Hey anons,

I'm so incredibly alone all the time. Some of it is my fear, some of it is just that I'm lame and uninteresting. I figure I can go full reddit incel or just run off and be alone forever.

To give you an idea:
Parents don't care for me, brother hasn't spoken to me in about 6 years, grandparents always seem annoyed with me unless I'm doing something for them, only had one real friend who moved across the world for work, zero success in dating and socially awkward.

I get along fine with people amd can be cordial but it always feels forced or like I'm monitoring myself intensely. Do you think spending all I have on some stuff and just go full hermit? I've been homless before and spent a lot of time camping so I think I can manage it.

Any advice on this or even getting my life together helps.

Pic mostly unrelated.

>>33245069 (OP)
A cabin in Alaska.

>>33245247
That is literally what I'm thinking anon.

I'm thinking of filling my car and just driving until I'm out of gas. Then start walking. If I drive 200 miles from where I live I'll be on the edge of wilderness.