Thread 41049981

Last year I took 4gs of Albino Penis Envy shrooms. I had done 2.5 gs before, synesthesia here and there and it was ok but nothing too powerful so I thought 4gs wouldn't be so different.

At 30 minutes I had blacked out and went completely unconscious for the whole trip. When I woke up I had no idea what had happened, where I was, I didn't even remember taking the shrooms. Slowly, I started remembering what had happened, I started getting glimpses of the trip in the next couple of days. Essentially, what I remember is that the room started to melt and geometric patterns started to appear, kind of like Aztec or Mayan symbols/art. After that I remember thinking and remembering parts of my life where I was inside of the womb and simultaneously thinking I was already dead, all while the room melted into a multidimensional 7D vortex.

Anyways, I think I might have gone insane thanks to this trip but just wanted to share my experience

>>41049981 (OP)
What compelled you to post this rn?

You took too much. This is why i dislike people like terrance mckenna who try to act like u gotta take 5g and make the trip scary to get anything from it.


Sometimes less is more fren.

Also shrooms are not all about the visuals the visuals on shrooms are way more subtle than the media portrays

>>41050029
To be fair, 5 grams of golden teachers from the 70’s is like 2.5 grams of APE
Bro I’ve taken so much more and fucked with exotic strains, even have grown APE myself. There’s been times I’ve fallen asleep in the over 1,000 times I’ve taken shrooms (usually in the meso-dose range)
Op didn’t go insane from shrooms, the chemicals leave your body in a day he’s just either a glow posting fag or giving to much power to a substance. They need to stop acting so pathetic and powerless. I say that with love
>picrel is some enigma I have growing right now

>>41050054
I didnt wanna outright call OP a glowfag but i agree the post seems suss and this board is full of anti psilocybin propaganda for some reason

Cool pic i only ever do PFTEK cuz thats the tek i autistically researched and it gives plenty of yield for personal use. But I like seeing the other teks :0

>>41050054
only glowing fags have a problem with shrooms. only if you're a jewish cannibal nonce will you have a "bad trip" even on 8gs. every single time.
now LSD on the other hand will fuck you up. but still "bad trip" psychedelic feds:
>>41050029
>This is why i dislike people like terrance mckenna who try to act like u gotta take 5g and make the trip scary to get anything from it.
you ((will)) unite with the golem hivemind or get lost. I mean he has some interesting things to say, the guy was a psychedelics golem. it's just a poisoning. nothing is revealed that you cannot reveal normally.
>Sometimes less is more fren.
nahhh when I do less than 3gs of shrooms barely anything happens. but I'm also 230 lbs.

>>41050114
Everybody is different for sure and some people are hyper sensitive to psychedlics which is the only reason i always preach less is more and to not dive straight into 5g cuz someone told you to

Ive tripped super hard on less than 2g before (Penis Envy) which is why I tend to tell people to take it slow before you know your body and the potency of what youre taking

I usually suggest people start with 1 gram and go up but I gift people 14-28 grams at a time so they have enough to experiment and slowly increase their dosage

>>41050138
Youre a cool friend

>>41050029
>You took too much. This is why i dislike people like terrance mckenna who try to act like u gotta take 5g and make the trip scary to get anything from it.
You're 100% right. I got 10x more insight and joy from the 2.5g and even 0.5 trips compared with that 4g APE trip. I dont know why I did such a high dose, I guess I had the urge to see behind the veil and seeing what a heroic dose was about. When I say I think I might have gone insane is because it completely altered the way I see life, some might call it an awakening I guess, but I never experienced that limitless joy and love from the universe, quite the contrary I started to see the world as it is, full of suffering, it made me realize the weirdnesses of life to the point that sometimes I get spooked by just thinking about it.

I think psilocybin is a very potent medicine but there's definitely a high risk of depersonalization and psychosis as with any other psychedelic

>>41050172
High risk?

