I like being alone. I've always been alone and honestly prefer it most of the time. But I just want friends/ a partner so goddamm bad sometimes

I know you don't like reading this as it causes an aneyeurism in you, but sometimes you just got to make peace with yourself before you get a girlfriend. Bro what if you did get a girlfriend and got in a marriage and you had a horrible divorce that made you suicidal because you feel more alone as that was destined to be a happily ever after love of your life, wouldn't you still again need the comfort of being proud of being alone. Now with being alone you need to be healthy alone. Maybe you spend a lot of time on the computer, try doing something healthy with that time. The only reason why people know I'm so active on 4chan is because I have time to flip flop between activities, and usually I do. Yesterday for example I walked for 4 miles and the day before that I did a isometric exercise routine.

>>33206406 (OP)
Structure your life so it is default solitary activities that just happen to provide the excuse to talk to other, opposite sex people doing it too. As I have mentioned, there is art galleries, hiking, touristing, or even shopping for groceries.

>>33208237
Even cringe stuff to follow up with the initial approach such as hand-writing analysis, palm-reading. I met a nice girl doing that.

>>33206406 (OP)
Try church.

>>33206406 (OP)
It is not you who are in the wrong. Those people who can't bear being alone and compulsively seek out company 100% of the time are the ones who have a problem

A well balanced life allows you to be comfortable in the company of others sometimes and comfortable in your own company sometimes