Thread 41279678

I want to read some /x/ takes on what makes someone turn into a totally depraved pervert like Ian Watkins. Drugs? Demons? Too much of that left-hand path shit?

>>41279678 (OP)
the answer is almost always childhood trauma

>>41279678 (OP)

Touched by daddy as a kid

>>41279678 (OP)
He’s just like you, evil and retarded

>>41279678 (OP)
Meth. That shit is demonic as fuck.

>>41279696
We let mommy get away with too much honestly.

Such as the mothers other these babies offered to him.

>>41279678 (OP)
Everyone is already evil.

>>41279678 (OP)
The answer is actually quite simple. God created him to be that way. Free will isn't real and is just a giant cope.

>>41280339
yes but whyyyy

>>41280344
Because he's bored and thinks it's funny to watch people suffer

>>41280339
>Free will isn't real and is just a giant cope.
Of course it's real. Demons are real.

>>41279678 (OP)
because his destiny was to be a total shit, came to this world to suffer and inflict pain on other, a totall waste of space and air, imagine being that poor fucker, glad he's being murdered, I hope we feel the pain and the agonoy of choking in his own blood.

I uploaded this 9 days ago.
Figure it out, assholes. I'm just tired of being treated like a crazy person. Check the date I posted the video and when Ian Watkins died.
https://youtu.be/pLmIfmcxgzM?si=rM7XZK92nJvjpiaM

One day you just have intrusive thoughts except this time you don’t want to put them down. You want to engage with them just to taste the forbidden fruit. You know it’s a bad idea and would be a breach of your moral code. But you derive private pleasure from the thought and it is like nothing you have ever felt before. Just a thought but still wrong. You feel horrific and cry at your failing, but somehow you justify it by explaining it was one slip and at least no one got hurt. You have strange dreams and strange visions. Bored and wanting to connect to something outside yourself you engage with them through words and symbols. Next time a new thought comes, even more deprived, even more real. Desecrate religious objects. You dismiss it as as intrusive, I would never do that I would never do that. But in a moment of despair brought on by your other troubles you do so and you cross a line you thought you never would cross in order to lash out and experience a high you have never felt. You knew full well what you were doing was horrific and yet you still feel terrible afterwards. You’re now certainly on the path to damnation, but God can still forgive you even in this gravest crime. But you don’t forgive yourself and each time you keep breaking the acts become more real and more deviant, even going so far as to put loved ones at risk for the sake of your sick secrets. Eventually you either kill yourself or you just go empty, you can’t die but you don’t have the will to live either. So in that emptiness the only pleasure is the wickedness which brought you there. You don’t even care your soul is doomed anymore; all that matters is the pleasure. And that is how you wake up and you are nothing. At some point a demon slipped into your mind and has hollowed you out into his home.

>>41279678 (OP)
what the fuck... this guy was messed up. something fucked this guys brain.

Your honor... you were a baby once. at how many month were you able to concent? zing.

males are motivated by horniness, hunger, and hatred.
they will all do this is they think they can get away with it.
don't know why the moms decided to be fucking monsters.

He was going to rat and he was shut up.
Who were his connections to get what he wanted?
Surely people in his camp knew or even engaged in it also to be mea culpa.
Leverage and information are more valuable than any currency

>>41279678 (OP)
The general consensus I’ve seen in Watkins’ case is a combination of idol-worship and drugs.
The man was surrounded by hundreds of women a day who would let him do whatever he wanted, and some of them were do desperate for his approval that they let him drug and fuck their kids. The fact that he was going on cocaine benders all the time couldn’t have helped either.

He was probably a sick pervert before he got into the music industry, but being strung out on a mania-inducing drug and being treated like a god is gonna affect your psychology.

>>41279678 (OP)
Psychological mindvirus

he's a member of skull and bones a serect societ for undead priates

hés one of my kids
hes a paid actor there to push fear,

his real name is jolly roger.
and i'm seth. he is my son.
weridf how all my sons are wicked almost like their father used to be. could be a hint or something.

>>41280488
Get back to pretending to work, we see you.