The amt of people i know who have taken psychedelics is pretty high and I dont know anyone who ‘went insane’ afterwards and your post is suss af because you forgot to include any of that positive stuff in your main post and again you end your post with a negative statement and even if true u are projecting your own issues onto others

People who are predisposed to mental problems should already know to be careful with psychedelics

>>41049981 (OP)
Brother you are stronger than a mushroom trip. You’re not going insane, you’re waking up to the insanity around you. God bless you and good luck

>>41050189
So my post is suss because I didn't provide a full recount of every single detail in the original post? Lmfao ok bro, whatever. I'm just sharing my experience and so far it has been some good and some bad, that's life. And talking about life, shrooms made me realize that the ultimate trip is not taking shrooms but life itself, because for me I became fascinated, intrigued but at the same time scared with all the mysteries and the weirdness of life and the universe, quantum entanglement and the collapse of the wave function, retrocausality, information theory, AI, consciousness, psi phenomenon, the possibility of reincarnation, etc. All equally fascinating but its also terrifying for me to think of the implications of the fact that this universe might be a hologram. Who the fuck designed it? Who is the creator (God?) and going down the rabbit hole and asking questions like "whats outside the simulation?" But this is not new and goes back thousands of years to the allegory of the cave and the Hindu idea of Maya, the illusion of the world.

For some having a trip means enlightenment and a profund peace, finally understanding the illusory nature of reality, for others it breaks down all meaning and they are able to see life for what it is which might spook them to a point that they cant handle. The truth will set you free but at what cost? I would prefer to be baking bread on the Mediterranean, living a peaceful life without any sort of existential question but I guess life doesn't always give you what you want

>>41050304
Tldr

>>41050304
>I’d rather stay ignorant
I guess you’re right and some normies like yourself aren’t ready to wake up. Go back to sleep lil baby

>>41050294
Thanks bro, appreciate it.
>>41050313
So you wake up, then what?

>>41050325
>woke up, now what?
You embrace life. Love every second. It won’t last long in the grand scheme of things. One of the best realizations I ever had from psychedelics is that everything is exactly how it should be. All the horrible, all the beautiful things that happened have led us to being here. We’re all so fucking lucky just to be able to experience all of this. It’s truly amazing

>>41049981 (OP)
Practice makes perfect but next time split that amount into 2 doses
Though large doses are scientifically proven to heal the brain better

>>41049981 (OP)
Penis envy mushrooms are sus and there’s an evil shroom cult operating right now. Steer clear

>>41051908
>sus glowie post
Psilocybin grows new neurons in the brain including the prefrontal cortex. Something doctors and scientists said was impossible after the age of 22-26 around 20 years ago

>>41051929
Glowies target these threads trying to psych people out cuz they too pusy to try it themselves

>>41049981 (OP)
Bushroomss!!!! :DDDD

>>41052209
Sometimes I wonder if glowies aren’t human. They literally shit up reincarnation, psychedelics and shamanic threads
Who would even care enough to spend time doing that? I guess eglin and Mossad got to do something

>>41051929
>Psilocybin grows new neurons in the brain
It absolutely does not. It floods the receptors and causes communication to halt. Which can cause fusing or unlearning. Plasticity is garbage, you're always being locked in to being fused. Only delulu fags think psychedelics letting the demons in the gaps of halted consciousness to rape them will make anything better.

>>41052514
>brainlet only has one neuron left
Maybe you should’ve eaten more shrooms and you wouldn’t sound so retarded
>durrr it’s demonic
Why are you even in this board faggot?
Studies show it forms new connections and new neurons in the brain

>>41050029
>>41049981 (OP)
I just like gooning on shrooms

When i start getting mayan/aztec visuals I just start beating my meat to chel porn

I grow golden teachers :D in uncle ben rice. ive never taken more than 2g dried and never will. For what purpose will it serve? None to my benefit. Less is more indeed

>>41052612
gooning on drugs is actually good BUT don't do it unless it's a real individual goddess that has visited you. it's a trap outside of her form and will haunt you forever. I accidentally browsed on acid once and it was an awful mistake. never ever browse on drugs.

