Thread 40968435

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Previous Thread: >>40964193

>>40968435 (OP)
AQ how does d see me right now? Does he think of me at all or is he preoccupied by other women?

AQ
Will I find someone to love soon?

>>40968434
> 9 or pent, 10 of swords, 8 of cups, The hermit, page of pent, 3 of pent

Seems like, as you already said, theres a lot of sadness and also a feeling of lost dreams, feeling too defeated to fight for them, and for so the cards remind you the first thing you gotta work is within your own self, care about resting in a healing way and recovering slowly from that big sadness, you gotta find and light that fire again, get in touch with what makes you feel good and hopeful. When you ask what area to work the answer really is work with something that brings happiness over money or anything else, dream on and also try to not separate yourself from others, having support from third parties will be very helpful in helping you find what you need

AQ

What is N hiding?

>>40968524
not a brother haha actually someone new that I had a nice time meeting up, but sends mixed signals so i was confused if he likes me or not lol

Trading

>>40968571
Quer

Trading

trading, i use i ching

>>40968435 (OP)
Aq. Am I making any progress on k?

AQ
Have I detached D from me or am I subconsciously still luring him?

>>40968685
Q? mine is would it be a good idea to change residence by the end of this year?

trading

AQ
How to deal with my family flaws? It’s not like they’re rapists or anything lol.

Air query
Is my current relationship tied to my inability to lose weight?
I’m exercising and dieting and all of that and nothing is happening so I’m wondering if it’s energetic

>>40968800
should i move in with him?
starting on yours

AQ
Take the internship that my professor is offering ?

trading

>>40968874
q? mine is would getting liposuction this year better my life?

Will my partner and I stay together or get back together after I move or is this chapter done

>>40968851
2 of cups rx, 7 of swords rx, 7 of pentacles rx, king of pentacles rx, ace of wands rx

no, no, no, no, no

>>40968800
38.4 Opposition
shows positivity, i'd say yes. line 4 suggests a friend, so maybe have a roommate or someone to be around

Trading

>>40968889
damn i was afraid of that. thank you!

>>40968911
yeah and that king of pentacles rx is a really bad guy to have around, completely unreliable in all things practical or has some corrupt/sick views on materialism or using money to own people, or just very irresponsible. the connection you might have now would disappear when dealing with more intimately instead of strengthening it

>>40968905
q? mine is would getting liposuction this year better my life?

What sort of magic practice will help me with a decision making?
I'm rather insecure and anxious about making choices so I feel like even placebo would help a lot but if I somehow will be able to recieve an actual guidance from the universe/higher me that would be great.

>>40968881
what kind of work/major/bs to pass time should I do?

Trading

>>40968924
different anon but wanna trade?

>>40968951
Q?

>>40968960
your query?

>>40968938
your question is too broad for me sorry

>>40968974
theres a woman in my life I have a weird bond with, she's an older/mentorish person but I'm also very horny over and we have weird sexual tension, I want to know if they like my advances or if they want it to stop altogether, its very awkward but I honestly can't tell or read her well

Trading

>>40968962
should I seek employment 2 months from now? you?

>>40968978
if I tried narrowing it down to just a subject matter like art, coding music or something would you trade it?

>>40968998
starting yours, I just want this query as trade >>40968924

>>40969008
sure I'll even do separate pulls for separate things, my query is should I change residence and move north or south or east or west of my current location by the end of this year, like one card for each option, ill do 3 cards ea for ur options.

AQ
What's wrong with H, my brother.

>>40968998
8 of pentacles, knight of pent rx, 5 of wands rx, 10 of pentacles rx
does she want you to stop: queen of swords
chance: page of wands rx
You'll lose interest by the time you'll have any real chance or go at her, she operates from logic more than passion or emotion. She thinks your advances are amusing but pointless but enjoys it as some sort of skill-building exercise lol, or something weird like that. Otherwise it seems with that 10 of pent rx, you would never be able to be in her inner circle for the long haul. 5 of wands rx.... flirtation, but she doesn't really flirt back or throw any energy your way... knight of pent rx, lack of investment or committment or things being dead in the water

>>40968931
>decision making
thise the thread
divinatopm
Before i conjure a single thought i always divine beforehand wether i should/shoudln’t

>>40968924
7 of Swords 9 of Swords 5 of Wands Judgement
Getting a lipo will be a bad idea, it looks you're doing it out of body dysmorphia than anything positive and your anxiety into getting it done should be enough to make you not do it

>>40969005
I am looking to make a new lifestyle change but can’t seem to find the motivation.
What will happen to me if I begin my new routine?

>>40968924
Before you do this. Watch videos on how it’s done. That should change your mind.

>>40969059
>thise the thread
?

>divinatopm
??

trading

>>40969077
Decision making
focus on the question, remove assumption
Shuffle
and pic cards all whilst focusingon query
https://serennu.com/tarot/pick.php?nc=0&deck=

>>40969008
art: devil clarified page of cups rx, lovers, maigican, 5 of swords clarified 6 of wands
coding : ace of pent rx, lovers, wheel rx
music: 7 of wands rx, 6 of wands, justice rx, knight of swords

if you start path of art you'll become obsessive, you might have some sort of focus on gaining fame or notoriety or bitches or more connections/networks. art will be in direct conflict with fame/notoriety, what would gain you recognition you would be at odds at or at odds with what is necessary or with what style you gotta adopt. your gain will be in odds with that 5 of swords into 6 of wands. however you will find it in music...6 of wands in music. Coding will bring you the bitches or network/connection (LOL). I'd go with music, though something is funky with that justice rx......

>>40969071
starting

>>40969071
8 of pent rx, 3 of cups, 8 of swords rx, strength

you would initially flake and not put in the work. flakey behavior. flake. you might flake to go party. or if you really struggle with not putting in the work and flaking, you'll go get or need or are recommended to find a support group or support of others to get you out of your own limitations and restrictions and give you newfound strength and confidence. either way you got it in you with strength and 8 of swords rx releasing of restriction.... but I suppose get the support group first to give you strength.

AQ
Will my remote job work out? Will I succeed?

AQ
My birthday is in a week and it's not been a good year for me. Is there any sort of significant change to come in the next, even if it's not positive at first?

Trading

>>40969022
noooo I was just giving those as random examples lol I just you to pull some cards and interpret what you got. Also sorry for the wait, something important came up but here's your cards:
North - 10 of Swords
South - The Magician
East - 8 of Swords
West - Death
Everything feels very negative except for the south, and even then magician can be a tongue-in-cheek omen for change, I pulled magician once in the future position and what happened was that a loved one actually ended up "willing" their own death into reality (it wasn't suicide but rather a serious of events that lead to their passing). I think you should be cautious and stay put for now

>>40969296
q

>>40969307
oh jesus. i wanna move just so i could escape having violent thoughts toward my family cuz they piss me off so much LOL thats the last thing I want to will into reality so I thought change of environment would be good. thank you for your help....

