>>41298584
Do you hate your flesh?
Are you a more superior spirit inside, trapped in your flesh that wants out, like a caterpillar in a cocoon?
The way I keep talking and thinking and acting I will not be rapture ready for I blaspheme constantly without ceasing and I cannot stop for I will to kill my own flesh for my nervous system and my heart and my brain offend my new creation which is stuck inside my meat puppet vehicle flesh body that has sin seeped into the veins, yea, even into the bone marrow.
I say, every heart beat is a sin to me, for my heart is the only thing keeping me back from entering Heaven. I say, every inhale, and exhale, I only deem it ok because I smoke cannabis, but as for my heart beats, they can altogether stop immediately with sudden cardiac arrest, even I'll say; amen to it!
My spirit and soul trapped in this terrestrial animal flesh is so tired of being in this body that can bear hot and cold, that I will to exit and be as a ghost, that I shine in a brighter nature, being able to see the angelic hosts.
I have seen this world of the material, and I say, I do not like the hylocos human, who are purely of the earth-bound state, who are bewildered by the fatasims and mechinisms of the material world, blinded by their carnal fleshly desires, unable to grasp anything spiritual, still being within stuck in choshech where the ohr, has not shinned in their levavot. They cannot comprehend the light, nor will their microcosm ever reflect the macrocosmic light, that the morningstar be the light of all mankind and shines even in the woman.
I'm absolutely sick, of prosperity Christians in their suits with their perm prepped hair cuts and styles and flashy ties and the likes. They're filth. I am closer to the poor who know this world is not worth taking the 666 mark of the beast for. I don't care for a house or a wife, or a vehicle or a pet, or a job, I have no desire.
