Pewdiepie has a clip of him calling people niggers and saying death to all jews. And yet Marzia is still with him. No wonder he wifed her up. Is it impossible to find a relationship like this or am I doomed to forever use my customer service personality?

>>33210960 (OP)
Only if you use your real personality you will have the chance to meet someone with whom you can be honest and genuine. One day I just started being myself, and I haven't got a gf yet but I've hooked up with a few girls as fuckbuddies a couple of times, and also actually got friends. Being yourself isn't enough though, you must put yourself out there, talk a bit more, not being afraid of being yourself.

>>33210960 (OP)
I was saying worse in front of my ex girlfriend before we were already dating for a month. We did last for several years anyway

>>33211082
NTA but do I know my true self?

>>33211130
How am I supposed to know that you mongoloid.
If you don't know yourself just go find yourself. Try some new shit, go to a new place, try shrooms or acid, try a new haircut, new clothes, new habits. Idk who are you dude

>>33211150
I was asking how you found out who you were you fucking mononeural sack of shit

>>33211169
Learn to form a sentence then you little jungle ape. I just started paying attention to what I wanted/liked and acted accordingly, tried lots of new things.

>>33210960 (OP)
Based Pewds and based Marzia. They have have child now. They are so cool.

>>33211150
>try shrooms or acid
Something a degen would do. Fucking off yourself.

>>33211408
The child of prophecy. Born to a Germanic man and Roman woman, raised under Bushido. He will raise a great army and save his homeland, EVROPA.

>>33211408
racemixed

>>33213172
Anon, she is not that Moorish, she is white passing.

>>33211408
It's based, but kinda sad too because Pewds said that Swedish women hated him lol
One of the most handsome youtubers wasn't loved by his own women.

>>33213229
>white passing
>not passing white genes

>>33213280
white women hate white males

>>33212412
>The child of prophecy. Born to a Germanic man and Roman woman, raised under Bushido. He will raise a great army and save his homeland, EVROPA.
Nah, he is going to have a waifu and goon to hentai.

My gf dumped me because I would play vidya with 2 online female friends and we would all go into lobbies and call people niggers and faggots. Meanwhile my gf would get incensed at the word retard, even though I heard her say nigger 2 times but while quoting others. But she never knew that I said it. She voted for Trump and said a couple.mildly racist things about the Chinese but she hated those female friends even though both were married and I wasn't attracted to either of them. In the end I deserved to get dumped but idk where I'll ever meet a racist femoid to date.

>>33210960 (OP)
Ask yourself if you can accept (ie , you will not leave her for that , eve' if those traits are defects) the monstruosity of your wife (and i do not mean light stuff , i talk about child cannibalism level ) if you can , then you can start searching.

It's not that hard to find a girl to say niggerfaggot around. Women will literally mold their beliefs around yours over time. I got my ex to say that stuff constantly, then after we broke up, she got restored to the factory default and talked about how bad it was to be homophobic and say the heckin' N word

>>33210960 (OP)
Kind of related but I called someone a nigger in a fit of road rage in front of my girl. She made no mention of it and doesn't seem to care. I was nervous for a second lol

>>33214068
Just wait til you find the reddit post she made about it

>>33213636
i wouldnt leave her for saying nigger or faggot like a typical channer. id probably leave her if she hits animals for fun or something

She's probably a glow nigger using his public status and personal ignorance for protection.

It allows her to maintain a degree of personal security which would normally be unjustifiable and would blow her cover, and his media pull protects her from kidnapping and enforced disappearance.

>>33210960 (OP)
literally every second of every day. i just said the word nigger 2-3 minutes ago

>>33214068
LMFAO. i did the same thing around my ex and at first she was like “are you serious?” but then she started laughing a few seconds later and said “i get it”

>>33210960 (OP)
Since I am not retarded, insane, or a loser I unmask around everyone

>>33210960 (OP)
>partner

>>33210960 (OP)
My wife knows me to my core, better than anyone. I do not mask around her at all and she still bakes me sweet treats, grabs my biceps, holds my hand and thinks I'm funny.

Love is hard work, you never find someone 100% perfect but you can make it work with someone if you both want it enough; eventually you start to love the things that you didn't even like before. I hope you find that real, built love one day Op.

