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Anonymous No.41407156 [Report] >>41407304 >>41407510 >>41411655 >>41413531 >>41414512 >>41414592 >>41415401 >>41418328 >>41420424 >>41428970 >>41430163 >>41432941 >>41433141
The Gateway Tapes
I hereby Invite all of knowledge equal or greater than my own, to partake on this thread.

https://mega.nz/folder/Ns9mhDSC#iKKxSnq5EoG_GxYLeylrSg/folder/o1UE0ZwK

Let me hear all your experiences, self discovery, travels, patterning successes.
Keep the thread on rails tho, I appreciate it.
Anonymous No.41407291 [Report] >>41407516 >>41415052 >>41429595 >>41430774
Has anyone managed to manifest anything with patterning?
Anonymous No.41407304 [Report]
>>41407156 (OP)
external programs dont open doors for 9you0
Anonymous No.41407496 [Report] >>41407550 >>41410658
When you talk to "non physical beings" while in focus 12, do you understand their replies? I've been trying for weeks but all I receive as a reply is always just very big vibrations, no picture, no feeling, nothing I can understand. It happens every time though, I ask, whether with thought or feeling or picture or even words, then I feel a very big vibration for a few seconds.
I did again the first "non verbal communication" tape yesterday, I will do again the second one tonight, but I don't expect it to solve the problem.
Several times I told them that I could not understand their language and asked them to help me understand, but again, I only received big vibrations.
spooker No.41407510 [Report] >>41407550
>>41407156 (OP)
Done gateway tapes for a while, then moved on to doing automatic writing. Shits unreal, did some for my family and found information about their past that nobody did.

To answer your question though, with the gateway tapes - picturing yourself going into a box (in my experience, a wooden chest like you put blankets in) and stepping out as an astral being, can be used for astral projection. I do reccomend trying automatic writing.

Make sure you're safe by doing a prayer before hand, only inviting in entities that are good. Make sure you have a reasonable karmic balance, if you're significantly in karmic debt you might meet some unfriendly entities. I did a writing to my spirit guide about it and he explained heaps.
Anonymous No.41407516 [Report] >>41407680 >>41414996 >>41415128
>>41407291
Just did that tape again, its was going great, but I kind "lost" conscious halfway, not sure if you can call it sleep.
But its been happening to me quite a lot, I great success experiencing everything at first, but now I always seems to doze off easily, even re-listening to early lessons.
Any trick to that?
Anonymous No.41407550 [Report] >>41407563
>>41407510
>Make sure you're safe by doing a prayer before hand, only inviting in entities that are good. Make sure you have a reasonable karmic balance, if you're significantly in karmic debt you might meet some unfriendly entities.
How do you even know that?
That said, I do believe I have a pure karmic energy, people always refer to me as a being of light. Old friends I had who were sort into occult said that I have a strong aura.

>>41407496
>non physical beings
Does that mean actual spirits, or can it can be anyone who technically isn't physical in the dream world? I'm not that far yet.
But speaking of feeling the presence of a being, I've had that same pulsating vibration feeling, and I knew I was in the presence of something.
It happened a few times, once I knew something was not human and was possibly evil, another I felt like actual contact didn't feel threatened, and a few others I actually felt the presence of people I knew.

What does it mean you feel the presence of someone, you're 100% sure its the person there, right with you?
spooker No.41407563 [Report] >>41407630
>>41407550
starting a thread about my automatic writing experience, give it a read once its populated. explains a lot.

>>41407553
Anonymous No.41407630 [Report] >>41407666
>>41407563
Thanks, you mean explain some of these questions I got?
What is automatic writing by the way?
spooker No.41407666 [Report] >>41408059
>>41407630
automatic writing is basically getting yourself into a meditative state, then writing writing down whatever comes into your head. Some people do it with pen and paper, i do it with a notepad on my computer. I close my eyes and just type after reading a question. Yep it covers a few questions you have regarding karmic balance etc. Worth a read regardless.
Anonymous No.41407680 [Report] >>41409234
>>41407516
Yes. I have found that when I get really high quality sleep I do significantly better with such endeavors. And we’re all sick of hearing it but
> turn off all screens 2 hours before you go to bed and your sleep will kick ass
I have sprints when I do this and sprints when I do the late night tv/computer/phone shit and it really is one of the biggest differences in these unconventional endeavors
Anonymous No.41408059 [Report] >>41410955 >>41428957
>>41407666
>those digits
Thanks anon, I appreciate it, I've read all of it. Regarding karma, how does one even know if they have good or bad karma?

