>>41042198 (OP)
you dot care u dot care about any body its extremky lonly u figure this stuff eout u dont wana do anything anymore its parasitic atachment
you go for a walk the entire world inside yuro brain ur cognitve colapse on itself becauee u build up the belief that itwill the cosmo it not reall it uin your head and you need therapy basicaly there monster stiring isnide of you and coming to get yuo in the back of your head u say those monster are in my mind and nothing is percievable without me awarenes of it and you docto say aahh you ahve schizophreniasa and hoyu you ignore the doctor because he dosnt belive in solipism and you breathe in the air outside ahh its so grounding but then u relise that is also your `mind ventilation and u start floting like a balloon ur feet ascend from the floor and you have a crhonic depresive disorder you dot eant to tell anyone abot because it sort of embarasing and also because the depresioen is also your imagintiona nd eveyhting is made up and fake and gay and there is no god except you and yuo creator of your relity and eveything you are arae of is the only real and nothing outside your field of percotipn is locally real it just dispear there is no wolrd except 4chan right now
advice: drink alcohol
