I don't think I'm gonna make it past this year, Financially I'm fucked, Socially, I have no friends, every hobby I used to have has been mogged by time and disinterest, even drawing depends on how depressed I am, and all the joy I had from that has been mogged by comparison and apathy as well, I struggle to get out of bed, let alone out of the house, and even if I did I can't afford to do shit.