>>41279678 (OP)
No idea, my heart is turning from evil to good, the only evil i got left in me is alcohlism, but now even if I pass some homeless kids without giving them a few bucks I feel awful like I killed someone, and if I misplace something and it falls down and I make someone work for my mistake I feel awful and go back and pick it up myself. Cant watch porn anymore either or lust after women on the street because I know they find it disgusting so it's non consensual, it's mental grape on my behalf. I wish I could still do well in a self defense situation with this newfound soft heart but I think i might get my ass kicked. Or laughing at others. Used to laugh at others troubles and be soo glad that's not me, it would make me euphoric and sometimes laugh until my whole body went numb and I had chest pains because I couldnt stop laughing like when i saw high people, when i pissed on homeless people, hit them, leaked friends and women's nudes, sexually harrased cashiers I found attractive, now I feel sorry for people.

>>41279678 (OP)
People don't like to think about it, but there's actually very little that separates you or I from him, or even someone like Hitler or Ed Gein. Free will is a thing, and people are inherently evil due to original sin from my perspective. There is disparity in all things. Some people have a wonderful upbringing and turn into monsters for no conceivable reason. Others have monsters for parents and turn into wonderful people. Then there's everyone inbetwixt. Nature? Nurture? It's neither. Everything is a series of choices from one moment to the next.

>>41281412
>everyone is evil from original sin
this is what pedos tell themselves as an excuse to rape innocent children

>>41281518
Huh?
I've actually worked with kids, unless the child grows up from an early age with loving parents AND household pets to learn empathy from an early age, they are by default the most vicious, vile, wicked, tribalistic little beings that by default do "evil" things due to...nobody really knows why, but it's the uncomfortable truth, their conscience is not developed and they are highly impressionable, meaning if they see torture in a movie, they will automatically try to emulate that in real life.
You people are so delusional and so far flung from reality, it's scary sometimes.
I'm not even justifying that shit but the idea that little kids are angels is extremely ignorant.

>>41279678 (OP)
he had a taste for groupies and some were so obsessed with him they let him fuck their babies

>>41279678 (OP)
>in the English gematria "Ian Watkins" has the same value as "Antichrist"

>>41279678 (OP)
He died? Good!
/t Batman

>>41281594
Media is flooded with hyper gore, race bait, and subversion. It's so strange.

Children aren't inherently devoid of empathy save few cases. They don't have well developed super egos because they lack experience. This can lead to actions that are widely unacceptable. They're impressionable and naive. Small amounts of influence can have broader effects.

Childrens evils are more natural, instinctive, freud's id. Watkin's evils are grooming, calculated, ego driven, narcissistic, sociopathic. He was continuing his machinations while incarcerated. It's true unfixable sociopathy. His types of people will only feign improvements until they can gain advantage.

It's worse than a person who can't control their shadow. It's worse than a person who can control it and repress it. He embodies his dark triad.

>>41279678 (OP)
Humans are animals.

Thts why I cant wait to reincarnate into a different species.

Don't let the supposed goodness of man fool you, we're mostly designed by evil for evil

The gnostics were right, our species, our bodies are prisons and lost people you see are violent npcs, with a number of them being super dangerous like Ian

Serious im getting tired of this reality and the "people" in it, it won't my mind teleported to a Dimension all to myself so I dont have to interact with you crazy people anymore, yall are perverts, monsters, bigots, and greedy pigs

Fuck "humanity"

>>41281341

Stay with whatever that is. Good luck anon.

>>41280344
just for fun

>>41279678 (OP)
childhood trauma allows demonic possession. or as science calls it 'mental illness'.

>>41280339
>free will isn't real
>blame God for sin because I want to defame him
>oops he also predetermines my will
>God creates me to defame him because idk he's an omnipotent fool or something

>>41279678 (OP)
Genetics, the environment, and upbringing mostly dictate the actions that a person will take in their life. If someone has average or lower IQ, low EQ, and has experienced severe childhood trauma while being enabled/allowed to perform bad acts over good ones, that person will turn out to be evil.

>>41281341

Wow, sounds like you used to be a real piece of shit. Glad you decided to be a decent human. If telling yourself it's some accomplishment to not be a sociopath is helping, keep doing that I guess.

>>41281594

So kids emulate torture in film but also they only act on free will and their environmental influences have no bearing? You're all over the place

>>41279678 (OP)
Non-dualist philosophy?

>>41279678 (OP)
It sickens me

>>41281341
Keep doing what you feel is truly right dude. Your inner strength proves to me that you can defeat alcohol as well. From one battler to another; Never allow yourself to slide back. It will be worse and stronger than how it was when you quit. You're on the right path and all that remains now is to stay consistent and filter out the bad thoughts.

