>>41282836 (OP)
>>41283256
Other things God views as a permanent excuse to abuse me for include things like thinking about asian-inspired fantasy settings, thinking about anime isekai scenarios, thinking about baseball, hosting video game tournaments/buying a video game website, eating literally any food
God is a retarded delusional tranny, it probably wouldn't even take that much to make me "content" with existing, I would probably be satisfied if I could just play video games/watch tv/movies/youtube/twitch, enjoy electronic entertainment, not be gangstalked, terrorized, abused, harassed, threatened by anyone, not have my mind raped and be terrorized, abused, harassed, threatened for my thoughts, be left alone by other people in general, have basic modern material comforts like running water/shoers/toilet/toiletpaper/microwave/stove/electric lighting/heat, and be able to buy, cook and eat food of my choice at walmart without being terrorized, harassed, abused, threatened for it.
God finds this intolerable because it means he wouldn't be abusing me, he tells retarded lies like in this thread, trying to pretend that "the best case scenario" being having complete control over my reality means I wouldn't be satisfied unless I had it and using that as an excuse to make me live in poverty as "a medieval peasant" being dominated and abused by retarded sadistic trannies, when the reality is that I would be "satisfied" with a remotely comfortable/decent modern life, God's next retarded lies will be to try to pretend that he's generous and that I do have a life that should be satisfying, as he rapes my mind and abuses me through his tranny minions every day, forces me to live in poverty as "a medieval peasant" being dominated and abused by sadists with anything remotely "modern" violently gatekept, can't watch tv/movies/youtube/play video games, can't enjoy electronic entertainment in general, can't eat anything he doesn't think a medieval peasant wouldn't have