Thread 41335359

I know there was something. Not even a past life but something even greater. I’ve felt throughout my life that I was someone or something else before I was me. I remember just waking up one day when I was 3 or so. I would look in the mirror and really look at myself, figure out who or what I really was. It’s freaked me out more and more as i got older. What could’ve been before me?

>>41335359 (OP)
It took me to 28ish to figure that out. I’m a slow learner. But when I was 4 I was scared when I saw the fire truck bc I thought they’d blame me for whatever was going on. So I guess I was always a scapegoat archetype.

If you're conscious, then you were in your own reality chilling. then you saw the Earth server and thought "Oh I guess I'll try this out."

>>41335722
it all feels like a dice roll
a chance at light

>>41335359 (OP)
>something even greater
Maybe you have been a mountain. And for millions of years you just were standng there and maybe had 1 or 2 thoughts in all that time.

*looks*
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>>41335359 (OP)
I am always surprised by people who don't have memories before 3 or 4. Why do most people forget about it all? It's a shame because the baby years and even more the early toddler years are really an amazing part of one's life, trying to understand the world, discovering tons of stuff every day, starting to understand when people speak but not being able to speak yet but trying, learning to walk, learning to hold a fork, seeing your parents so happy and proud when you start to say words and the first time you walk, etc. Even a walk in the garden was an amazing journey. And everyone was all sugar with you. I'm really sorry for people who don't remember it all, it's a treasure I would hate to lose. :(

>Where the fuck was I before I was born?
In your mother and already thinking, believe it or not. Many people here will tell you about eternal consciousness, reincarnation, soul and stuff. I have several memories of before my birth and I disagree with all these things. Every baby gets a fresh new consciousness. Your consciousness wakes up and it is totally empty, you are awake but you can barely think because your mind is totally empty, you do not have any notion about anything yet, you only are conscious to exist, you do not even know if you are alone or if there are other things like you. And when you die, it just disappears, like when you fall asleep, you just cease to exist, that's all.

you being a moron isn't paranormal

>>41337778
Written by "experts", like every thing wrong.
There was a mirror on one of my baby toys when I was so young I was still breastfed, and I would often look at myself inside for whole minutes, thinking stuff like "This is me. This is how I look. This is what people see when they look at me. This is how I look when I smile, when I laugh. It's funny, ah ah. Hey, my hair is like my sister's (blonde) but not like the other people in the family (all brunettes)." For I was used to recognize my face in the mirror, I knew how it looked like, if I saw a dot on my nose I would probably have touched the mirror instead of my nose, thinking that the dot was on the mirror, maybe a weird insect passing by on the mirror or something, because my face usually did not have this dot. Now of course, not all babies are the same, but I can't believe that I was that much early at "self awareness", I think the experts are wrong.
Basically everything I read about babies is wrong anyway. I guess that too few people remember their baby days to tell these experts that they are wrong.

>>41336873
Okay