I have a crush in a looksmaxing surgery YouTuber how do I cope?
I feel romantic feelings towards him since, idk if he is autistic I think someone mentioned he might be but I am also autistic and he is being nice/down to earth/cute in his videos, I like men who act cutsy, he has blue eyes which I like, plastic surgery is my autism interest which he hasband makes content about, he isn't acting misogynistic (as much)
But the issue is that
1. Although we are both European we live in dif countries
2. I am southern euro female with dark brown eyes and he says in his videos he likes big ass (I have a small ahh) Asian girls, Adriana Lima , I think other northern euro girls
Therefore I most likely won't be liked back by him
Should I send him a message telling him how I feel so atleast maybe he says something nice to me ? How do I cope with liking his content but now not being able to watch it cause I have a crush on him?
But the issue is that
1. Although we are both European we live in dif countries
2. I am southern euro female with dark brown eyes and he says in his videos he likes big ass (I have a small ahh) Asian girls, Adriana Lima , I think other northern euro girls
Therefore I most likely won't be liked back by him
Should I send him a message telling him how I feel so atleast maybe he says something nice to me ? How do I cope with liking his content but now not being able to watch it cause I have a crush on him?