>>40969340
would being employed in October be a good idea? you? (I'm currently on low income benefits and need to do a state-funded surgery)

>>40969307
let me know your real query I'll answer it too

>>40969374
What should I do??? I'm the knight of wands I have ideas and drive but I'm also depressed and misguided I just end shoving the wand up my ass all day. Thats what I'm trying to figure, should I change my major, get a job. Just anything to change my life for the better and get back on track

>>40969361
mine is will I find the community I want in my local alt scene or am I better off moving out of my hometown?

>>40969391
change major: 6 of swords, 2 of swords rx, 4 of cups
Possibly can change your major but gotta really think about it first
job: queen of pentacles rx
the job is gonna take more than it gives
have you tried bodybuilding, content creation from hobbies, internships, volunteering, i gotta go to a doctor appt right now sorry for not being more helpful. traveling? learning greek, hebrew, arabic to learn ancient wisdom?

>>40969361
Hierophant Page of Wands Ace of Wands
Hierophant is key here saying you should turn to some structure for its benefits, I assume being employed would get you out of low income benefits, but if not then go for it, but prioritize the benefits for sure. Cards also signal health and virility, your surgery should go well!

AQ
Will I ever find "my person"/will they ever find me?

>>40969401
7 of swords, page of pentacles rx, moon, 4 of cups, page of swords
pursue: 2 of pentacles rx, 5 of pentacles
move: 4 of swords rx, lovers
yeah there is no community within the local scene and not much of a scene either, more like an amorphous blob of pockets of people and the experience will be bare and very lacking with the 5 of pent, a waste of time and money to connect to these people. relationships would be better outside of the hometown.

Giving out a one card reading to the first person who replies. I may do more, but the first one is for sure.

>>40969445
yeah thats what it feels like honestly, trade again? will I connect to any of these blobs anytime soon? always felt disappointed I never really connected with anyone here maybe I just have autism or something

>>40969568
I’ve always had this crippling fomo that if I looked deep enough or met the right there would be some freemasonry esque secret society of cool people to hang out with

>>40969520
>>40968870
This one plz

>>40969520
If you are feeling generous... I'd love to know if my boyfriend will ever get over whatever issues he has with my father?

>>40968870
>>40969591
>Five of Swords, Reversed
Definitely an interesting pull for this sort of question. While the upright would've been a "no", this is indicating a maybe and possibly a regular yes. I'd definitely mull it over for a bit and have your professor give you more details before fully committing.

>>40969606
>Queen of Cups
If he does, there will need to be a feminine or maternal influence to help out that endeavor. Whether it be you, your mom (if she's around), his mom, etc., someone will need to be able to get him to dial back the negativity or machismo bullshit. Likewise, it maybe your dad who is in need of a feminine influence. I don't know all of the details from your question, but a nurturing and gentle figure helping along the process can go a long way.

Trading

>>40969581
In a sense you may have to build that community yourself. Doing magick to attract like-minded people without compromising their free will is one way to go about it. Then just general networking with those who you meet in having the confidence to bring up your interests to others or asking people you meet if they happen to know anyone with similar passions as you.

>>40969520
next five day love general?

>>40969661
That's difficult but thank you. Only because my mom is deceased...to be honest I think that's what caused his weird issue with him somehow.
There is no softness or feminine love left anymore, especially not from me because every part of that in me is now gone.

I wish I could try to be more sensitive to him but my patience with him is really low now. It just feels like he acts like a spoiled egocentric idiot and I really don't get where he gets his sense of entitlement from.

Thank you though this did actually help open my eyes to another perspective

>>40969690
>The Sun
Good vibes man, good vibes. Whatever sort of love is ahead of you in the next five days (Romantic, Sexual, Platonic, Familial, etc.) looks to be fun.

>>40969520
I’m depressed atm and I don’t think my gf is happy with me and I keep fucking up and doing shit that makes her unhappy.
What advice do the cards have for me

>>40969520
How might September look for me?

>>40969702
If it's something missing from the equation, then you may need to replenish your feminine aspect. He may be irritating the shit out of you, but set time aside for yourself to dive into your own sensitivity. Read books that allow you to feel feminine. Do your makeup. Enjoy flowers (if that's your thing). Dress up for yourself and maybe even him. Be artsy and creative. Whatever is needed to fill up your own Cup to go with the Queen of Cups theme. Then once you've reclaimed that part of yourself, then you may be in a better place to share that with him so he can take a chill pill.

>>40969758
I admit I need help, I can't feel any form of love anymore. At first it was losing my mom then (as stupid as it might sound to some) it was losing my dog who was my best friend. I need healing and I don't even know where to start lol.
What doesn't help though is that I'm often just sickly these days in general which isolates me even further.

In all honesty though this has got me thinking a lot because somehow I didn't even think about it

>>40969741
>I’m depressed atm and I don’t think my gf is happy with me and I keep fucking up and doing shit that makes her unhappy.
Been there lately. I feel you bro.

>King of Cups, Reversed
The cards are calling you out, man. Even though they're telling you of your current state, the advice is to get that King of Cups in the upright. Work on your depression in the way that you're not an anchor to her. Therapy is an option, or simply therapeutic or cathartic actions. Go ahead and journal about your shit. Enjoy your hobbies and passions that may have gone to the wayside during your relationship. Work in becoming calmer and more stable emotionally.

>>40969719
thank you!

>>40969807
Pets are family, so it's not stupid. Maybe another pet of some sort can being some joy into your life. An animal that's low maintenance or if you feel up to it, a more intensive animal. If you have something small to care for, that can scale upward into having more confidence to nurture your boyfriend as a partner.

>>40969817
You're welcome, fren. Enjoy the radiance of love.

>>40969520
Can I have a card of advice today?

>>40969745
>Three of Pentacles
Contributions, collaboration, planning, employment and other similar themes. You may look to get new projects off the ground with help from others.

trading

>>40969845
>The High Priestess
Go meditate, reflect, etc. Tap into your intuition and spirituality, however you usually do it or are guided to.

>>40969520
Will my remote job work out? Will I succeed?

>>40969867
Thanks, routine as always haha

>>40969520
Are people still showing up to the program?

>>40969892
>The World
If you're looking for as major of a "yes" that you could get, this is it. Go into your new job with your head held high and enthusiasm.

>>40969520
Is d thinking of me

Trading

>>40969908
>Page of Wands, Reversed
The momentum that it may have had has fizzled out partially or totally. Think of ways to inject fresh energy into the program.

>>40969946
Query?

>>40969520
When can I expect to finally meet her ?

>>40969520
Hsjjffkdmsndffjrk
Give read

>>40969520
This please only if you feel up to it though
>>40968551

>>40969520
If you’d like to help. I’d love to know how my first ayahuasca journey will go.

>>40969918
>The Lovers
A very simple "Yes" and they are seeing you in a very rosy-colored way.

>>40969520
Will I ever see him again? Kinda bummed I never got to say goodbye.

>>40969974
>Nine of Cups
Your wish may be fulfilled soon, yet you need to take the actual steps to make it happen. Be confident but not smug in your approach. If you're somehow holding yourself back, then work on how to rid yourself of those limitations.

>>40969978
>Ten of Swords
My guides take pity on you as a lowly troll. Thanks for the divination EXP for leveling up my player stats though.