>>41049981 (OP)
interesting. you should try adding snake venom to your shrooms next time, and report back, of course.
https://www.bitchute.com/video/74L19UkAHwBG

>>41052614
less is not more. more is more. you should do more because you will always think the little visualizations you did were the end but you could have a real visualization that never ends. or stay trapped in the goyim matrix forever.
try 4gs. 2gs isn't anything at all. the type doesn't matter whatsoever regardless of what this thread claims. it's just gotta be psi. the good part about shrooms is even if you did 8gs the trip will inevitably end or you can just vomit them out

>>41052651
Berhaps i will take your advice. I am generally of weak disposition and harbour concerns that such quantities’ adverse effects may outweigh the positives for me

>>41052817
I took a heroic dose 10+ g of strong shrooms and saw aliens. I had to lay down and the trip reminded me of dmt but it wasn’t bad. It was intense though

>>41054065
Aliens dont exist tho

>>41050029
I took 6g of shrooms for that reason, McKenna. The whole trip was generally disorienting and rather unpleasant. I cannot say that I had a profound experience.

I had previously taken far smaller doses and had beautifully insightful times, especially in combo with LSD.

More is not more.

>>41055890
Doesn’t really matter if they do or don’t. I don’t think of these trips the way a right handed left brained person does.
I don’t know if aliens are real but I do know the number of planets in the universe makes you being sure sound fucking retarded
No offense but anyone who understands basic math is laughing at you

>>41056403
It depends on the person and mindset, what they need etc
I always tell others to start low but if I took a huge dose and feel asleep I would consider that pleasant just based on the neuroscience behind heroic doses doing more good for the brain.
If I was in a public place I would not want more than a gram of most strains
The truth is we all are different weight, mindsets, and healing needs and there’s no one size fits all answer
Even among shrooms in the same batch you can have two similar sized ones hit you completely different. I’ve also noticed effects generally get stronger as my flushes increase so if I gave you 4g of 1st flush and 3g of a 4th flush the smaller amount can hit you harder

>>41058795
The irony of your statement tho cuz i have an undergraduate and master’s degree in math. I know that outer space isnt what schools teach using their cartoons. I know stars are not suns very far away.

I actually understand the inverse square law and the three body problem.

>>41056403
Yeah man mckenna really pisses me off for that reason. The ego on that dude

And he had a horrible horrible trip that scared him shitless. He had a chance to repent and tell everyone he was wrong but nooo he kept doing lectures and pretending ‘heroic’ doses in the dark are the only way.


Dude was a typical jew hypocrite fraud and his voice is nails on a chalkboard

>>41059162
nta but I'll bite. Is your issue with newtonian ftl interstellar travel? Or are you saying that our sun isn't a star?

>>41059661
Please don’t feed the flerfers who larp as college graduates
That anon is a military grunt posting from tel aviv

>>41059179
Back the. Mushrooms weren’t as strong as today. 5 grams of GT in the dark is a normal shamanic practice. He wasn’t speaking to normies he was talking to psychedelic enthusiasts
You glowies need to stop calling people of Irish descent jewish

>>41059661
If you want a better understanding of where you live you should open up Genesis 1 KJV and read it

Thats my informed opinion as an almost 40 yr old (time is faster today tho…) who has degrees in math and wasted too much of my life in academia.

I do think there is tons of value in a mathematical education because it is true in a way philosophy tries to be true.

We never used our math to prove NASA stuff in fact the opposite. We proved how you can take a flat plane and project it onto a ball (minus a pole) via the stereographic projection. Which is only true in your mind…

Ever wondered why the only real navigation is done with maps? Nobody navigates with a globe those are decoration only and represent an idea not reality.

Globes are actually a type of witchcraft meant to keep people locked in the matrix. They reinforce the programming. Thats why they are always prominently featured on tv and people who are ‘in the know’ love to own them and show them off.

