Thread 41069171

I experienced something supernatural about reality but it has only made me question God's existence more because it doesn't align with any religious teachings I've been told. Has anyone else felt such darkness as this? Darkness is the only way to describe it. Something happened to me that defied all laws of physics and it didn't enlighten me or excite me, but GREATLY disturbed me.

It also made me feel like there are people on this planet who are intensely spiritually elevated above us normies, like 100x above our spiritual level, and that they have powers like Gods yet they rarely ever yield them in their lifetime, sometimes never in their lifetime. Only in extremely rare cases do normal humans like myself experience such powers. My hope is, has maybe 1 of you on this board experienced what I am talking about?

Does anyone know about such humans of darkness as I encountered? It left a bad taste in my mouth, and makes me fear the afterlife because if no religions prepared me for this experience, then maybe no religions adequately prepare us for what the afterlife really will be.

The past is as certain as much as the future is determined by the forces that lie beyond even the scope of human conception and even imagination itself before the trap of realizing 2 ends that meet at the same point engulf one another given just a little shove. This is why that darkness stretches past the limits which defines what's "real" because it's as real as electricity shocks you but only if you aren't equipped for the logic of wool acting as an insulation before the moment of realization a wetsuit of it makes a better conducter of attracting that negative energy than it does to repel it. Embrace what your truth is knowing other logic varies in the sense its not required at all. I've experienced what you said around 2 different points in my life and I'm getting the lingering sense it's trying to become physical from the nonphysisal still very real domain of "it's there" even if difficult to pinpoint or speak about this kinda thing outside a very specific circle of people. The human mind as a machine of observation of its own downfall mirrors the fall of the divine so hard it's not even funny if you make the connections day to day even without its explicit presence it still lurks beneath the surface of everything you perceive its almost perverse.

>>41069171 (OP)
>It also made me feel like there are people on this planet who are intensely spiritually elevated above us normies
It is like that but nowhere near how you think it is. Let me let you in on a little secret.

The only reason why these people seem 100x more powerful, is because they intentionally have manufactured a system where they seek to push humans down extremely low, so the little power the do have, is magnified and seems that much greater; because there is now such a big gap in terms of power between both parties.

You may think these things are impressive because you have no genuine experience with God to compare these things to.

What did you experience, OP? God is very real, and I've witnessed very evil things people can do in terms of power.

>>41069266
I've tried sharing my story but its always met with skepticism by scoffers. They tell me I was just hallucinating every time I tell it. Just know that the laws of physics were bent along with something happening to my body that made me feel like I was a body in a simulation. This other person, who is on a much higher level spiritually than me, did things to me that cannot be explained by human physiology. This left me not feeling like "Woohoo, what an experience!" something I want to brag about, but something that has drawn me into a darkness because it fits no religion and does not need God to explain it, so it does not prove God it just proves a dark, dark supernatural thing happened to me and "who or what" this person is remains unknown, they act like a normal person now with amnesia about the strange things they did to me.

>>41069171 (OP)
>Something happened to me that defied all laws of physics and it didn't enlighten me or excite me, but GREATLY disturbed me.
>My hope is, has maybe 1 of you on this board experienced what I am talking about?
I've seen physical magic. I think it was done to prove to me beyond reasonable doubt that an ethereal divine visitation wasn't a figment of my imagination.

It didn't disturb me though; I thought it was cool. Are you a Christian or something? Could be a perspective thing.

>>41070145
Doesn't matter if I am a Christian or a Buddhist or Hindu. What i saw doesn't comply with any known religion. That's what spooks me. An utterly religious experienced, explained by no religion.

>>41069171 (OP)
Way to type a lot without saying anything

>>41071194
>What i saw doesn't comply with any known religion.
Religion is full of larps. Mine's is real. The irony is if you believe something, you don't start threads like "What is this? Isn't this crazy?" so content is very larp biased.