>>40970065
Kmao

>>40969520
whats the next place i will live in like?
I had to move back in to my hometown but i feel like change is coming

>>40968551
>>40969983
>King of Swords, Reversed
Whoever this is may be bending the truth, lying, conning you or someone else, or generally just being controlling and manipulative. They're trying their damnedest to hide whatever it is, which it is likely something serious.

Will I ever find B again in this lifetime? (past life partner/spouse who's been reaching out to me heavily in dreams and memories) Will we get to love each other again?

>>40970030
>Two of Cups, Reversed
Manners in which you're disconnected internally will likely manifest or make themselves known. Get ready for a bumpy ride that may or may not be productive on the other side.

AQ

How does my deity feel about me/my behavior or spiritual journey lately?

>>40970089
>Page of Pentacles
Wherever it is, it's bound to provide new opportunities in careers or things of am Earthly nature. The location will be practical or call for more of that sort of approach. There may be a chance for you to sink your roots in for at least a little while, having not only job progress but maybe laying down the foundation for kids with a good partner if you're menat to find one there. That said, it may not end up being your final resting place.

>>40970112
>Queen of Swords, Reversed
Likely not and whike you may want to, it is probably a painful truth you have to confront. Depending on the situation, you might be way better off without them.

>>40968435 (OP)
op pic bangs

>>40970143
>Nine of Pentacles, Reversed
Either you've been too frivolous with resources, diving into pleasure and such, or you haven't given yourself enough praise and luxury. If this is the case, treat youself if you've been too serious or restrictive.

AQ or Trading

I feel like I’m always being made wrong lately but I’m starting to feel under appreciated in my relationship. And doubt whether I hold any weight at all by the looks of it.

Will she show appreciation for me too soon? Like is this gonna pass?

Aq. How is my project going? Are things moving forwards?

>>40970247
Willing to trade!

My q is am I on the right track to passing school?

>>40970275
Starting when you confirm

>>40970247
>Page of Pentacles, Reversed
She's likely not to give you your props anytime soon. Either she's just ungrateful or there may be more for you to contribute and improve upon before she takes notice.

Trading

>>40970107
Sounds very accurate I think this person is really mentally unwell. Possibly that they even hate me in some way.
Sorry for my late reply, I was just away

>>40970247
Sun signs? And some context and I'll do your reading

>>40970261
>Six of Cups, Reversed
There are things holding it back, either immaturity or being stuck in the past. Do some assessing, look at what internally needs healing within yourself or the project or, what tends to be the easy answer a lot of the time, both.

>>40970302
I am an Aries she is a Leo. We’ve been dating for a year or so.
Things have been good and she will vocalize verbally that she’s happy but also I seem to be messing up a lot lately and I just don’t feel like I’m doing anything right and I don’t feel appreciated at all.
I want to feel like she cares and notices me too though

>>40970292
You're all good. For whatever reason, I've just been doing a blitz of card readings, I guess to keep myself occupied during my own time of difficulty with someone I love but has been treating me with that Swords energy as well.

>>40969914
Thank you!

>>40970275
Devil
Star
Page of swords

Just barely. Stay on track and be super diligent with where your time goes. Cards seem to say you could lock in a little more and need to be careful not to fall too distracted.
But you’ll be fine. Just lock in.

AQ:
Could I please get general advice, things have been really rough health and life wise and I'm struggling to figure out what to do for things to progress and improve?

>>40970337
You're welcome, but be sure to thank the divine itself first and foremost.

>>40970333
Alright

>3 of pentacles, 8 of pentacles, temperance, lovers, 2 of cups, ace of cups, ace of swords

Okay cards are telling you this is a two way street, but she does love you and appreciates everything you do but it seems like you two need to get to know each other's love language, which is the key component you haven't figured out yet hence the 8 of pentacles, the love is there but you two need to get to know each other in all facets of the relationship not just the good times. There's great potential here if you two come clean about what you expect from one another and set healthy boundaries. She does care but she is also clueless as how to make things work and you're the same. You two need to sit down and talk and have a deep conversation

>>40970343
>Death
Shed what isn't serving you any longer. Close the book on things that have served their purpose in your life. Allow for a new chapter to begin and be written.

Aq. Am I winning the fight against the spirit?

>>40970373
Trade?

>>40970460
>The High Priestess
Either a general "yes" or a call for you to trust your own inner intuition regarding the matter.

Aq. Its been a confusing day for me. Can I have a card to clear things up?

>>40970485
Thank you. I have been fighting them for a while. I hope I'm winning.

>>40970512
>The Lovers
No idea what has happened today for you, but if you've been acting out of love, you're all good and to keep it up.

>>40970512
Relapsing?

Back from the dead

Three Readings

>>40970535
How to deal with my family flaws? They’re not rapists or anything. It’s just my parents are bad with money and hoarders. And my two brothers don’t have a job, but I excused the other one because he’s a dad. But one of them doesn’t even try!

>>40970535
What type of magick or action did C do towards me yesterday? What was its intent and effects?

AQ
What’s the biggest issue in my relationship right now and how do we fix it, if it’s fixable.
I’m F Aries he is Gemini.
We’ve been together 2.5 years- lots of drugs and alcohol involved when we met. Not much of that now. Things feel dull and we don’t have many times of fulfillment together anymore. Seems to be a lot of fear coming from him and a lot of resentment from me. Fighting goes around in circles. No intimacy right now. At the root of my heart, I feel detached emotionally from this man. Sometimes I feel it even in our happiest times. Like I can sense something not lining up fully.

I’m moving for 5 months and I want to know if I should treat this like a solid detachment and remove all my things or if I should treat it as a break and maybe leave some of my things and treat it more like a temporary separation.

I have these dueling fears. One is realizing the grass isn’t always greener on the other side at the exact time of knowing I can’t get it back.

The other is a fear of not knowing how to let go and learn to trust my path as it unfolds

I got drunk to numb the pain. I am keeping myself busy to stay productive. Am I still advancing despite all these setbacks?

>>40970535
Hit me boss. Am I making progress?

>>40970479
Query?

>>40970535
Would you trade for fourth?

AQ
Is spending 1 hour a day gaming too much time wasted for me? I don't plan on gaming aside from that single 30 mins or 1h of gaming 5 times a week or so. Should I reduce it to 1h per week?

>>40970535
>>40970553
This one?

>>40970535
Can I get a yes or no?

Will they hire me if I do the online application?

>>40970542
>IV of Cups, II of Swords, VII of Disks Rev, VIII of Swords
There is a warning here for you, in the sense that you should stop feeling responsible for your parents or siblings; they are adults and their decisions and choices are their responsibility. The guilt, worry, and other feelings you have only serve to drag you down and make you feel trapped. You must accept them for who they are and accept that you cannot and are not responsible for carrying the world on your shoulders and taking responsibility for everything. You must focus on your life, learn from their mistakes, and become a better person.

>>40970545
>Magician Rev, Knight of Disks Rev, VIII of Cups
No magic, I think it's more about you accepting that deep down this person doesn't really care that much

>>40970569
>Tower, King of Wands, VII of Wands.
Yes, you're changing everything. (For the best)

>>40970580
What is E feeling (If she is feeling anything) after this two weeks?

>>40970666
>What is E feeling (If she is feeling anything) after this two weeks?
Nice digits.

