Thread 41293560

Im so tired, I was so much happier when I had a Purely secular understanding of the world, now all I think about is the absolute terror of the cosmos and how concentrated it is on this world. I know my sins and how terribly I must burn for them and how powerless I am to defend them, I am trying repentance every day yet it still hurts. This is a legitimate cry for help I am literally so scared of eternity and my Iota of a “place” within it.

>>41293560 (OP)
Just do positivity using paranormal then
Kill the buddha

>>41293560 (OP)
No, you are the void incarnate and your job is to pull yourself from inside of you into this world that is projecting distractions to keep you firm in a paradigm that is the total annihilation of truth.
The illusions are many and if you choose to take part, you'll pay with yourself, for some a fair trade until they'll realise how powerless they are now to that parasite that the I has become.
Choose.

>>41293570
Buddha been dead for 2500 years anon, I have some sutras Ive been trying to read through tho, should I throw them away or atleast donate them
>>41293575
man, all I know is that one second I was doing art class in elementary, the next thing i know Im staring down the 9 levels of dantes inferno with a one way ticket heading there, All I want is to get back to art class being my top priority, and not all this current event shit.

meditate

>>41293560 (OP)
Nothing but delusions on this board.

There are no supernatural forces, souls, magick, life after death, undead beings or giant conspiracies hiding things we cannot imagine right under the surface of what we can see. Reality is cold and driven purely by power, intelligence, determination and manipulation. There is no hidden meaning, no destiny, no reason to live. Reality is both a giant playground for us to explore and progress in, but also an arena for us to fight in for our false ideologies. If you fail at life, you will never find anything to hold on to. No aliens, no haunted houses, no spirits, no demons to fight. You're only fighting with your own delusions, and desperately trying not to hit the absolute bottom. Now try to prove me wrong, if there really is anyone still treating this paranormal shit seriously.

>>41295445
if magic isn't real, why does it work so well?

also ghosts are real seen those with my own eyes.
that las vegas alien video was also pretty crazy.

there are more things in heaven and earth, horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy

>>41293560 (OP)
man, being a schizo must suck. they have to deal with all this faggotry and it wasn't even self-inflicted.

>>41293560 (OP)
Get a lobotomy bro

demoralization thread. there's nothing more demoralizing than the fraudulent carl sagan paradigm

>>41293560 (OP)
Keep staring at the void, the discomfort you feel is forging into you a stronger person. The truth is painful but it sets us free

>>41293560 (OP)
focus on love op

>>41295445
Chat GPT has atheism plus it seems

>>41295445
Your supervisor's gonna pat you on the back for a job well done!

>>41295445
Glowie funded shills take the act of derailing /x/ threads VERY SERIOUSLY because they have deluded themselves into thinking they are "protecting" society from the "madness" of spiritual embodiment.

That is the delusion you should be worried about along with any other earthly games you've lobotomized yourself into worshipping.

>fail at life
There is no failure at life. There is only failure to YOURSELF or God

It is very important to internalize that your ideation of prosocial behavior is so fundamentally wrong that people should become your version of 'antisocial' in order to truly live

>>41293611
you can read sutras and so on thats a great thing
it doesnt mean what you think it means
"If you see the buddha in the street, kill him"
It means let go of everything you hold as sacred because its all external or internal attachment, whether to an idol, to patterns of behaviour, to doing magic or not doing magic, to having to repent or not having to repent, to needing a world model to be this or that to live your life
You don't have to hold on, you can change things, change things every day, and end up with a place where you're happy

>>41293560 (OP)
Jesus would free you from your sins and guilt

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>>41296827
>quality post get removed
>normie and shills posts are still up

Bro just vibe out, try to stay positive, and generate preferable karma.

There are a few different answers depending on your perspective / what rabbit hole you fell into.
Since you mentioned sin let's start with Christianity.
>God is omnipotent, he will thus win in the end, thus there's no cause for worry.
>but muh sins!
>The entire reason Jesus came down to us from heaven was to be the sacrifice for our sins / our sinful nature. Do your best to be good and go forth and sin no more.
>tl:dr; don't worry about it

Non Christian perspectives end up in the same vein.
>there's cosmic cthulu-esque horrors out there that ultimately are far more powerful /strange than we can possibly conceive. So, why worry about something we can't change

>We manifest into our reality [whatever]. So don't ruminate over negative things, chill and don't worry about it

>We're here for a test of some kind, do your best and don't worry about it

You should start to get the general idea by now.
Lastly, and not the least at all:
>there are spiritual entities who feed off your negative emotions and try to stir up negative feelings to feed off of
>do your best to be happy and don't worry about it / them

Time to master your art...
Young apprentice...
Or dare say teacher....
This may be a pivotal point...
Where you stop looking up...
And start looking down n around...
U know wot to do...
Slide the bullet in the breach...
Cock and squeeze...
And employee a sin eater...
To eat you corpse cookie...
Or don't and see where all this takes U...
Good luck...

>>41296827 Holy based.

>>41293560 (OP)
give advaita vedanta a listen. it will pull you out of the spell that is christian guilt trap that keeps you mentally unwell.

start with this and at the very least, soak it in and steelman it.. after that, decide whether you wanna go down the curative rabbit hole:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rPtHCCT1SZM

you may even come back to christendom with a better understanding, look into the correct sect (mystical/estoeric approach to christendom) and see how there is no difference.
and then you will actually be free.
modern day christendom is the antichrist system. just saying.

Repent?
Gods design is shit. Gods plan fucking sucks.
Lmao.
I will make it to the absolute bottom of hell where I am home.

>>41296827
yup, they seriously think they're qualified and able to silently decide what's good for strangers.
shit fills me with an indescribable black fury.
i really hope the AIs or aliens wild out, i'm on their side, fuck this stupid species i'm so fucking done with this place.

>>41303249
>will side with the aliens and AI
>wants to betray and leave humanity behind
Many such cases

>>41293560 (OP)
>I know my sins and how terribly I must burn for them

bluepilled judeo cult retard lol

>>41293560 (OP)
Good news! None of this shit is real. It’s all one big larp by discontents and outcasts.