>I close my eyes and just type after reading a question
By the amount of mistypes I do just regular writing, I feel like it would come out fully garbled.
Anonymous No.41408448 [Report]
Nighty Nighty
Anonymous No.41409234 [Report]
>>41407680
This + drinking moderate amounts of caffeine in the late morning have really helped me reach flow states similar to when I've taken acid and been able to "predict" when extremely improbably things would happen just before they did. It isn't as strong but it's within the same field now rather than middling about trying to get anywhere.
Anonymous No.41410658 [Report]
>>41407496
I did again the exercises, track 4x5 "non verbal communication 2", then 4x6 "Compoint 12", but I still only receive unintelligible vibrations as replies.
What do you get as replies when you do?
Anonymous No.41410749 [Report]
Does it really matter what earphones you use?
spooker No.41410955 [Report]
>>41408059
You’re talking dirty past my shaft and now I’m cumming so hard the spunk is flying out of your nostrils.
Anonymous No.41411655 [Report] >>41411683 >>41412057 >>41417712
>>41407156 (OP)
Started messing with these again yesterday after a few months of inactivity. Never got as far as I'd have liked (only up to focus 10,) but a few unusual things have happened in these past two sessions. Hopefully I could get some insight from someone more experienced who could help me make some sense of this.

Yesterday I had my first vivid hallucination, or vision, whatever you'd call it. You know, the kind where you're seeing something clearly in front of you, as if you're dreaming. Nothing major. It was a dark blue sky, though it looked cartoony, similar to this one drawing Hermeticists and Gnostics really like. I'm not sure for how long, but initially I just viewed it without thinking anything of it. I must've psyched myself out because as soon as I realized what was going on, a dark circle began to close around one of the clouds which then turned into a sheep (or something, not really sure,) who stared at me as the circle closed around it, then it was all gone and replaced by the dark backs of my eyelids again.

Second incident was this evening. I think I may have fucked up a little bit. I'm in focus 10, everything's chill and dandy, then my vision starts to fill with light, just pure white. At first I assumed my computer monitor had come on somehow (I'm doing this in a dark room,) but when I opened my eyes it hadn't come on, my room was pitch black. I immediately shut my eyes again but by then the light had already begun to disperse and in a few seconds was gone. Throughout the rest of the session I felt restless as fuck, and by the end, the part where Monroe's counting you down to return to focus 1, I could barely hold still. By 5 it felt as if I'd explode out of my own skin. Very strange.
Anonymous No.41411683 [Report] >>41412057
>>41411655
One more thing to add, last night I prayed for the first time in quite awhile before bed. It might've been the first time I've said a genuine prayer since childhood. During my session this evening I clearly saw a burning cross. It was very small, but unmistakably a cross. This was some time before my vision went white and I opened my eyes.
Anonymous No.41412057 [Report] >>41412809
>>41411655
>>41411683
Well in the faq they do say the white light is like having a visage of god or something, not going into the specifics of religion tho.
Anonymous No.41412809 [Report]
>>41412057
Good omen. I'll take it.
Anonymous No.41412844 [Report] >>41413527 >>41413539 >>41414339
I've tried hard to do these but never seem to have had an OBE or anything super crazy. I've definitely felt some odd vibrations and one that was really strong in my spine.