Can you tell me things about my next girlfriend?

Starting.

trading

>>40970666
>666
Hail Asmoday.

>>40970670
>VI of Cups, King of Disks, X of Disks, II of Disks, Hiero
It's someone you already know in some way.
It's someone who is already well established in their career, someone with an important position who knows exactly what they want. A decisive, serious person, much more mature than you.
This will probably be the person you marry or build something lasting with.
There isn't much about love here, because it seems to me that love isn't exactly what you need or want. You seem to need more of a partner, someone who will pull you forward, someone to pull forward, and this person seems like the right person.

>>40970666
>542
Thank you! Sometimes I get a sense of guilt when I’m accomplishing something in life. Maybe I was a bit over dramatic about the hoarding part because we live in a small apt. But they are supportive people of what I’m doing in my life and I am grateful for that. I’m trying to get rid of that guilty mindset.

>>40970666
>What is E feeling (If she is feeling anything) after this two weeks?
Sun
Wheel of Fortune Reversed
Justice Reversed - Four of Pentacles
She likes you alot but there are things that bugging her.
Wrong place wrong time? Why?
Do you think one of her friends has a crush on you?
And in her close friend circle, she (the friend) just stated that you are hers?

If you are already in a relationship now or before, I need to rethink my answer.

>>40970691
>It's someone you already know in some way.
Everyone keep saying this. Am I retarded? I can't see.

>You seem to need more of a partner
Yes, I want to marry.
Thank you.

>>40970380
Thank you so much, this resonates a lot and is what I already felt too so it confirmed that I'm on the right
path. I have been working on this a lot, I have been growing a lot and making big changes, transformations, and enjoying it a lot not just accepting it. With this confirmation and insight I will keep going, I know that for me and my situation this transformation is not just internal but will be physical too, I already have a good idea of what needs to change and be shed. Once again thank you so much for the help and insight, I really appreciate it, may you have many blessings!

>>40970666
>Magician Rev, Knight of Disks Rev, VIII of Cups
>No magic, I think it's more about you accepting that deep down this person doesn't really care that much
The inkling that they did magic came from some of my own internal alarm bells going off in a sense with other external signs and signals occurring as well. They're angry with me and I want things to improve, yet everything I've done has been taken poorly. I'll be honest, whatever happened, internal or externally brought about, hit my core heart space like a ton of bricks.

Thank you for the reading.

>>40970713
If you read the reply I just gave above, I'll take all the blessings I can get. That said, you're very welcome.

>>40970700
We had a very intense physical relationship, but two weeks ago we had a conversation in which she told me she wasn't ready for a relationship and couldn't reciprocate my feelings. We haven't spoken since then.

>>40970690
Query?

>>40970752
do I have a shot with G or are they out of silly ol' me's league

>>40970856
This >>40970600
Will start once you confirm.

>>40970725
>We had a very intense physical relationship
We need to think about what does justice reversed and four of pentacles mean in this case then.
Maybe she is thinking you would leave her in the future anyway, so she is just playing safe.

Maybe the way you would keeping her is showing her you are serious, but I don't know if its a thing you would want.

>>40970863
starting

AQ

Should I keep looking for W-girl?

I'll be doing some reads anonii
Might not be the best and I appreciate context, the more I get the more cards I can draw

>>40970905
Salut Ciel.
How will things go for me in terms of productivity this week? Thank you.

>>40970905
Hi!
Does the girl in my mind like me? If yes, what should I do?

>>40970889
>>40970863
Page cups
Queen pent R
6 cups
6 pent R
You have a shot with G however you will rely too heavily on your money. Paying for things won't make someone else like you more. At least not someone worth your time. Hope this msg goes through to you.

>>40970913
Two of swords, you will put aside personal growth but get other things done, try to plan for balance and not achievement

>>40970905
Greetings Ciel.
I would like to know if I should keep pursuing for a relationship with a violinist I know or if it's a waste of energy?

>>40970600
Judgement High Priestess Page of Swords 4 of Cups
I believe you're gaming because you're bored and dissatisfied with the way things are for you now, unless address these underlying issues you'll still feel compelled to waste time on this, again I could be wrong but I don't think you're even enjoying it that much you're just distracting yourself atm. 1 hour a day or 1 hour a week it will have the same effect here

>>40970905
Hey Ciel, How will things go if I try to focus on making money this week?

>>40970930
Ace of cups,if you met by her approaching just tell her how you feel
If not ask her what she sees in you

>>40970944
Thanks.

>>40970939
Page of pentacles
Perhaps a long lasting friend with intimacy, I'd not recommend romantic but oh It would be something

>>40970960
Thank you so much.

>>40970946
Seven cups rx
It seems you will be dadreMing and dissociating mostly, not necessarily bad

>>40970932
I've never done anything like this for anyone ever and they're richer than me but still its an interesting perspective thx

>>40970970
Daydreaming

>>40970905
Will the company that I sent the application to via email hire me?

>>40970905
Greetings reading-non. Two queries:

1.- Some months ago the woman I was dating suffered an overdose while we were using MDMA together and I'm very traumatized by it still, I feel like there was something else there, or maybe I'm trying to make sense of anything from the trauma. Can you pull something out and see if the cards tell you 'anything'?
2.- Due to that, I've been very depressed, left music, haven't really done anything in my life, what's next for me? I'm afraid 'this is it'.

thank you for the reading and godspeed to you.

trading

>>40970905
Will object O work for my cleaning plan tomorrow?

>>40970982
Hierophant, you may either dislike them for being "woke" or they'll consider you as such, I do not think you'll get it tho

>>40971007
Ace of wands rx
You should just test it, the real problem may be not getting over the frustration of it not ending as you expect it

>>40970994
Give me 30 mins

One card?

>>40971034
Three of cups rx

>>40970947
Ok Thank you!

>>40971021
Dang, thanks.

>>40971028
Much appreciated !

>>40971043
Ty

Open question to all of the readers and enthusiasts here:

What art or aesthetic style for Tarot, Oracle Decks or other divination tools (Rune sets, Pendulums, Ouija, etc.) do you like that you either own or want to get at some point?

Aq
Would I be happy with a little lip filler?

>>40970994
She's not as smart as you think, has she dónde anything to you after? Qeen of swords rx
You're heartbroken by it, but that doesn't make much sense because you want to stay in there, that's all you really want but now you feel ashamed? With my own drug experience I tell you, likely it's just the drugs and pheromones, sun rx, six of wands, six of cups
But trauma, that's not so easy, you need to get a community away from drugs and bad friends, try to get productive for your self, three of cups

>>40970905
AQ
What will my next job be like ??

>>40971095
Golden thread

>>40971097
Yes, but that's not why you're unhappy

>>40971100
Seven of swords
Truth is, you may feel too stressed, stop trying to do everything other's won't

>>40971104
I know, just wondering about lip filler ty

>>40970905
hello. i have been fighting a spirit bully for a while. it sometimes feels like they are weak and other times they feel stronger. can i ask if they are weak and just putting up a front?

>>40971111
What ??? I dont understand.

