>>41045703 (OP)
Contact Lucifer.
He's the morning star, the light bearer.
He will illuminate you with knowledge.
>Draw his sigil on a piece of paper >Add some herbs like Holy Basil >Wrap it in toilet paper so it burns easily >Put it in a cauldron (you can use a tin can) >Channel some energy into it from your higher self >Burn it, and then visualize the energy coming into your body >Imagine Lucifer overlapping your physical body >Now have a conversation with him in your mind
>>41045703 (OP)
no synthetic drugs
including synthetic sugar (common ones used by almost everyone around you)
nature will take over and you are in good hands
this is the tried and tested way of returning to the light