>>41270701 (OP)
I think i did. Visited my relative's grave while thinking something like "man, i'd do anything to become a little bit richer" and i saw a man waving to me in a distance. After that, my life became a little bit strange. First of all, my aunt for some reason decided to travel to another city JUST to wish me a happy birthday and gave 700 fucking dollars. She was always a bit cold towards us, so i was surprised. And then, as a second strange thing, i won 15000 dollars in a lottery. I won't even go into smaller things, like finding a spare change constantly, when i want to get something from a wending machine. If i look near it, i will always find at least 5 dollars lying around. This shit is great and all, but my mental health took a dip: i've been regularly getting dreams about being alone in a desolate place, and i started becoming more aggressive for no reason. It's as if my soul rotted away a bit. Just a week ago i punched an older lady for taking too long in a line. I was horrified afterwards and offered her money and got on my knees to apologize, because it felt like i blanked for a second. I do not remember doing anything like that. Considering going to church now and donating a huge portion of my money.