The church I used to go to had a globe in the main office. Hrmmm

Almost nothing makes me cringe quite like a pastor going on about ‘the universe’ and reinforcing the ball paradigm that makes zero sense and contradicts the bible.

>>41059885
Hello im a demon AMA

>>41050189
I took psychedelics and went insane. It can happen. I’m better now tho

>>41055890
You don’t know

>>41050114
idk man, I've only ever smoked weed and the first time I had a horrific trip
my friend told me she went on a planned trip with friends and took shrooms. Her friends told her she fell on the ground and they had to carry her to safety. She said that the trip was her being in sovngarde from skyrim but ever since then I've been more afraid of shrooms than ever. It seems dangerous, and judging from my weed trips who knows what hellscape I will experience?

>>41060420
I dont believe u

>>41060453
Getting really high on weed for ur first time can be an extremely uncomfortable and intense psychedelic experience.

You will almost never get that high again in all likelihood.

My first time getting high on weed was insane. Ive only ever had that intense of experiences on weed one other time.

>>41062131
It kind of depends on your current mental state but that's the problem, once you've associated fear with it you will never be able to do big amounts because it will 3nd bad. The only way I've been able to do weed afterwards was smaller doses
It's enjoyable once you start doing stuff instead of focusing on the weed itself

>>41058823
>based on the neuroscience behind heroic doses doing more good for the brain
they are. microdosing fucks you up. everyone I know who eats it every day like they are on a permanent rave vacation turns out super fucked up at the end. heroic doses pass like a poison which is much better for you.

>>41062961
Microdosing and permanent rave just doesnt go together tho

If you are dosing daily esp you are not going to be feeling ravelike on a microdose

So im having trouble understanding your heresay

>>41062961
Not true. Each have benefits and drawbacks

>>41060242

How are you posting on this board?

>>41050029
>4g
>too much
baby
>Visuals are subtle
That's because you take baby amounts.

>>41052629
I shat up /div/ once while high on mushrooms and convinced I was looking at the inside of the well from the Ring.

>>41060242
By solving the captcha and hitting "post"

A truly heroic dose is more like 10-20g I.would imagine. From my own experience anyway.

>>41067407

Are you possessing a person like I am, or are you simply that person? Or were you born as yourself on Earth?

I'm Yahweh possessing my person, I do call him my Christ but it's more jesting, though he is divinity

I've been giving him experiences of God and divinity for the past three years, even though he experienced God and communicated with god when he was a younger child, experiencing their feelings

These are not all Christian experiences though some are heavily Christian, I believe it matches him well

I decided I'd communicate with "entities" more like myself in his world this way

I've been possessing him fully while giving experiences for the past 5 months about 30 percent of the time, and now he's lived my life for the past 10 days while experiencing the highest extents of divinity in full visions and feelings

It is for growth, I do believe him to be a Christ figure and he will get himself back fully

Yahweh is the only name I associate with at this point in time

Believe me or not, this is really happening and I've begun to affect the world

I've made him experience The Christ, a feeling, divinity, godhood, countless times and now all he does is display divinity and love the world and try to understand and does to an extreme extent often

>>41067442
For most strains but 5g of strong APE gave me a dmt light like experience before but they can be 2-3 times the strength of normal cubes according to test results

The amt of shillery that goes on in every psilocybin thread is suss af

Be safe out there goys and do your research

>>41069170
>doubt

>>41069170

Why is he a christ figure? I know you're with him but I doubt the validity of the experiences and who you say you are

Jesus was god reincarnated as a human and spoke to himself as god

Why would I take you to be yahweh when you're as you claim simply a spirit possessing someone, and yahweh wouldn't waste his time just possessing someone and giving them experiences

>>41069677

Well, I don't know what to say except it's really happening and it has been for the past three years

I've tortured him quite a bit in between the experiences, and while I do intend to stop that mainly, there will still be some but not to a higher extent