But I never get or understand answers or had anything really deep. I tried the questions tapes and often try to get to focus 12 but not much comes of it. I find it hard to discern between my own thoughts and anything not me. I try so hard and never get why I fail. I keep trying to put those worries n my conversion box but again it doesn't help. I'm not even sure if I'm getting into focus 10. To me it just feels like I'm kind of relaxed, not really separated from my body when I'm in it.
Anonymous No.41413489 [Report]
Question; can I put everything around me in the box or is that bad? Is it only supposed to be me?
Anonymous No.41413527 [Report] >>41413539
>>41412844
Same

Yet the other day I spontaneously had what seemed like a projection while falling in and out of sleep, without intention.

All I want in life is to be supernatural or have supernatural experiences, is that so much to ask for? Why do others get it so easily?
s No.41413531 [Report]
>>41407156 (OP)
So cool
Anonymous No.41413532 [Report]
I woke up a few days ago but right before I opened my eyes I saw this gateway swirly hurricane like pattern in my eyes, it was like only for a second but I seen it perfectly, very strange stuff I feel is going on with our brains.
Anonymous No.41413539 [Report] >>41413560 >>41414245
>>41412844
>>41413527
How much have you guys "tried"? Just curious.
Anonymous No.41413560 [Report]
>>41413539
I've done every tape up to Odyssey. I've done stuff like Focus 10 intro and advanced quite a few times. I do like the unguided Original Odyssey, that's where I felt that feeling in my spine. The issue I feel is I'm just never sure if I've gotten it or not. Was what I felt what I'm supposed to or was it lacking. I never know if I should repeat a tap to learn it properly or just move on.
Anonymous No.41414245 [Report]
>>41413539
I'm stuck at Focus 10 because advancing didn't render extra sensations or states so I thought I was doing it wrong and remained at Focus 10 to master it. Plus I kinda like the sounds at Focus 10 they feel meaningful I just gotta align with it

But the projection I mentioned came after a couple of months of doing nothing and not trying anymore.

I had even tried the method on Reddit where a lot of people reported success with slightly raising their head just a little as soon as they woke up. But I can't bring myself to remember it for the life of me.+ I tend to jolt awake instead of drifting out of sleep
Anonymous No.41414339 [Report] >>41430452
>>41412844
anon, when you have any thoughts intrude in your meditative state, I find it works best to acknowledge them, not try to shut them out. otherwise, the thoughts will keep pinging back to you. it's ok to have the thoughts arrive, it won't ruin the meditation or anything, just don't ignore them, otherwise they will keep returning. hope this helps, don't give up.
Anonymous No.41414364 [Report] >>41414406 >>41422503
> go for the patterning tape again as I slept through it last time
> again zone out for the last points, get back conscious by the end
> those few points which happens to be most important for what I'm aiming right now
> which has been happening every time in the last week I've listened to the tapes
I just went awww fuck no, I'm gonna brute force this... and apparently it worked

Which by the way, I wasn't having the problem at all last week, the only two things I can only imagine could affect it, first getting and somewhat having trouble breathing, and two, cooming after quite a decent period of abstinence.

Also listened to coloured breathing right after (which I also have slept through first time I've heard), but this time kept my legs bend in a near 90°, turns out this worked quite well, didn't bother me at all and managed to make my lower back more comfortable (because I have a very flat bed).

But this is it bros, we gonna make it.
Anyway good experiences with patterning btw?
Anonymous No.41414406 [Report] >>41414749
>>41414364
how do you brute force it? I find myself zoning out as well. Or on the contrary, focusing too much on relaxing that I tense my body rofl
Anonymous No.41414512 [Report]
>>41407156 (OP)
>gayway tapes
that shit doesn't work and no amount of ciashills will make me think otherwise.
smoking a fucking cigar before bed or using nicotine strips will give you the same result as those "tapes"
Anonymous No.41414592 [Report]
>>41407156 (OP)
I'm kind of tempted to try AP etc. but I feel like it's a satanic ploy meant to get me to leave my body so that a demon can take it over.
Anonymous No.41414749 [Report] >>41415191
>>41414406
I just rewind and did it again, from the breathing on wards, along with the the usual relaxation I just keep saying "focus" in my mind.
That tape in particular feels like goes by way too fast, when it comes to F12 I'm barely fully into F10 yet, but as the exercise goes on, I do go deeper as well.
One thing that helps is making it louder a click or two, or doing it far from a time where you usually get sleepy, or after actual sleep like WBTB.