>>33213172
>>33213538
>>33213280
swedish women are basically what enabled hollywood-wokeism across usa in the first place, because of janteloven mixing with hollywood propaganda. swedish females basically had the hollywood mindset before it was a thing in usa. the only thing holding them in check was the sheer amount of autism radiating from swedish males. Pewds is more gothic coded though and is in denial about his partial norwegian heritage, as bohuslän used to be norway.

>>33216874
ain't Marzia Italian?

>>33210960 (OP)
My gf and I are very aligned politically. So I can say pretty much anything i want. But even though that is nice, our relationship sucks and I hate my life. I am wondering if I should just wear a mask and get a dumbass liberal girl. She might be more fun.

>>33210960 (OP)
Depends on what your true self is
I've never shown my true self to anyone because I'm so corrosive and gross I'd drive away even my best friends

I don't know, I think I'm just staying in this out of comfort. I have to force everything and it doesn't feel natural to me.

>>33221333
Why would you do that?

>>33221348
I have nobody and nothing else in my life.

>>33221506
Find them

not around my wife, but around my best friend

I have been thinking I need to leave my wife and marry my best friend

>>33221538
Roger that.

>>33214202
Anon they've been together since he had 10k subs

Why would you even want to be in a relationship with someone if you can't be yourself around them 24/7?

>>33210960 (OP)
difference is he doesn't say that shit anymore and has grown up over his edgy teenage persona
I used to say edgy shit when I was a teen and some are still up on my socials but girls dating me know that is not who I am anymore so they don't deter them from dating me.
most anons here, probably you included, want to have a gf while still talking like a 14yo who has discovered the word nigger triggers people so they use it indiscriminately.

date an asian, latina, or black. they tend to be deeply bigoted in their own way

Juedo-Islamic-Christian peado cultist

>>33210960 (OP)
>unmask around your partner
I wouldn't recommend it. Always keep up the charade, even until death
t. male married-for-18-years fag

>>33210960 (OP)
>unmask
because your are literally autistic, or as in showing your power level? I am confused.

Marzia is italian, italians aslre fucking racist
t. Italian

>>33222297
most people are racist, not sure why that's worth mentioning. It just differs in how openly racist they are.

>just bee yourself
what if my real self is fucking awful? Pathological narcissist, paranoid, overbearing and mean?

>>33213280
Probably because he's short, he's like 5'8" which is pretty short for a Scandinavian guy

>>33210960 (OP)
When I was on my first date with my current gf I showed her schizo posts from /x/ and talked about consipracy theories from /pol/. Then I rambled about some roman emperors and the marcomanic wars. She still decided to go on another date and we've been together for almost 4 years.

>>33215352
Gotta love this self indulgent faggotry posing as “advice”

>>33219435
My gf claims she's leftist and progressive, but she agrees with basically all my political takes.
Like she's anti-migration and pro-deportation, she's anti-trans and lgbt, she disagrees with modern feminism. She even agrees with the take that blacks and browns are less intelligent and more violent than whites. The only area in which she's progressive is abortions and enviromentalism (but not in the green deal sense).

>>33222750
Then that "bee yourself" exists to help other people avoid you for the greater good until you fix your shit personality. If you mask, your best future is being a secret schizo cunt performing a servile role to placate others. You will never be happy that way.

>>33222803
I responded to OPs question, provided information about my situation, and then included that love takes effort and needs to be built not just based on the honeymoon phase.

Seethe harder

>>33223029
you can't fix a personality. It's only masking

>>33210960 (OP)
my wife fell in the trap of "I can fix him" so now she's realised I'm not changing my ways for her or for anyone, she hates me.

Honestly? her fucking problem

>>33210960 (OP)
I never unmask around other people. Best case scenario of doing so is that they take pity on me but then I'm in a weak social position and can't get the things I want out of people.

>>33211726
Humans have been using psychedelics since the dawn of time

Except for my brother and close friends I can't to anyone. I have to wear like four different masks in daily life just to exist and not let something slip.

>>33210960 (OP)
I’ve been with multiple girls who share same views regarding blacks, arabs, Hispanics etc. I wouldn’t say it was the center of our personalities or relationship, but it was nice being able to make a joke at a random time knowing she wouldn’t go batshit crazy. Little suttle jokes like referring to Walmart as the ghetto or not wanting to travel to say Mexico cause I’m so excited to get decapitated.

Although to be fair I never ever admitted I post on this basket weaving forum. The degenerate bullshit that goes on here especially on say pol or b or even sp might raise some eyebrows, so incognito it is