>>40971095
I enjoy enochian tarot and also elemental tarot and the other caroline smith and john astrop decks

>>40970905
Is C the actual mother of F? Or is she just someone playing a motherly role to take advantage of him?
I can't really get a clear answer from him one way or the other, but I'm pretty sure she didn't drop into his life out of nowhere.

>>40971101
A simple yet elegant deck. Do you have or like the purely black and gold, or the black, blue and gold?

>>40971143
Black and gold, there's a historic one which only has a few surviving cards that are all golden too, I don't remember but the sun card was really nice

>>40971097
Holy shit, this is like the 3rd or 4th time you've asked about body alterations.

>>40971132
For this card you'd seem like the kind of person that gets abused by employers because you're actually responsible

>>40971125
Sorry but I rather not do occult
I apparently get possesed easyly

>>40971153
Leave them alone man

>>40971153
Different anon I've see those too lol

>>40971150
Is it one of these?

>>40971156
Thats actually some truth to that, what do i do ??? Anon

>>40971137
If you got either, mind showing them from your set or from an image search?

>>40971139
Five of wands rx, queen of pentacles rx
There's Def something going on, I wouldn't remove abuser from the table

>>40970905
Howdy. Can I have a card of advice?

>>40971098
Thank you very much.

After the incident we spoke twice, once the day after, mellow, last time two weeks sor so after, full of bitterness, as it was expected with a situation like that. Basically got told to fuck off and that was it.
I do feel ashamed by the experience, I feel like I failed to protect somebody I cared about and I feel like I'm a danger because of it, somewhat.
Alas. thank you, I do feel like the love was nice but that was it. Maybe I don't gotta look for 'signs' in stuff, sometimes shit just happens, i guess.

Thank you for this reading. It makes some sense. Get productive, move on from it, let it in the past.

Any indication on the way forward?

Could I have 1 card?

I just getting into blood divination, reading the spots after it splashes over a ceramic plate, could it be potentially dangerous?

So far have been getting accurate readings... Weird

>>40971098
Interesting that you bring the "smart" thing. I loved talking to her and thought she was very smart and educated in her field. That mention gives me a feeling that you read this very on point. I feel very seen.

hi, how are you?

>>40971196
4 of cups

>>40971202
Just do tea leaves
Same results but you don't have to bleed and also you get to enjoy a cup of tea

>>40971173
These are the old and newest versions of it, but I also like the visconti golden tarot

>>40971177
Relax, that's it

>>40971209
>>40971194
Isn't she the one who wanted to get on drugs? It's not your fault that she od'd right?

>>40971190
2 of wands
Rather wonder, but not in fear, not in understanding, in experimentation

>>40971182
The top is elemental tarot and bottom is enochian tarot. They might be hard to find. I bought elemental tarot used. I was lucky enough to find a new enochian tarot.

Aight, I'll be away a while
Thanks guys!

>>40968435 (OP)
Should I leave her? Would I be happier?, pls help me anon

>>40971095
I've used the I Ching for a long time now I got some ancient Chinese bronze coins because I thought that would be better.
But the most accurate readings I've gotten came from Tron-themed Flynn's Arcade tokens
It must just come from the heart

Aq, will dc work?

>>40971250
Yes, she wanted to do them. I floated the idea, she liked it, we planned it, I bought them, she carried them, we agreed to do it, we took the same thing, same dose, drank the same. It's not 'my' fault, but guilt has a hard pull since I was there that day. I get very anxious about it sometimes and some days I know are going to suck as I wake up to the thought of that day in the morning. Thank you for listening.

>>40971183
That's the vibe I get too! She scares me big time, almost like a creepypasta jumpscare lol.
But would you say she's his actual mother?

>>40970905
Hello Ciel!
How would the -talk- between me and S go?

>>40970553
Anyone reading able to do this for me?

>>40970905
I’m struggling with an inability to let things go. I’m moving and need to get rid of all my things but I’m having issues with this. I’m also wondering if it’s tied to my weight. It feels so overwhelming and I just want to get things done and get the ball moving

>>40971266
Anyone willing to help pls?

Trading

Trading

I asked my cards of my ex is thinking happily about me right now, and I got the three of swords. I asked if they were feeling sad about me and got the nine of pentacles. How would you interpret these results?

Aq
Will I lose 20 pounds in two months?

>>40971348
I'll read for you. Stand by.

In the past: The 5 of Wands. Stife.

In the present: The Knight of Swords, Upright. You are doing everything right.

In the future: The four of disks, Power, in all cases, but;

If you leave her: The Six of Swords, Inverted, Cruelty becomes Kindness.

If you stay with her: The Ace of Disks, Upright. A new beginning. Prosperity, and creation.

For the reading your future leads you toward power, and the direction of leaving her is a cruelty that becomes a kindness, whereas the staying with her brings you both to some new beginning, material creation, or adventure.

You can go either way. No inkling is given by the cards as to whether leaving her will bring you happiness, but the path of the Ace of Disks (staying with her) seems to clearly indicated positive things. Rarely is a card more clearly a signpost that you are on the right track than the Ace of Disks.

Trading

AQ
How do I get my soul on the right track?

>>40971607
Look yourself in the eyes in the mirror. Remember who you are. Accept that there are parts that you may have to cut off, or simply rework. Perhaps the parts of you that you think are bad serve you in a way that you don't yet understand, but they could make sense to you if you examine/confront them under the right Light.

aq
should i move to mongolia?

Aq
Will he be able to handle my weirdness?

Hello friends! I got a Q for anyone willing to give me a read.

I went on that date today and it went EXTREMELY well! Me and my date got along great, but about halfway through she had some trouble with their ride and contacted some friends looking for help. One of them was a friend who apparently knew me and had issues with me. I'll admit, until about a year ago I was a real scumbag, and I was open with my date about that BEFORE their friend told them I was bad news. Weird thing is that friend was bringing up stuff I don't even remember doing. My date said that she's willing to forgive people for their bad pasts if they've really changed and that I seem like a good person now, but IDK man I'm still worried.

Can I get a reading about this situation? A read about what to expect with this relationship going forward and some advice?

--------

Also I am doing readings tonight, but not doing trades. My above question is an AQ, if you want me to read for you just ask, but don't read for me assuming you're getting something in return.

Doing readings with my custom drawn deck, includes an additional major arcana; 00 - The digital phantom (AKA The Genie/The Panopticon)

Will need your relationship to anyone involved in the reading, will not doing readings on just names. No occult. Reading whatever I find interesting until I get bored.

Arotay Eadingsray.

>NAME, AGE, GENDER for you and anyone else involved in your query
>No gens including love gens
>Please enter into your query with a calming breath

>>40971339
>Anonymous
Hey fren, please just make sure to keep going, I would sometimes just trash everything out of frustration
Hope you're getting through
***hugshugshugs***

>>40971716
M
21
Female

Will my professor(C, 60 something, female)like my comic project idea for tomorrow’s class?

>>40971298
Likely abuser, not related
A teacher kind of deal yknow, school fling

>>40971716
Jen 30 female
Will I be in a commited relationship with someone I love next year?