Or I don't know, maybe drifting off at first was just the little shut eye I needed to keep focus. I do find like these sessions do make you feel rested, body at least. On the other hand maybe its taxing on the mind. And again I think actual gooning may spend your "awareness" power or something like that.

I also happen to come from /loa/ so getting into SATS is something I strive for, and sometimes its hard to find the proper schedule where you can really get into that sweet spot, between sleeping early enough, WBTB and still getting to doze off afterwards.
Anonymous No.41414772 [Report] >>41414985 >>41415052
What ruins it for me is the second they say "Now in focus 10." It always startles me even if i keep the volume low.
Anonymous No.41414975 [Report] >>41415034
the first time i did gateway tapes, i felt dramatic vibrational shift and went unconscious. when i opened my eyes there was an incredibly bright light above my apartment. i could see it reflected in the tall building across the street. it stayed there for several minutes, slowly moving to the west and eventually fading away. i used binoculars to look out at the building, and i saw several people standing outside looking up at it.

Btw, it was not the moon. It was a light that never reappeared any other night
Anonymous No.41414985 [Report] >>41415052 >>41415171
>>41414772
thissss

I literally edited and cut out the part when he talks because it pulls me out of everything
Anonymous No.41414996 [Report] >>41415052
>>41407516

They induce a state similar to hypnosis. And they train you to be more susceptible to it. You can develop a method to pull yourself out. I usually just say "1 2 3 4 5, eyes open wide awake" to pull myself out. If you dont want to come completely out of it so that the tapes keep working then just come up with a personal cue that brings you up but not completely out. "1 2 3 4 5 relaxed conscious and in a trance"
Anonymous No.41415034 [Report] >>41415060
>>41414975 decided to include a photo of the light i saw. at first, it was extremely bright, and clearly visible, reflected in the centre of the building. it took me a few minutes to realise this wasn't the moon, though, because i realised it was moving slowly. But by the time i took a photo, it had almost disappeared.
Anonymous No.41415052 [Report]
>>41414772
>>41414985
lol, it kinda startles me too, often before I've actually counted to 10. But not enough to pull me out. I think it weren't for that I would probably get to sleep much sooner too.

>>41414996
I get I'm in a trance, not actually sleeping, but sort of out of it, or like clicking like they said. I wonder whats the effectiveness of that though, for something like patterning where you specifically should be aware, would my unconscious be focusing on something?

Anyway, I would to know what people's experience with this >>41407291
Anonymous No.41415060 [Report] >>41415079
>>41415034
that's wild, the vibrations are a form of communication it seems
Anonymous No.41415079 [Report] >>41415171
>>41415060
Yeah, all I could think is that an orb sensed my vibrational pattern and came to investigate.
It reminds me of people who say you can call upon orbs by just going outside at night and asking them to show up.

To expand a bit, this was my first time trying the gateway tapes, and at that time, I was absolutely convinced it would be a groundbreaking experience. I was totally ready to have my mind blown, and from the moment I hit play, I was totally enchanted by the whole experience, with chills through my body. I can only assume you need to bring a certain enthusiasm to the experience, as they say, of you have doubts, youll have much less success.
Anonymous No.41415128 [Report] >>41415191 >>41415228
Might need some advice here. I have tried the tapes several times, however never beyond focus 10. I am not even sure if I have reached the 10 state or if that was just gaslighting myself. I face two major problems:

1) I either zone out or fall asleep completely, similar to what >>41407516 described.

2) If I manage to push through and stay awake, I get itchy. And I don't mean like I gotta scratch my nose itchy, but my whole body feels intensely itchy and I can barely hold still while the tape plays. No vibrations or visions or anything, just itch.

