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please i am begging you. i need some consolation about death. i am terrified / horrified, it is getting very real and intense, the struggle with this is not getting easier. my life is an insane catastrophic mess. I am diagnosed schizoid, asexual, have no motivation, no reason to exist.
Anonymous No.41391506 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
God is real. What else do you need
Anonymous No.41391523 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
What is your conception of death and why does it bother you?
Anonymous No.41391592 [Report] >>41391963 >>41392012 >>41397583
>>41391406 (OP)
Seth speaks
Anonymous No.41391761 [Report]
You can always try again
Anonymous No.41391770 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
Take testosterone injections.
Anonymous No.41391825 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
God probably exists
https://benthams.substack.com/p/arguments-for-god-tier-list?utm_source=publication-search
https://benthams.substack.com/p/gods-existence-is-the-best-possible?utm_source=publication-search
Anonymous No.41391857 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
when you die you shit your pants because you can't control your sphincter anymore - speaking of loss of control: the last sensation you feel will most likely be panic over no longer being able to breathe. fun.
Anonymous No.41391891 [Report] >>41393457 >>41397629 >>41397849
>>41391406 (OP)
is your life really so good that you're terrified of dying? that must be nice
Anonymous No.41391901 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
I forget how I got over my fear of death
I believe in an afterlife
Ghosts are proof of that if nothing else
Near death experiences are proof
Anyway, we all die, just accept it
Anonymous No.41391907 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
take some hallucinogenics and recalibrate your fucked-up brain.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=R3pfsUgtL9A
Anonymous No.41391920 [Report] >>41393452
Once a species masters time travel, the inevitable effort to start saving everyone in history begins.
Death is simply being stuck frozen in time until a species or your own comes along and unfreezes you from time.
Hell would be to be passed over, and stuck forever frozen in time.
Time travel is a very powerful tool for bringing back life.
Imagine the heaven we could build if we could all learn the lesson of forgiveness and starting over fresh, with resources abundant and aplenty without need to fight over them.
Defeating disease, illness, aging, the lust for power and greed...defeating war itself...
Imagine what we could accomplish united fighting together, instead of fighting against one another.
Anonymous No.41391921 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
Death is gay and for fags
Anonymous No.41391963 [Report]
>>41391592
>reincarnation
Yeah no, I'm going to have to pass on that. I'll just do whatever I want for the rest of eternity and all of you so-called gods are just going to have to piss off.
Anonymous No.41392009 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
Try mushrooms anon. I talked to spirits on them and they helped me. Just don’t overdo it
Anonymous No.41392012 [Report]
>>41391592
But doesn't reincarnation suck? It says aspects of your personality will be retained, but I don't feel aspects of my previous personality, to me that person and the love it experienced is dead. That sucks. I don't think the reincarnational framework works with ego, because ego as we understand it cannot be explained as one thing but a sum of many things, which once one thing is severed, i.e, perspective in death, that ego is no longer the same ego, in fact, that ego and its particular experience ceases. The ego is bound to change, you are not the same as 5 minutes ago, which makes it hard for "personality aspects" to carry over in reincarnation.
Maybe we are thinking of resurrectional* framework here instead? That has its own problems, but resurrection does allow and aligns with the idea of the continuation of the ego's experiences in a new perspective.
Genuine question here, I'd like to see your thoughts on it.
Anonymous No.41392017 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
Worship and follow Jesus
Anonymous No.41392367 [Report]
So theres a few things going on here I will boil it down best I can to try and help.

1. YOU, the self cannot die. You cannot die because you were never born. A construct, manifested to move through life in various planes of existence that you THINK is you…part of which is the EGO thinks it can die. But the truth is you cannot die. You are an eternal being. You glorious bastard.

2. The mind body soul construct (again, not actually real in the definite sense) is all fucked up because of trauma and anxieties and misconceptions related to the fact it has forgotten that you an a beautiful infinite immortal being. You must resolve this by:

A: Releasing the trauma that has gathered by shadow work, somatic work, various psychotherapies.
B. Strengthening the mind body soul complex by clean living, eating quality food and waters clearing yourself of parasites and spending time in nature doing exercise.

What these practices will do is clear your vessel so you become a conduit for the seething energies of creation rather than a vessel that is trapping energy.
Anonymous No.41392708 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
It will be okay anon.
Life is swimming upstream.
Death is returning from the river to the sea.
I hope you choose to swim!
Anonymous No.41393338 [Report]
what's up fellow schizoid with low motivation, its gonna be okay. good news, there is life after death.
Anonymous No.41393380 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
You can just do what all the other pseudo spiritualist on this board do and pretend we have a soul