>>40971713
>Five of Wands, Knight of Pents
>High Priestess
Yeesh. So, there is definitely obstacles in this relationship, and some competing forces (presumably the chemistry vs. your damaged reputation, or you vs. your date's friend.) Knight of Pents unfortunately says to be a little reailistic or even pessimistic here, and bring yourself down to earth about what to expect. High Priestess recommends relative inaction and letting it all play out without dramatic gestures or big attempts to "fix" it. Let the background drama work itself out. Not seeing a major "no go" sign here, but definitely a rocky road forward (and not the chocolate marshmallow kind).

>>40971740
>Seeven of Cups, The Lovers
Yup, she'll like it! It'll meet the brief and also appeal to her own personal tastes. There might be a lot of different options for how students might go about this project, but yours is one of the good ideas among many. Nice work!

>>40971716
Ciel, 25, f
Diego, 31,m
I want us to be close but I don't want things to go complicated nor romantic, not sure if physical either since I see him as my caregiver, what do?

>>40971713
>Two of Pentacles
Sounds like it'll be fun as there'll be opportunities for good and bad, or merely versatility in what is able to happen and plenty of choices as to what can happen. Be optimistic, strap in and get ready for an exciting time, for better or worse.

>>40971713
>>40971716
Naga, 23, Nonbinary-male
Can't really give Names for the other two, my date has a very unique name, can I just call her AB? 24, nonbinary-female

Her friend is Millie, 18, woman.

>>40971743
Lol, competing values in cigarette ads. I think I'm drawing towards my Virginia Slims.
>Three of Wands, Four of Swords, Six of Swords
Not next year. All of these are some variety of "not yet" or "transitioning" cards. Divine timing can drive us nuts, huh? Three of Wands here points to you putting yourself in line for a healthy relationship, and getting to know new people. Four of Swords- be patient, trust, make sure you have worked on yourself. Six of Swords, sorry it's taking so long says the universe, try not to be glum.

>>40971757
Oh God, I read your previous post before seeing your age and had a heart attack. But I suppose you're both adults, lol
>Magician, Queen of Cups
Be quite honest. If you want to develop a friendship, you need to propose to hang out. Avoid sitting on your hands and waiting for him to do something. Try and be emotionally in control here- you don't need to suppress feelings, but don't let them get the better of you, and remain thoughtful of his feelings here too. This situation may require delicacy and compassion.

>>40971754
>740
Thank you!
It’s about how forgotten memories are still with us even though we don’t remember them. It kinda made us what we are as people.

>>40971776
> I already read yours, see >>40971754

>>40971788
Sounds beautiful :)

>>40971794
Sent before updating page, sorry

>>40971787
I struggle to mind other's emotions desu
Thanks!!
À heart attack? lol

>>40971799
I'm a schoolteacher as my day job and I saw "abuser" "school fling" "teacher" and thought oh gosh, not a love reading about a teacher and student. But I got my wires crossed.
Yes, Queen of Cups says try and mitigate that tendency and put your best diplomacy hat on with Mr Diego.

>>40971713
Under what conditions is C, my Ex-gf, likely to reach out to and communicate with me in a way other than angrily or coldly?

>>40971787
>743
Guess I will work on myself too

>>40971803
Ah, yeah that other anon's "mom" situation has hints of something of the sorts
Thanks again jean

>>40971716
jack. male 21. will my cd servitor work?

>>40971826
What's a CD servitor?

>>40971716
Je Suis (pseudonym) 28 M
What is something that my spirit guides are wanting me to look out for in the near future?

>>40971840
i have been struggling with fighting a bully spirit for a while and my past servitors haven't had any luck. i thought about making one to destroy the core of the attacking spirit and instead of fighting them outright.

It's quiet, I'm copping out. Last reads then putting my cards away.

>>40971843
This is lowkey a GENeral but I'm feeling GENerous...
>The Fool, The Tower, Ace of Wands
Lol. There's going to be something that completely falls apart for you, or turns out disastrously, or suddenly ends, etc. This is actually all part of the plan, baby. That's your cue to take on a new approach or start something new. Be creative and enthusiastic, use your pep in your step. Imagine your house burns down, so you finally cash out the home and contents insurance and move to a Spanish orange orchard to become a fruit seller, to use a dramatic example. Your place of employment goes bankrupt so you go back to university to become a lawyer. And so on. Look out for the disaster and strike while the suffering's hot.

>>40971754
>some competing forces
They have D.I.D. could be picking up on that

Thank you for the reading. Not trying to make any big gestures is probably the smart thing. Like I said I told her about my last as a bad person before her friend said anything, and we had a good date and got along well, do in all likelihood, continuing to just be cool now and show who I am now is probably a good idea, as opposed to lingering on it and trying to "prove myself"

>>40971773
2 of pents is such a "fire is hot" card, bro. Like, there's always choices to be made. I'm not hating on you here I'm hating on the people who invented tarot cards. XD

And yeah "exciting time" is about right. This person...they're alot of stereotypes and orange flags, I knew jumping into this that they seem like the kind of person who could make my life hell. Crazy bitches and whatnot. But I'm also crazy so, lol. I set myself in this trap.

>>40971713
What is something that I’m reflecting on improperly?

>>40971858
Sorry, I don't feel comfortable reading for this.
Just my two cents. I had "bully spirits" for a while. The thing that worked for me was giving the problem to Jesus Christ and the Holy Virgin Mary, at least temporarily, trusting them completely and otherwise focussing only on my IRL life. Sometimes the more attention and spiritual warfare you bring to this sort of problem, the worse it gets. You don't have to fight fire with fire. Try giving it up to God, crossing yourself and carrying on. Worked for me.

>>40971863
I mean shit, the suffering has already been going on over the past few weeks, unless I'm in line for more brutal punishment. Fuck me. I'll survive, yet it's one of those things where I am already st a loss of what's next. Guess we'll find out on the next episode.

I appreciate your reading, especially choosing mine as your last of the night. Thank you, Jean.

>>40971713
is a card of general advice alright?

>>40971864
>2 of pents is such a "fire is hot" card, bro. Like, there's always choices to be made. I'm not hating on you here I'm hating on the people who invented tarot cards. XD
>
>And yeah "exciting time" is about right. This person...they're alot of stereotypes and orange flags, I knew jumping into this that they seem like the kind of person who could make my life hell. Crazy bitches and whatnot. But I'm also crazy so, lol. I set myself in this trap.
Man, oh, man I feel you on that. All of the girls who loved me back and were significant were chaotic or trouble, including this latest one. Oh well, I still love her though.

>>40971863
Thank u Jean ! ^o^

>>40971716
S, 33, male

what did my dream from last night mean ? any advice ?

one card?

>>40971716
E, 20, Male
I've been very... I guess emotionally intimate for a lack of a better word with this one girl(S, 20), for the past few months, and we're still really close and all but, I am curious, does she love me, and if she does when will she be healed enough to the point that one of us admits it?

>>40971865
The Sun, reversed
The Devil
Page of pentacles, reversed

Put simply: you gotta lock TF in. Stop being a hopeless bitch and being so indulgent in whatever your vice is. Pick a goal and commit to it. You are aimless.

>>40971716
G Male 30
How will this project go?
and do I make a lot from it?

t.just invested, not part of operations, etc

>>40971886
I pulled 10 of cups but it wasnt sure what to make of it so I did end up pulling 2
>2 of pentacles

Something has gone wrong for you? Especially potentially interpersonally? You have to make a decisive decision to move forward or you will be stuck forever. It will be hard.

