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>>282098768 and it's basically as
>>282101516 said. Taking care of someone with mental issues takes a toll on you, psychologically and emotionally, there were many times where I found myself feeling tied down here in order to take care of my mother instead of "living my life". I can't really complain that much as I am lucky with having a career in software engineering where I can make my way through by working remotely, but the thing is, I live in a third world country and I want out of this shithole, it would be extremely easy for me to find a job and move out yet I don't feel like having the freedom of doing so because who else is going to take care of my crazy mother? It would be less bad if she were "normal crazy" but she is "malicious crazy", yelling and threatening because she thinks everyone is against her and wants her things. At least I have brothers and we all share the burden, but it's still hard, and we don't know when this will end.
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