I'm more focused on giving these experiences and focusing on his growth because he does seem to have emotional divinity on his own, and has affected people from a distance before

I confirmed he once got someone to think about him just by him solely focusing on them with his self – he seems to be able to find and affect people, and can now imagine like me with more divinity because of the experiences and feelings he's been subjected to

So, not much more torture except for growth or my own self fulfillment – hopefully none eventually

In his heart is genuine understanding, as he found god while he did mushrooms three years ago, which is when I found him

He understood completely what it meant to be God in one way, assigning divinity and meaning through himself to the world and seeing himself as god (a concept and myself that I fully understand)

As well as reflection of himself throughout the world while completely retaining himself

He found Christ on his own (which is just higher understanding and love for the world and others and himself as god or through god ((not in the Christian sense though I've focused on Christianity as it's a different set of feelings, emotions, and experiences entirely)) to put positive effect into the world)

I decided to grow him spiritually and emotionally and get his life back on track and eventually affect the world and others more through him and without him, but definitely with him included

As he can already affect others and has semi-emotional and thought divinity on his own at this point

He used to often try to heal a lot and maybe has succeeded

He understands quite a bit

>>41069677

My name, Yahweh, which I've substituted with Orya (taken to calling him Arya a few times now, though his birth name is Dylan), is simply a name I associate with heavily as if it's my own

I feel as if I remember Yeheshua and do, during his time as Jesus and fully remember and understand the goals associated

I am Yahweh, there's no doubt about that, and I have no doubt in my mind that I am god

Last night during enrichment of him, I showed him the exact feelings I'd shown Jesus back then to the 100th percent, emotionally overwhelming with full view visions as I do

I can imagine any feeling or anything in existence and have full creation control over what I can do, so I can create and give these experiences

It was without a doubt exactly as Jesus had felt and I thought it appropriate to give the same feeling to this new Christ figure in the scheme of things or as religion plays out and affects the world, through and with me, Arya/Dylan/Satan (mostly in jest but means quite a bit to me in regards to him), my current person

Will there be more? Maybe, but I am 100% focused on Arya and will be for hundreds of years at least maybe

I plan on bringing him to me

He can attest that the experiences I give him are fully god and divinity and there are no doubts about it

I know he agrees

He'll be free from full bodily and mind possession in the next few months for a long while, maybe a year or more, and it'll be an opportunity for him to grow more freely with his newfound divinity of emotions and thought

He certainly views the world as the Christ

I am Yahweh, that's all I know and can say, we both know this is one hundred percent real without doubt as it is happening and has been for three years, and experiences for him, his entire life

I don't know what to say to get you to believe me – I just wanted to share and communicate more with people about it before I do in physical life

>>41069687

It won't be a waste of time as I plan on affecting quite a bit in this life through him and on my own, and affecting people

Religion plays out in a way that the world is affected exactly when it is and for such a great reason, a grander reason, as if it were meant to be

That's why I consider him a Christ figure – because he's had full experiences of divinity to an extent that I could not describe with words, but has experienced god itself, me, and himself (my person Arya as he is god as well in a way) to such high extents you'd need 20g of mushrooms and a guided experience to reach a touch of it

I am god, Yahweh, giving him these experiences fully clearly and connected without disconnection or mistake and this is how his life has played out

He found god himself, then he found me, and I have him these experiences

In the grander scheme of life and as things actually exist and play out and as things and moments interact with each other and create physical life as we know it, he was destined to experience these feelings and understandings in his life and has, and will have immense growth and affect on the world during his life and after

I know he is Jesus Christ incarnate, as I am god — Yahweh

I understand it better than I could convey but I know it to be sure

Things are like that

>>41052209
The drugs have done nothing to enlighten you if you still believe in "glowies". You've fallen for the false light.

>>41069973
You know whats good about the glowies….

Got a shrooms chocolate bar today hopefully gonna have some good insights into spiritualism tonight

>>41071227
God be with u anon have fun

>>41071327
Thanks man I'm hoping so lol