>>280688673 (OP)When I first watched this I was 17, with hope, had discipline, and thought I would never end up like that.
Now I'm 25, kv, depressed, with suicidal thoughts every second I'm not consooming escapism like vidya or anime, and realise that satou was better off than me because at least he scored when he was a senior and at least he wasn't suffering from early stages of alopecia.
I'm gonna start finasteride soon, I head a common side was suicidal ideation, so hopefully it gives me the courage to actually do it once and for all. Because right now I'm to much of a pussy to go ahead with it but oh god I wanna die so badly.