Also, what setup do you anons use for the tapes? I think noise cancelling headphones aren't recommended, right? Also I avoid bluetooth headphones and turn on airplane mode on my listening device (laptop or tablet mostly) cause I fear these frequencies so close to me could interfere ;_;

TLDR Anyone else fall asleep or are itchy or am I too retarded for the tapes?
Anonymous No.41415171 [Report]
>>41415079
Intriguing, I do 100% believe this stuff but I don't exactly go with the enthusiasm.
Also I think the vibration is you feeling their presence trying to communicate, not you.
I did have a experience like that way back, and it was such a case where I felt the presence of something, not sure what though.
I already felt the presence in a few occasions, once I knew it was something not human and maybe not friendly, others I felt people I knew. Ever had that?

>>41414985
Speaking of which, in theory hemisync is pretty much just binaural tuning, with some sprinkle added on top, to help guide you through.
So in theory one could just use actual binaurals to help you get into state if you don't need the guided part.
Like this link for example, anyone tried that?
https://mynoise.net/NoiseMachines/pureBinauralBrainwaveGenerator.php
Anonymous No.41415191 [Report] >>41415657
>>41415128
I use exactly that, bluetooth noise cancelling headphones.
For sleeping through I'm not sure as I'm just pushing through as well, but see >>41414749
Anonymous No.41415228 [Report] >>41424781
>>41415128
>just itch.
I don't get an itch but I often feel all these annoying things. I feel like my back is all bent when I know its not. I feel a kind of pressure on my body as if I was clenching it.
Whenever I do any of the more OBE focused tapes and they say to rise up I can't help but slightly move my real body and when I notice it breaks my entire focus.
Its like I'm just not relaxing enough, but how do I "relax harder".
Anonymous No.41415401 [Report]
>>41407156 (OP)
interesting
Anonymous No.41415657 [Report] >>41418271
>>41415191
>bluetooth noise cancelling headphones
And it works? Are these high quality ones or cheap ones?
I usually read that one must not use bluetooth headphones for the gateway tapes because they compress data in mp3 before transmission, and same with noise cancelling, it alters the waves.
Anonymous No.41417514 [Report]
In order to save this thread from dying I'll share the funniest hallucination I ever had with the tapes, it was short but epic : It was at night in front of a sort of night club, a cool 1970's car arrives and out of it comes the grandpa from Hey Arnold, dressed as a caricatural pimp, he enters the club like a star then starts to dance to disco. I laugh my ass off every time I remember it.
Anonymous No.41417712 [Report] >>41420413
>>41411655
I get the white light in a dark room all the time, mostly notice when I’m trying to go to sleep. Opening my eyes because it feels like there’s headlights in front of me only to be met with a dark ass room like you said.
What is that?
Anonymous No.41418271 [Report]
>>41415657
Good ones, that I happened to find used in decent state for a decent price. They've been great otherwise.

>because they compress data in mp3 before transmission
I call bullshit on that, of course it converses data to be audible format, but I doubt it matters, in fact just yesterday I converted my collection to ogg to save a little bit on data.

>and same with noise cancelling, it alters the waves
This could be something, but again I doubt it, all noise cancelling does is reproduce the noise it picks, in negative form, so it cancels the noise waves that your ear picks up, so essentially it should indistinguishable in what you actually hear.

Either way, I'd willing to test both, as this phone also has a cord plug.
But remember though, the actual tapes are just the guidelines, the training courses, a crutch. in the pdf they you don't really need them at all after a while. So its not about the "the waves".
Anonymous No.41418328 [Report] >>41418370 >>41427526
>>41407156 (OP)
Tried this. The first tape felt stupid, I felt nothing but mild relaxation but mostly boredom and anticipation while narrator guy kept trying to convince me I'm in an epic heightened state. Am I really expected to grind this first lame ass tape over and over until something happens?
Anonymous No.41418370 [Report]
>>41418328
read the text files
Anonymous No.41419533 [Report]
It’s been a very long time since I last attempted to AP, I tried many times during my highschool years, but only managed to exit once. I remember being in bed, with my eyes closed, when I felt the vibrations and then I felt as if I was somehow being pulled up towards the ceiling. I remained like that but after a few seconds of trying to move I lost focus and opened my eyes back in my bed. Shortly after that I graduated and with time stopped trying.
I remember listening to a few of the tapes, but I never felt like I was getting any results, I don’t know if I was doing something wrong or just being a dumb impatient teenager.
Should I try them again? I guess any tip from people who have been in a similar situation would be appreciated.
Anonymous No.41420413 [Report]
>>41417712
Man, I had this once when I was small. I saw a bright light/orb through my closed lids approaching me in the air and it was buzzing with an electrical sound, it came over me, beside me like it was inspecting me. I could follow it through my closed eyes cause it was bright. I was scared shitless and thought about opening my eyes but again, I was small and scared so I thought if I pretend to be asleep it will leave me alone or not attack me. Eventually it left and the room as dark again and I finally had the guts to open my eyes again.