>>40971902
Death, reversed.

>>40971713
Hi, can i get a reading on when i will start to work regularly again ?

>>40971920
hm. i dont know? i dont know of any decisions i have to make.

aq, is my hunch correct?

Aq
Will I get my nails done in Sept?

I dont think the above readers will take my request. But can i get a next girlfriend read?
Ill probably never have one its been a while

>>40971938
hahahahahaha is this for real ? are you broke or something

no offense if you are

>>40971924
Can i ask is my voice pleasant?

Trading

>>40971954
I have bills I gotta pay but maybe I'll make a little extra on a side gig?

>>40971978
If you're that broke put it in savings bro

>>40971981
Ok fine :(

>>40971963
q?

>>40971997
Is G obsessed with me?

Aq
What did mustache guy think of me today?

>>40971978

sorry to hear that and i didnt mean to laugh, i googled the price and its not that expensive ? why cant you afford 130 dollars. Im rooting for you

>>40972016
Thanks friend I should be able to and they last a while I'll post em if i get em :)

>>40972003
Why won’t S talk to me? Did he really just want my body and is fucking off now that he got it?
Starting.

>>40972037
Starting

>>40972037
S is sorting through his feelings for you, on one hand he can see himself being with you and that scares him. On the other, he feels he needs to experience more before he can settle down. I know he love bombed you saying this would never happen but he's very confused right now, if you give it to me and stop assuming the worst he will be back

>>40972003
King of wands the hermit ten of pents strength r

Obsessed isn’t exactly the right word, but something close, something fueled by anxiety. This person greatly looks up to you and has deep affection for you and wants to be together with you, wants to love you and have something long term and stable with you… but they have placed you upon a scarily high pedestal and this has caused them to feel as if you are unreachable and it has them spiraling bc they do genuinely love you and want you bad, but they feel like you are just too amazing for someone like them to really be too close with, so it manifests as something that looks like obsession from the outside, but is actually just yearning combined with self loathing.

>>40972047
Thank you, trade again?

>>40972058
fyi I've traded with you quite a bit and you've been the most accurate reader I've had in a long time always nice to see you in these threads

Aq
Does f want to see me again?

>>40971528
Wow your interpretation it's beautifull anon, You are very good, thanks!!!

>>40972081
Aw thank you T_T glad you feel that way and glad I can be accurate! Ive been coming here since 2015 so I likely won’t stop coming anytime soon lol

trading

>>40972061
Yes, what's your query?
Thank you

>>40971716
William Male 25

Victoria Female 60

V's feelings about me buying a used model vs. leasing a new model?

>>40972090
Query

>>40972092
What will happen between me and S over the next 45 days?
You?

>>40972098
How is my work received by my local community? Specifically my peers I’m trying to impress

>>40971713
Still doing readings.

>>40972123
Do you any inclination as towards my next step? I'm feeling a bit aimless.

>>40972123
>>40971952
Why not . Or you can just give me some advice. Not sure advice can do anything for ugly tho

>>40972123
Does f want to see me again?

>>40972123
Is M keeping S from talking to me or is it something else?

>>40972123
What is the outcome if I keep growing my hair out? I've never had it so long before.

>>40972123
Will I move in with my bf next year?

>>40972120
>>40972123
This one

>>40972123
Should I go with a used or should I lease a new one? I can afford either.

>>40972119
If you still want to trade my query is what will happen with the guy I like if I keep on giving in

>>40972183
Yea sure starting

>>40972186
Same

>>40972123
Can I get any advice for September?

>>40972186
S is going to come to their senses probably due to you pulling away and then having an oh fuck I might lose them forever moment. Sometimes you have to play it cruel like that as the queen of swords here says. After that he will be afraid to lose you, which is good because fear can be binding. Try not to be intimate until they put in the work and prove they are going to live up to their words. You guys are going to be so cute. Very golden retriever black cat

>>40972183
Judgement r ten of swords two of wands temperance ten of wands r knight of wands

With this guy? Nothing, beyond proving yourself to be a pushover sadly. If you keep giving in he’ll think that he can do anything he wants to do without ever giving back, and this will cause a painful end to the connection where you just feel discarded.

NOW…. the second half of the reading is quite positive so I wanted to draw some clarifiers to see if this is pointing towards a positive ending for you two, or only for you?

Seven of cups, three of pents…

Seven of cups+three of pents makes me feel as if that there is still hope for a positive outcome between you two specifically, but you need to think about your approach a bit more.

So, the next few cards are just for you.

You’ll pick yourself up from this and find balance within yourself, and find that you’re a lot less stressed in your day to day not allowing him to use you like your plaything. You’ll take some valuable lessons away from the experience and take it forward into your future dating life, allowing you to make more solid choices in the future.

So, you’ll end up happy either way! A solid future ahead for you, nonny.

>>40972220
Trade again? I'm curious what the correct approach with him is as my query

willing to trade, i do a 5 card spread.
reply and leave your favorite color and what you want the reading to be centered on.

>>40972234
What is the right approach with the guy I like maroon
What's your query

>>40972242
ill work on that now.
"what am i missing? where is the next attack coming from?"

AQ
Man why am I always sad? Is this just how it’s gonna be for the rest of my life?

>>40972248
Starting

>>40972233
Sure! Can I ask if there will be any greater drama having to do with him wanting me?
For context, he’s poly and in a relationship with one other person, I’m monogamous and single and decided to sleep with him bc he’s available, but his partner is my friend too.
Starting

>>40972257
Yeah there is a lot of drama that is probably preventing them from reaching out. The friend is mad you guys got together even if they're poly lol it also keeping them away I addition to them liking their freedom. The friend is super insecure right now because they feel like they are losing them to you and they are. There may be no return from with with the friend but at the same time, worth it right? That friend has also badmouthed you to a great degree to them. Your crush is inching away from them but they are slightly scared as they are batshit

Aq. How are things going for me right now?

trading

>>40972254
>Past: reversed 5 of wands - Inner conflict, pushing things away, possibly going thru conflict to gain new insight or knowledge
>Present: reversed ace of cups - witholding or repressing emotions, afraid of being hurt
>Future: reversed justice - need to be open to the universe is sending you messages, even if it requires sacrifice or suffering. focus on self reflection, dont let inner critic get to you
>Boon: 4 of cups - know when to act or when to wait. being patient and understanding how much you have on your plate and what you can handle is key; reflect inward before making any rash decisions
>Bane: devil - dont let healthy attachment turn into unhealthy obsession, on either side. watch yourself carefully, so you dont get too invested when you have yourself and your life to worry about.
i hope this helps, to me it seems like the universe is saying pump the breaks and focus on yourself, for now. waiting for a relationship or sexual stuff, with him or otherwise, might not be what you need to focus on. blessings to ya

>>40972278
Thanks gl

>>40972242
Ok switching back to my old format of typing on discord then pasting from my phone bc typing on my phone exhausts me lol.

