Thread 41456683

When did you realize you are God?

Not too long ago actually believe it or not.

>>41456683 (OP)
a indian told me

>>41456722
wa wa or red dot?

I received those thoughts in my youth but I ignored them because it was preposterous. Plus I was also in competition with one of my brothers who also had such ideas.

And life pretty much let me know that I was but a mere mortal, when nothing would work out the way I wanted it to anyway.

This has to be some demoralization campaign, telling us that we're god when we're powerless.

>>41456683 (OP)
Perhaps I have the flame of the son of God in my soul and chest, but this does not mean that I am equal in abilities to the god Thor. It would not be imprudent, and it would be unwise to think so about mine capabilities.
Remember that you thought you were God when you will be lying in bed with an illness in your old age, and laugh at your delusion.

>>41456770
Jesus died and he was God.
Why would dying be proof you're not God?

Thinking you are God is the province of the schizophrenic. It gains you nothing. Realizing you are *a* god on the other hand is actually much more empowering and liberating.

>>41456683 (OP)
As God, why did you give yourself such a small penis?

>>41456762
I mean you can be demoralized but one always inevitably snaps back anyway. Whether it's just a few hours, days, months. I could be mopping the floors and taking out the trash at my work place and I still think I'm more special than anyone, and still being nice and humble about it.
Something that the rest of these fucks could be taking a page out of my book.

>>41456683 (OP)
I am but a part of Him and Yeshuah showed us that we are all divinely linked to him. I think we all possess a circle of influence that affects our close surroundings and the lives of those who have been linked with us. All while we live inside a larger reality that is much less influenced by us individually but larger groups have larger effects on it.

>>41456683 (OP)
If I was God I would control what I perceive/experience but I don't, the fact that my experiences/perceptions are imposed upon me necessitates a consciousness separate from mine that has the power to impose itself upon me.

>>41456683 (OP)
Oh, I am? How do I start using my god powers?

>>41456683 (OP)
When y'all started blaming me for all your problems.

>>41457228
perhaps a textbook for a novice god will help you.

>>41456683 (OP)
why bro got a maze in his tummy

>>41457433
And the skull is where the very important male organs are located. This is not normal. Some bastard is trying to ruin God's life.

>>41456762
It's cross class cultural class
When you are upperclass and can do whatever you want you can fool yourself with such delusions of being god and creating reality with your decisions and behaviors and interactions with the world.

>>41456780
There is a degree of truth to it. When my dad died the priest said every single person there could change his life. And it was true based on my experience because I got my third eye opened and had a dream more real than reality with a literal goddess and I knew my power but Jennifer Psaki was using zeroclick cyberweapons against me and I couldn't express myself freely.
Once I made him cry because I made him felt listened and heard.

>>41457627
>'s cross class cultural class
Clash

>>41457228
Not a problem for Jennifer Psaki she can activate her Kundalini altered state of consciousness at will. That or she drugged me with LSD.

>>41456683 (OP)
When I understood that my soul is a spark of the Goddess Sophia!

>>41457681
How did that happen?

>>41457681
Also tell us your take on next generation search engines as chatbots for me to see if you are for real.

Marianne Williamson has very bad takes about next generation search engines as chatbots, she has a spirituality public image and even sells self help books about it and make you think her cosmic elo is 2700 or more but then you listen her talk about AI and it is barely 2200 cosmic elo if not lower

>>41457440
Compare the hand grips on OP and that one.

>>41456683 (OP)
Right before God put me in my place, as I recall

>>41457755
>bad things happening to you means you're not god

you never understood in the first place

Thanksgiving around 9 PM 1985. I was less than one year old and I was contemplating what my family thought of me and how they would treat me in the future and I sought the minds of their future selves to confirm, and I heard the answers unconscious and consciously summarized them as, "They don't want me to become like my mother, they pretend to like me now but later they won't want me to become a financial burden." As I was turning my attention away from that I noticed that Satan noticed everything I did and heard all of my thoughts, I felt Satan in the astral and we already weren't getting along. Satan tried hard enough to destroy everything that I felt the fabric of Creation shudder after I insulted it. Then everything grew silent and I could barely hear my family anymore through this interference through the astral that was disadvantaging my hearing centers in my brain and Satan quietly asked me who I was. I told it I am The Almighty.

We'd go on to have many back-and-forths as I aged and I only rarely heard them consciously but it doesn't matter. You wouldn't say, "I only rarely consciously knew how to drive my bicycle down that path to victory, so I guess it doesn't count."

What the heck!
I posted on the wrong thread!

>>41457692
>>41457823
>>41457841
>>41457860

>>41456683 (OP)
Always kind of knew. Couldn't bring myself to accept it.

>>41456762
>god = power
the demoralized retard here is (you)

>>41458155
Say more I am curious. I had a dream more real than reality with a literal goddess she was 11/10 like perfect and I felt an immense attraction to her like a literal murder sensation to other makes, we also had sex.

>>41458155
Yes, that is a big part of what being God means so you've just turned it into a word that means something else. Actually whatever your definition is doesn't seem to mean anything at all, you just want to say you're God and huff your own farts over it.

>>41457440
>>41457433
>>41457733
George Bataille's Acephale
[That french anarchist that was cucked by his wife with Lacan]

>>41457697
Fairly recently. I’ve read Elaine Pagals, but I didn’t see the point and where it would lead to. It leads to the redemption of the Demiurge as his kingdom falls apart, and he is reconciled with the Pleroma. We see we’re “spared is of Sophia who calls us back to Her through coming back from the Great Forgetting by the Rememberance of who we really are. I’m not preaching, I’m trying to answer the question.

>>41459136
…Sparks…

>>41456742
red dot

>>41456683 (OP)
listened to watsky in middle school
"i used to be a atheist until i realized im a god"

>>41456683 (OP)

Huh

when i realized i was dead and i have no will to get up and get a girlfriend because i have no confidence in myself because i have no stamina because i live with my mom because i have no money because i can't get a job because i can't stand for longer than 5 hours without feeling like im going to die. i don't know what girl to talk to first, and i don't have anything going for me. i just got to heaven, and my earth family and heavenly family are in two places at once and it's like my mom speaks another language now. so that's happening.

>>41456683 (OP)
I'm not God. God is me though, all this other crap, and you dipshits too.

>>41456683 (OP)
WOSH WOSH WAHHH SOLAR ANUS LMAO WOOOHHH HEADLESS GOD WWHOSSSHH WOOSHH

>>41456683 (OP)
Around the same time I started hearing voices

>>41456683 (OP)
In 2012.

When I was homeless and unlocked my childhood memories of doing yoga and reading textbooks, being targeted by time-traveling vampires, and blamed for all the evils of the world. Around 2020 to be exact.