>>8967098
Pretty much this.
Back in high school, these kinds of guys always struck something in me.
It's a mix of disgust and pity, but also like, there was something there I could pick up whenever I wanted, and I remember the first time I realized I can do something, and he WILL masturbate to it later.
And that's kinda addicting.
I remember, there was one in sophomore year who would stare at girls sitting around, and move around, and I became certain he was trying to look up shorts. Constantly, two or three days of the week. And one time I remember, I bunched my underwear up a bit, sat in a way that no human being has ever sat to maximize how much was showing, and watched him drift over, stare, and try and hide his cock for like twenty minutes.
It was such an odd mix of feelings. Like, there was the level that it was hot, knowing he could see more than ever, and knowing he is 100% going to masturbate to this later. But, the desperation and lack of tact in it was really kind of funny in a dark way. Gross, too, don't get me wrong, but, more funny.
Another one, this one was in community college, I realized a guy was staring at me in a geology class, and I decided to wear sleeveless tops for the rest of the semester, and started pretending to stretch, or answer questions more to just see if he'd go for armpits. Sure enough, he actually started staring more as I did this, and started staring more and more over the semester. I have no idea if he'd already had it, or I gave it to him, but, also wild.
There's the level it feeds a bit of exhibitionism, sure, but, it spirals off into its own thing. The saddest thing, though, is that if they just, y'know, acted normal and tried to interact like a human, they probably would have gotten somewhere. The one from high school was kind of a cutie, all blonde and fluffy. For him, it definitely was intended as a treat at first, because besides that, he was really sweet, but it's so goddamn offputting to be like this.