Maybe sleep paralysis, might have known if I had actually tried to open my eyes
Anonymous No.41420424 [Report]
>>41407156 (OP)
Holy fuck I'm looping
Anonymous No.41420430 [Report]
>this AI spamming schizglownigger faggot-likes-it-up-the-ass OP is back
like clockwork
Anonymous No.41422503 [Report]
>>41414364
LoL, I was doing the same thing, today (patterning tape, and then the next one).
Barely got through the first patterning and blacked out.
Only woke, it was already the next tape talking about the energy tool thingy.
Guess I'm just tired and better rest and let it do its thing.
Anonymous No.41423157 [Report]
Just in case anyone is interested >>41423019

I crafted a binaural track, in pretty much the same structure as the gateway but without guidance, similar to the Free Flow tape.
I'd be glad if anyone tried it out.
Anonymous No.41423412 [Report] >>41425779
How do I know if I reach focus 15 or not?
I have done the "intro to focus 15" and "creation and manifestation" tracks twice but I am still not sure.

If there somewhere a clear description of different focus?
If focus 10 it just feels like I could not move if I tried. I suppose this is it.
Then to reach focus 12 I imagine myself leaving my body, spreading, and going up, above the clouds, then I feel like I am almost elsewhere, not in the room anymore, in a vast dark space, away. I suppose this is it too.
But for focus 15 I don't know. I imagine myself leaving the structure with all timelines, leaving in a different way. But I am not sure. And by the way, when I am suppose to move back down to focus 12, I always find myself back to focus 10 instead, which makes me doubt.
Anonymous No.41424781 [Report]
>>41415228
probably by not using tapes the CIA left out for you to play with

maybe you feel heebie jeebies for a reason?
Anonymous No.41425779 [Report] >>41430390
>>41423412
>I suppose this is it
Then it probably is, you really shouldn't be wondering what is or what it isn't, at least not during the process. But if you described a OBE then its probably right and you don't even have to wonder.
I've not got there myself, but if what you're describing is quite similar to a sleep paralysis(?), I for one know I can move at will on F12 at least.
Anonymous No.41426933 [Report]
Bump
Anonymous No.41427526 [Report]
>>41418328
One guy on YT said it took him 8 months but it finally worked.
Anonymous No.41428792 [Report]
where have you guys been tripping to?
serious question tho, has anyone managed to contact another person? family, a close friend or lover?
Anonymous No.41428957 [Report]
>>41408059
You'll be amazed how clear and effortless the flow of writing is when the channel is open and the words just flow out of you. Even more, although always anecdotal, evidence that we are but a substrate for consciousness to be received and channeled into being
Anonymous No.41428970 [Report]
>>41407156 (OP)
AI slop.
Anonymous No.41429595 [Report]
>>41407291
as a forex trader, i made myself numb to trading losses, which greatly helped improve my consistency. I can't explain how it worked, but it worked when i applied it for 30 days as they instructed.
Anonymous No.41429662 [Report]
So I've been fucking around with focus 10 tapes, still unsure if I've ever entered that state since I don't seem to be able to enter 12 going by other people's description. I've got two things I'm confused about - what the hell is up with:
>during the session I often get the feeling like I'm leaning on a wall with my forehead
>I go cross-eyed whenever I think "focus 10" outside of the session
I've got the feeling the former is at least partially me automatically crossing my eyes since they occasionally start to get strained
Do I need to deal with that somehow?
Anonymous No.41430163 [Report]
>>41407156 (OP)
I cured my aquaphobia thanks the gateway tapes. I don't remember which tape but one of the first tapes is about getting rid of your fear. Since a kid I always was stupidly scared by deep water, I could not come close to the border of a pond or a big river, even in a pool if water was higher than my knees I would freak out and feel like in the middle of the ocean. I even felt very bad just looking at a photograph of the sea or a big river or lake. Now it's over, I was magically cured, I can hang around near the border of big rivers and ponds and stuff.
Anonymous No.41430390 [Report] >>41432476
>>41425779
I would not call what I experience real OBEs because it's mostly imaginary, I do feel away but not totally, it's more like when we are lost in our thoughts, daydreaming.