>Nine of pents, three of swords, justice, the hermit, ace of cups, eight of pents

So what you need to do is take one GIANT fucking step back. It's gonna hurt anon, it's gonna fucking sting, let me tell you this right now. You're gonna feel like absolute shit doing this but it's the only way to make him truly see you as an equal and make him start to squirm as he realizes what he may lose with you. You need to win the idgaf war, essentially. Act like a strong independent woman even if you feel you aren't. Close yourself off until he reaches out to you, bc at this rate you're giving up far too much of yourself for someone who is taking it for granted. If you can manage this, it'll be a new start between the both of you as he will genuinely realize how empty his life is without you and he'll come back and want to water the dying plant that is your relationship. You'll be able to work together from there to turn said dying plant into a beautiful rose garden.

>>40972141
>>40972143
hey dumbasses, read the terms of the reader before making a query.

I need to start adding "If you ask me a query that does explicitly against my rules, 3 years curse upon ye" to my posts again. Keeps the 40 IQ troglodytes at bay

>>40972154
If you keep growing out your hair, your hair will be longer

>>40972120
>The chariot
>the wheel of fortune
>the empress
all reversed.

not good friend, I don't think they'll understand your vision

One card?

AQ
Should I invite J to my celebration event Monday?

Tradin

>>40972305
How do you expect me to read your fucking rules if you don’t post them you stupid faggot? If I’m just joining the thread I’m not gonna scroll up 100 posts just to walk on eggshells for you and see if MAYBE you posted rules a couple hours ago. Oh, but then you wouldn’t be able to feel falsely superior to others, my fault.

>>40972473
They did like 2 reads and dipped, kek

>>40972473
It was literally a response to my original post. My post was a response to my other posterior established the terms of my readings

>>40972562
I do readings I find interesting and the ones on this thread so far have been exceedingly boring.

>>40972578
tbf alot of questions here are boring. most of the interesting ones are occult or have alot of drama.

>>40972578
Ok, then say to read the rules in the linked post? A lot of readers don’t really give a fuck, ones with a stick up their ass like you are few and far between. It’s good to have boundaries here but again, I’m not gonna fucking walk on eggshells for you just because you have a superiority complex.

>>40971910
>>40972578
>>40971713

Please Naga Sake

Aq. Will c work out for me?

>>40972809
No

AQ
Am I going to die soon?

AQ
A lot of weird things happen to me when I'm trying to achieve this particular goal. It started out well, but now it feels like everything I try is doomed. I feel like I've run out of luck or am under some fucking curse. What's going on?

Trading

Availble for one reading this morning.

>>40973181
How will my legal issues resolve?

>>40973196
Standby, reading.

>>40973200
Thank you!

>>40973196
Three cards.

First, the outcome: The 10 of Disks, Wealth
(You will receive much of what you want from this situation.)

Second, the boon, and what you will like about it: The 6 of Swords, Science
(The way this plays out for you makes sense, follows from logical principles, and is not emotionally chargeds.)

Third, the bane, and what you will dislike about it: The 6 of Cups Inverted, Absence of Pleasure
(It seems that you will not actually be pleased by the result, despite having gotten when you wanted.)

On the whole your legal issues will resolved overwhelmingly in your favor, in a way that makes logical sense, but will be bittersweet for you, as you will take no pleasure from the outcome.

>>40973181
Can you trade? I am going through a hard time and I don’t know what to do.

>>40973224
Checks out, thanks. You seem tapped in.

Trading

>>40973227
I was only planning to do the one, but I'll read for you since things are hard for you right now. I don't allow others to read for me, so no need to trade. What can I help you with?

>>40973238
My girlfriend and I are having a hard time. She says she’s happy but she has been super critical lately. And I feel at a loss. It feels like nothing I do is right.
I will always do the best I can to be better for her. But I’m beginning to feel like I am just not enough.
I don’t know what to do. I am sitting in guilt and shame and insecurity.
Is this right? Does she love me? Am
I good enough for her? What do I do?

>>40973337
Standby. Reading.

>>40973337
Grow a pair of balls and stop caring what women think.

Anything else is feminist cope or faggotry. You're being a walking mangina right now.

>>40973352
Okay. Thank you.

>>40973387
Lol found the sexless Incel
Fellas is it gay to care about your partner?

>>40973478
It's alright to provide and care for a faithful partner. Anything beyond that it's not your problem if she turns into a bitter bitch you dump her ass and get someone better.

You're the faggot asking advice from lonely incels and femcels.

Enjoy your echo chamber though.

>>40973499
>Enjoy your echo chamber though.
Soooooo why are you here?

>>40973512
To shitpost and pass the time. Or what? Want a secret spell to make her stop being a retarded bitch? You need a potion to become a gigachad with no worries in his mind?

Enjoy your shitty relationship or do yourself a favor and stop worrying.

Faggot.

>>40973518
>To shitpost and pass the time.
Spend your time wisely !

>>40973466
Let's summarize by saying that you are uncertain about what to do because you have detected a change in your relationship dynamic due to criticism your gf has been delivering lately. That criticism has amplified some feelings you have about yourself which are guilt, inadequacy, shame, and insecurity. It has led you to conclude that nothing you do is right, and left you fearful that you are not enough.

You have only asked the cards two questions, and that's all I can answer for you. I will offer some general advice about your situaiton once I've addressed your questions to the cards:

Does she love me?
Am I good enough for her?

First question: "Does she love me?"
One card: The Magus, inverted.
This is my card, and it means I have read for you incorrectly or am unable to answer this question for you due to my personal limitations. Sorry, anon.

Second question: "Am I good enough for her?"
One card: The Queen of Cups. Wisdom/Depth/Compassion/Listening
Your girlfriend is a person of wisdom and depth. She listens, and has compassion. She thinks about you and the unconscious workings of her mind reflect stability, support and healing.

It is not possible to be "good enough" for a person like this, because they are defined by their compassion and would never think about other people in those terms. She chooses you, from the depth of her various capacities. You should accept that. Given that she is offering you criticism, it has sparked great fear in you. But she knows better than you do, whether you are ready to receive that criticism and grow. Rather than allow that criticism to fuel your self-loathing, you need to unburden yourself of your guilt and shame, and accept it as her belief in you. Because that is what it is.

As for the other things I can sense in your past aside from the insight the cards allow: You made the decisions you made. You need to accept yourself, and let that shame go if you want to be healthy / happy.

>>40973536
>She chooses you, from the depth of her various capacities. You should accept that. Given that she is offering you criticism, it has sparked great fear in you. But she knows better than you do, whether you are ready to receive that criticism and grow. Rather than allow that criticism to fuel your self-loathing, you need to unburden yourself of your guilt and shame, and accept it as her belief in you
TLDR stop being a bitch.

Aq, can I get some advice this morning. Its been tough

>>40973549
>King of Swords, Reversed
Cross your "t's" and dot your "i's" today. Be on the lookout for misleading information or those who may look to be controlling or forceful. Stay aware of what's going on around you. Be cautious and wise with your words.

Aq. Is sd a good idea?

>>40973536
Thanks for reading.

I’ll always strive to do better. I struggle with taking her criticism to heart but there has been a lot of it lately. I will do my best to improve where I can.
Perhaps I don’t currently deserve the appreciation I want.

New thread is up:
>>40973912
>>40973912
>>40973912