>>41280516
Wow, yeah this reminds me a lot of my meth and sex addiction. I think the only thing saving me is my faith in something good and that my parents showed me a lot of love. But this is spot on....I just pray that im not past the point of no return and I can stay away from thw shit. I've felt totally hopeless before and was m0cked by the voices telling me im gonna burn...once you feel ur damned for sure and the demons are speaking to you there is a feeling of "who cares" and no going back. There's is hope though if you just hold on to that one little butterfly in ur stomach or warm fuzziness or catch in your throat and realize you still have a heart....I think some ppl maybe pass the point of no return, God only knows.

>>41279678 (OP)
unresolved anger, low iq and a cocktail of chemicals will turn most people into a fuck up but only a very small number go out and deliberately hurt others imo. has to just be some wires that aren't crossed right or possession. plenty of people out there who never had a thing go wrong in their lives that do that kinda shit.

>>41281594
>they are highly impressionable, meaning if they see torture in a movie, they will automatically try to emulate that in real life
This has never been about emulating fiction IRL. Kids are also bombarded with jolly rainbow crap and happy hugging and whatnot, and you don't see them emulating that in real life that much. I think this has nothing to do with being impressionable, that's just denying the fact that we came from fucking chimpanzees, the most brutal, sadistic motherfucking species of mammals that ever existed. And we're only incarnated here in material shit world because we have a whole fucking lot to do, as souls, with monkeys. Humanity as a whole is not even half a step more evolved spiritually than monkeys. I myself was being psyopped with Barney and Teletubbies bullshit when I was little and I've never replicated that. In fact, I always thought it was retarded, gay and lame. When I saw a truly violent scene for the first time (Friday the 13th part 2), I immediately gave way to my already existing fantasies about torturing small animals and so I did it. It was just a spark that ignited a prepared bomb. Concerned parents and naive people always trying to cope with this by blaming media and external influence. It's humanity. This serves to all of you guys. Blaming demons and the CIA for your dark degenerate little fantasies, vices and "intrusive thoughts" is retarded. It's demented, socialized pet thought. Your domestication through social conditioning is what's intrusive and alien. The spontaneous, obsessive sick stuff you come up with without wanting to is what your real raw self looks like.

>>41279678 (OP)
Man I used to love lostprophets when I was a kid. It totally shocked me to learn what this dude had done several years after the fact.

>>41279685
>molested
>neglected
>drugs
>crime
this is usually enough to position goyim into the satanic pedo drug grooming circles.
Or he grew up around jews, masons, or satanists.

>>41287684
>There's is hope though if you just hold on to that one little butterfly in ur stomach or warm fuzziness or catch in your throat and realize you still have a heart...
Yeah I get this. If I can still feel remove and care about little things I guess it means I am not totally gone. Though other times I think it is just the “good” side did me and it is as equal to the bad.

>>41284340
christcucks are so low iq

>>41279678 (OP)
autism

>>41279678 (OP)
God made these people the way that they are. Maybe you should start at the source instead of blaming things other than the cause of all of this? If God didn't want child rapists then he wouldn't have though up the form of a child rapist. He is the one that created them, he is the one that set them in motion in this world so he is the one to blame. Demons, drugs are all coping mechanisms designed by the Orthodoxy of a religion to create the image of God being all good and comes straight from the playbook of Plato. Plato says we must create lies around God and censor the media about God otherwise people will despair at the reality of God's nature and give up on living a moral life because the source is as evil as the things found in the world. Essentially people telling you that God is all good are just repeating lies made up about God so that they are more likely to live morally and this is why the elites, who are the ones that create the cannon surrounding God, are found sacrificing and raping children - because they know it's all bullshit (as they are the ones that made up the all good God lie) and that in reality God does not give a single fuck about what you do and that the only sin is losing in the game of might makes right.

>>41288897
We are closer to bonobo's than chimps and bonobo's are very peaceful creatures.

You can't say that the pedo had a hard life. That ruins my whole gimmick.

>>41279678 (OP)
Another one is head trauma. Especially when you are young. People don't even realize most of the time that they have concussions. It changes you. The more damage to the frontal cortex the more empathy you will lose and impulse control is greatly affected

>>41279678 (OP)
>Mjadzelics was made aware by Watkins that he was abusing a two-year-old child in California whilst the band was recording in Los Angeles. Mjadzelics contacted the child's parents, who had also reported him to Welsh authorities.
Why the fuck did he have a 2 year old and why the fuck did the parents not know?

ian watkins is a benevolent angel who did nothing wrong