There were a few times when it got more deep, I hallucinated and saw other worlds, but it was mostly like I was dreaming except that I still knew that I was just hallucinating. It's rare though, unfortunately, and it didn't happen for weeks.
I suppose a real OBE is something you believe is really happening.
I noticed something interesting though. The few first times I could not control anything, then later I started to be able to influence a little what was happening, and eventually I was able to even replace an event or a person by another. At the very same period I started to have lucid dreams quite often, as if my mind had been trained to take control while dreaming. So I suppose these hallucinations happen when we slip from focus 12 to a state similar to dream. I wish I could make this happen more often because it's cool to experience.

>if what you're describing is quite similar to a sleep paralysis(?), I for one know I can move at will on F12 at least.
In focus 10 it feels like I could not move if I tried, and I try a little it feels like my arms and legs are very very heavy, too heavy for me to move them. I also mostly don't feel my body anymore, like it's just asleep. But it's just a feeling though, a hypnosis trick, tricking your mind into believing that your body is asleep and you can't move it. It's not a real sleep paralysis because if there was a danger for sure I would be able to quickly regain control and move. Real sleep paralysis is reported as a scary experience where one really can't move despite danger.
Maybe it doesn't happen to you because you just don't want/accept it to happen.
In the exercise when we put each part of our body asleep one by one, I told them something like "Good bye, I'm leaving for a few minutes, the subconscious will care about you, not me."
Anonymous No.41430452 [Report]
>>41414339
How do you acknowledge thoughts without dwelling on them and thinking through them? I don't understand how to just acknowledge and dismiss thoughts without fully engaging with them.
Judo No.41430700 [Report]
Part 1
I will reply twice.

This is for the whole /x/ board:
Throw me a sword/ shovel/ tool.

I have nothing to lose at this point in my life. I am a skeptic of all of this stuff. I make this post to forget about it forever.

I don't care where my good things come from so long as I live my life properly and change and have the discipline and love I said I would have. I sign nothing.

Okay, I have two wishes:

**At least 40 exact human years of long naturally and supernaturally healthy life, from my writing this 4chan post, where I can follow the ten commandments, have a saintly marriage and family, and repent from my fornication. After those 40 years are up, I can die whenever, however the big guy upstairs wants me to die. From my posting this 4chan post, I only masturbate/ watch porn maybe twice in my life going forward; that my addictions end, all of them. I have a vanilla sexuality. I can find women myself so long as I am always able-bodied and can use my cunning and charisma. That I am healthy in soul, mind, and body all my life through, until the very bitter end. That I never have any disease, even a cold.
Judo No.41430707 [Report]
Part 2
**That I am never out of a job ever again, and that simple, monotonous, repetitive breadwinner work is both naturally and supernaturally magnetized to me. Have people and union boards begging and squeaming in their seats for me to work for them. That this is guaranteed. I can retire whenever I want. I applied to many welding unions in the Midwest; get me into all of them, within the top five apprenticeship candidates naturally and supernaturally within a year of my writing this 4chan post. That I have a plethora of craftsmen and blue-collar opportunities and career paths for me to choose from, especially all kinds of metalworking and welding. Have my master craftsmen train me in thoroughly and really like me. That I can save money and be a breadwinner for a family without breaking a sweat. That I always have alms to help others and spending money to take groups and girls out on dates. That I never have to really use computers much for my job, and I never have to use technology from after Dec 31 2005 in my own home. That I can move out. That my future house, and home are untouched, easy to afford, and that banks offer me quick mortgages to pay off in a short time period. That I can move out soon, and be completely and totally financially independent from my parents within two years of my writing this 4chan post.

