I am in college, and shouldve already graduated, but I'm so stupid and very lazy most of the time. My physical health is deteriorating rapidly (bunch of random stomach problems, whenever I get a cold I get tremendously ill... just all around bad luck/weak immunity), and this semester my illnesses made me miss a bunch of classes.

I'm trying to pick up my slack, but now I'm terribly fucked because I have two tests tomorrow that I absolutely cannot fail, and I probably will. My friend fucking got a picture of the test I'll take tomorrow, and I can't answer a single question on it, because I'm so stupid.

My stomach is cramping, and I can't seem to pay attention to anything because it hurts so bad, and the teacher is already giving me a second chance, so I can't ask to retake it. I'm just a lazy, sick slob and I feel like I won't ever achieve something in my life. I'm screwed.

>>33258593 (OP)
Zoom out bro, how much does this matter in the scale of your whole life, on eternity?
If you fail you'll be fine, relax.
Put all of your problems in God's hands and let go.

>>33258593 (OP)
If you aren't able to pick up the will power to do this then maybe it's not for you, and that's fine.
There are a near infinite amount of things you can do in your life and you are in the second wealthiest generation ever. Everything is good.
You are competent to cope with the challenges of life and you are worthy of happiness.
Read "The Power of Positive Thinking" - Norman Vincent Peale

>>33258593 (OP)
Gee, your life is tough.

you're living in the absolute easiest time to get a degree that's ever existed and every school since the pandemic has a very generous retroactive do over that students would not have gotten even 20 years ago because the schools are demographically doomed now

if you let this stop you it is because you decided to give up at literally zero effort

>>33258593 (OP)
>I screwed my life up
Okay, that's that then. I don't need to read any further because nothing can be done, according to you.

>>33258593 (OP)
oh boohoo you cant ace a little test have you considered that you get a second chance? (unless u live in some shithole country with flawed rules) have you considered that you can also just take another semester? your physical health isnt deteriorating you are probably just eating crap because you dont care what you eat or do anymore stop being a sodden little crybaby, all youre upset about is maybe flunking a little test
>My friend fucking got a picture of the test I'll take tomorrow, and I can't answer a single question on it, because I'm so stupid.
so u basically can already study into the test and prepare urself??? why arent you doing that? why are you sat here crying like a sissy little girl?
go study moron

>>33260336

I don't get a second chance. If I fail this class, I'm screwed. But I just took the test and I think I did ok. I answered all the questions, and now I only have to hope for the best. I have another test later today, and I'm more confident about it.

My health is, in fact, deteriorating: I just had an endoscopy and I have an ulcer and some other digestive problems. I don't "eat crap", because it makes me puke blood. My diet basically consists of very normal, healthy food, but it doesn't really matters when it comes to the pain. Sometimes drinking a glass of water makes my stomach hurt. I can't afford to take better care of myself and it sucks, but I'm trying to make it work.

Last month I missed some classes because I got pneumonia. I'm not the most ill person on the planet, I'm just kinda unlucky.

I posted this yesterday when I was feeling awful, and I recognize I overreacted, but I feel like I have my reasons to feel bad about my life. My life isn't the worst by any means, but that doesn't mean it kinda sucks as it is.