Good to see someone finally admit they are scared of death. You are ahead of most
Anonymous No.41393398 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
Remember God, and He will remember you
Anonymous No.41393437 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
Get off the drugs.
Anonymous No.41393452 [Report]
>>41391920
Of course you say this only AFTER you rape and kill another mans wife.
Anonymous No.41393457 [Report]
>>41391891
That was my first thought too.
Anonymous No.41393523 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
Once you realize life on earth has been farm animal tier, you'll kinda get over the fear of death. Life on earth hasn't built towards "human centric" happyness or whatever for at least 2000 years or more. Basically whenever something would seem to grow, be it country civilization or family of individual person, there has always been an ulterior motive behind the scenes to drive something else. You may think that's not bad, but it actually it, it means that for at least past 2000 year or more, humans have not been able to utilize more than 10% of their whole being (unless there was some period somewhere 1100-1600 or somewhere slightly before latest mudfood), meaning all humans were limited from accessing spiritual knowledge, how to utilize that stuff for their own benefit, grow their energy bodies to be healthy and thus provide good immune system for physical body against illnesses and other stuff. Basically this is all stuff that non-hostile planet has that's not under "occupation", but sadly this planet has been under "occupation", maybe for as long as humans have been here, because the cycle of reincarnation is real and the war of mars was real too, and those who died in that war were moved here and they were never allowed to go somewhere else to heal. Basically the human experience on earth is that of a labrat, they perform all kinds of experiments, give false hope, and some of these archonic entities outright like playing "god" for their own amusement since they can't exist without our energy they parasite off from. Reincarnation is very much real all of the NDEs point to this, but death could be seen an opportunity, a "dice roll" that maybe you manage to succeed to escape to some other place with your spirit, without having to reincarnate here. Death or some (ideally) benevolent ayy taking your body to their ship are only ways to escape this hellish cursed place, where all you're farmed is for energy, without any knowledge what goes behind the scenes
Anonymous No.41393565 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
I died on October 27th at 10:10pm. In at least half if not 75% of all existing alternatives universes. Don't be afraid of death. Be afraid if maiming and crippling. If you die, your counciousness and energy combine with your other selves and you don't know it happened until you are supposed to have permanent death. I died in a car accident on October 27th at 10:10pm.
Anonymous No.41393575 [Report]
Nothing to be afraid of mate. Different state of being simple as.
Anonymous No.41393643 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
There will be no suffering in death because there will be no pleasure. There's no chance death will be anything like life because life and death oppose and define each other. There really is no comparison between the two, so fearing death is as pointless as loving it.
Anonymous No.41393987 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
Just live even if it has no point
Anonymous No.41396876 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
Death is just a change in state. Most people aren't really afraid of death, but how they will die. But we never really die. The only thing that dies is what you thought you are.
Anonymous No.41396904 [Report] >>41397283 >>41397804
>>41391406 (OP)
Life doesn't matter anymore and it has become very obvious everywhere you go.
You can feel it when you are out in public, no one gives a fuck about anything anymore. Even normies are blackpilled husks now.
I go to work and basically just do nothing. I don't give a shit if they fire me, it literally doesn't matter at this point. I'm poor if I'm NEETing and poor if I work full time. This society is pointless.
No community, no property, no families, no future. Where the fuck do we even go from here?
Anonymous No.41397283 [Report]
>>41396904
So you're saying you want someone to put a bullet through your skull? That's called an assisted suicide and it's legal in some states. If you cross the state line consider it done.
Anonymous No.41397574 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
Then what's there to fear? Being deprived of life isn't scary. Life is painful. Sure it has some good things sprinkled in. But mainly the dish isn't very good.

The way I think of death is like being afraid of hunger, except you'll have no belly, so it would be absurd to have hunger. I have analyzed life and come to the conclusion that most of our desires come from the flesh. Sex. Mood. Food. Sleep. Relaxation. Etc. Everything is to satisfy the body. Note that even meditating requires the bodily functions to be satisfied before you can focus. Everything we call life is actually this attempt to make this body stop our suffering. If you're hungry the body makes you suffer. If horny, you suffer. Lonely you suffer. Underwater it creates air hunger. All suffering to prolong it's existence. Being deprived of a body would mean being deprived of all of it's needs. And since it mostly creates suffering, I see no downside. With the sole exception that death is a scary unknown. But the more I've thought of it the less scary it's becoming. It's just the end of what I've come to know the last 50 years or so. Must of which I would rather forget. I'm still afraid. But increasingly i think death will actually be nice. I'm just scared of the suffering the body will present to me before it's destruction.
Anonymous No.41397583 [Report]
>>41391592
I've heard that you don't lose yourself. I don't see how it's possible. Everything I am is quite human. At least as far as I'm aware. All my thoughts and desires stem from the programming that this existence gave me.
Anonymous No.41397629 [Report]
>>41391891
Hah are you me? There are times I'm legitimately relieved that I'll be relieved of the thoughts, impulses, and feelings that I have. The human experience isn't very fun. Sure, it has peak moments. But mostly it's confusion, desire, regret over what you've done while confused, regret over what you've done while desiring something, attainment euphoria is short lived, life is a series of what now after the peak moments, you're never allowed to stay on a peak, and that's when things are going great.
Mostly it's drugery just to stay afloat, hoping things get better, when that seems entirely out of your control.

I've no idea why I used to fear death. Oh no being relieved of this forever?

I'm more afraid of reincarnation at this point. As bad as shit is it can get worse.
Anonymous No.41397791 [Report]
41396904

What you just described is like living in the TV series The Office.
Anonymous No.41397804 [Report]
>>41396904#

What you just described is like living in the TV series The Office.
Anonymous No.41397849 [Report]
>>41391891

I want to live a few more decades to read more interesting books, see good movies, and listen to good music, as well as eat good food, and watch the world descend into chaos while I have fun. But at least when I die, the voices in my head will be silent forever—like at the end of Fight Club when Tyler Durden dies—and I will never feel anxiety or loneliness again, nor will I have any more enemies to drive me crazy.
Anonymous No.41397893 [Report]
>>41391406 (OP)
You need medical treatment and therapy. That can help. You dont need to suffer like this. If you are already getting that help, my best consolation is that we are all in this together. Almost everyone fears death at some point. But we can still try to enjoy the ride for as long as it goes. What comes after... who knows? Stressibg yourdelf out over simething yiu cant change is just wasted time and will make you sad. You deserve to enjoy things. Treat yourself to something nice and appreciate beeing alive. If you can, try to socialize with people, but be open with them about whats on your mind.