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Let me make my question specific;
Should I lie to people more to make friends?
Like tell them what they want to hear rather than the truth?
So far Ive started emphasizing that I am not the one to ask for a compliment or advice cause im not a professional or expert in whatever it is they sort of fish for compliments for, but I never Lie about how I feel about it.
Ive tried stfu rather than say anything but give it enough chances and I just tell people what I think and usually they will stop interacting with me.
For instance, I hate crime, I hate drugs, but this 20 year old kid is into both and is a bit of a wildman, but he is trying to do better.
Ive told him "im not into drugs" but i do manage to talk to him about it.
Though outside of the stories i have from being a kid, his stories bore the snot out of me.
IDGAF about resin n shit, but he does so I try to go along with it.
I honestly think he needs serious help and some normalcy. He seems intelligent enough.
He's a hoodlum as far as I know, but he doesnt strike me as the average idiot.
Anyways, I do find myself interacting with angry broken people more easily, cause they tend to be stuck in their own self pity, frustration, shit like that.
And I can actually relate.
Think the only consistent face outside of my parents, I had since I was a kid was my shrink.
Oh yeah, I also dont trust anybody.
Even right now I think you two are fucking with me, giving me cookie cutter responses.
Ive looked inside for years but i cant see anything and if I do I always fuck it up.
So yeah, you probably think that last part is shitty or something, but that is how I see it.
>im not schizo
>im not high
Im just scared dude
