>insane father who stalked me and abused my mother
>tumour that shattered my upper spine at 13
>born into a economically struggling situation with a single mother
>short and realising no girl will ever be physically attracted to me because of that fact.

How do I accept this is the start to my life? I’m 20 and i already feel so exhausted and suicidal. I’m still trying to carve out a good life but my father keeps harassing me, I still get no attention from girls, I’m still struggling financially and my spine is always uncomfortable so these things are ever present.

>>33212455 (OP)
you just need a positive role model who also had a tumour that shattered his upper spine around 13, was short, no woman was physically attracted to him, had an abusive family, and faced economic struggles, but went on to have an amazing life.

As a matter of fact such a person exists, let his story inspire you
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Richard_III_of_England

>>33212455 (OP)
Stop financially struggling. That shit is just basic math, if you leave emotion out of it.

>>33212462
He was born with a lot of importance, it’s not really a rags to riches story or someone given nothing in life even if his path was harder than the average king.
>>33212649
Like I said I’m working on it and trying to qualify for a good uni but right now i work a job where I’m hired as needed. I can pull in enough money to live but definitely way bellow average.

>>33212455 (OP)
I stopped reading after a couple of lines. I won't read laundry list of woes threads. One thing at a time next time.

>>33212455 (OP)
You are right. No short man has ever managed to catch a woman. That is why the short gene died out centuries ago and there are no short people alive today