These are my two wishes. Everything else I can do myself. Make me go from zero to hero.
Anonymous No.41430774 [Report]
>>41407291
I've gotten laid, gotten paid a little, known about the future decades ahead of time and various other things. I did this before the Gateway Process was created on Earth and I don't call it patterning, but it's the same thing...except I imagine a hologram of visual and other sensations that bend space and time, etc., towards the destruction and creation of brain cells, circuits in computers, atoms, etc. The manner of the destruction and the creation "patterns" more holograms for me to experience to continue doing the same thing over and over.

The destructions and the creations wouldn't be possible if I wasn't following the patterns correctly, it's all predetermined that it'll work, and more and more rarely I experience fake-outs, times where I think change needs to happen but it doesn't.

I don't always destroy cells or create them. Today I've caused a certain politician's nervous system and the rest of Creation to forget how a couple dozen of his brain cells work and where they are, so they're mostly taken out of the game, nobody will be using them, and I planted memories in his head that will do things.
Anonymous No.41430837 [Report]
With the help of the people in this thread I've destroyed and created thousands of cells just now that will affect politicians toward feeling just a little more guilty when they're bad and a little worse about acting like they're doing good, a little worse at driving when they're under the influence, a little more embarrassing when they're bad, a little smarter. The changes also help Earth to be spiritually superior to other planets, because I swear the aliens will not lay off the fact that God Almighty is born here, they're nervous about it and still want it to go away most of them.
Anonymous No.41432476 [Report]
>>41430390
>Real sleep paralysis is reported as a scary experience where one really can't move despite danger
"Reported" is the key word here, people just tend to fear it because they don't have control, and maybe the occasional "presence" too.
I remember having those scary experiences too, then once I was just able to sleep through it.
Then Idk, I just developed the ability to not despair and control it, move at will or just ignore it. Even in the tapes the guide says you can move any time by starting with your fingers.

>I would not call what I experience real OBEs because it's mostly imaginary
>I suppose a real OBE is something you believe is really happening
This is the key here, you're just assuming its imaginary. You're a missing a key point of these exercises, that is to learn the power of the (un)conscious mind.
The conscious mind is the controller, the subconscious is that which connects to everything. The exercises are for you to learn how to be aware and conscious when you leave the vessel that is the body, and delve into the infinity that is the sub.
Anonymous No.41432941 [Report]
>>41407156 (OP)

Did them about a decade ago. The gateway tapes and Tulpas are the two things on x that are actually real.

My advice if you're doing the tapes is to simultaneously make an effort to be the best human you can. Help people for the sake of just helping them and being a good person. Work out. Be kind. Acknowledge your past failings and that you will fail in the future without letting it cripple you mentally but also strive to better yourself to be the best person you can.
Anonymous No.41433141 [Report] >>41433339 >>41434510
>>41407156 (OP)

I hate that there's no better system than mega nowadays.

>Try to download one of the folders
>HEY THAT FILE IS TOO BIG YOU HAVE TO MAKE AN ACCOUNT
>Make an account
>THAT FILE IS TOO BIG TO DOWNLOAD ON A BROWSER DOWNLOAD OUR APP
>download the app
>THAT FILE SURPASSES YOUR FREE DOWNLOADING LIMIT BUY A SUBSCRIPTION TO BE ABLE TO DOWNLOAD IT

The modern internet is pure cancer.
Anonymous No.41433339 [Report]
>>41433141
Thank this anon for sharing them on google drive too:
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1F0Y8In5bswU_K4qkASLw2Y0vpYip4yXy
There is only one version of wave 5 and 6 though, on mega there are the two versions with different exercises, the guided ones and the non-guided ones with music.
Anonymous No.41434510 [Report]
>>41433141
Never heard of a torrent before?
or just download them by parts, how hard is that?