>>281462340
>Why would being on meds ruin my life?
Like all psychoactive substances, they cause cognitive decline and nervous system damage with long-term use.
>I’ve been on the meds for like 7 years am I already fucked?
pretty bad yeah, especially if it's an antipsychotic, but you are young and can still recover, it just takes more time, the brain is adaptable. Also, you have get off them extremely slowly or you risk brain damage, this is not a joke, see dr Josef and hyperbolic tapering. If you need something to send your parents, pick a good Dr Josef video and remember to tell them he's a former FDA psychiatrist. Lie about taking the meds if needed and carefully plan your way out. Asses if your parents are trustworthy and if not (see Theramintrees), play along with them if needed until you gain independency.