's important to understand that LSD is a key, an opening tool, but not the final solution.

During the experience, I recommend listening to soft, harmonious music that promotes relaxation and inner balance. Sounds designed to harmonize the chakras, or meditative music, can greatly help guide and soothe the journey.

>>40945230
Sourcing is key. Those unlabled tabs with commercial characters on them are often analogs and tend not to get the job done.