Thread 33288728

> be me
>Eastern Euro diasporoid in a third world shithole
>10 years ago
>go to 4-year mixed technical high school
>have to do a job/internship to graduate
>dad forbids me from working
>"If you get a job I’ll fuck you up anon"
>physically assaulted my sister in front of me when I was 14
screaming he’d stab/fuck/shot her
>family pretends everything is normal + helps hire from police
year later
>"wtf you mean you had to get a job to graduate?"
>"you’re just lazy, you’ll drop out"
>threatens to sue school
>mom secretly helps me her friend owns a factory fakes documents so I can "work" there
>somehow get high school degree
>tfw it’s technically fraudulent
>19 y/o
>family getting EU dual citizenship
>aunt blocks me and the other men from applying only women and their husbands get it
>24 y/o
>snap
>grab father by the throat
>scream every single thing I’ve ever wanted to say
>"you ever touch my sister again I’ll kill you"
>"you owe me my citizenship and reparations for ruining my life and if you even ducking dare to treat my I will kill you, you drunk faggot"
>he actually agrees
>starts paying me and funding my application
>now 25
>will probably get my citizenship at 26 or 27
>look around
>people my age have degrees, careers, actual lives
>I’m still starting from zero
don’t even know how to live now
>don’t want to wait years just to begin again

I am 25 years old right now and I will get my citizenship probably between 26 years old and 27 years old. At my age I keep seeing people with fancy degrees, careers and an entire life, but I have all those things steal from me since a young age and I don't know how to live for now on. I don't want to wait till I am 26 or 27 to finally go back to my original nation

>>33288728 (OP)
karma

>>33288848
Tf I did in my previous life?

>>33288728 (OP)
most of them are vaxxed anyways so it's already over they just don't realize it yet
the vaxxies' children will be infertile

>>33288853
I don't know. Pretty much everyone make good and bad decisions during their lives. Not all rewards and punishments are instant. You reap what you sow eventually. Good and bad. You are suffering and I empathize with you, but understand your feelings are temporary. What I want you to take away from this is to obey your conscience. If you aren't right now, you can become a net positive. I know it may sound cringe and corny, but if you don't have friends you should at least try to be your own friend. Don't let others deceive you into thinking you are a hopeless loser. I'm not just talking to OP, but anyone reading this it applies to you as well. Many people become cold and insensitive in modern society. They lose touch with their humanity. Their ability to appreciate the joy and suffering of others. Don't let that happen to you. Don't get lost in the illusion of materialism. They become obsessed with self-improvement, but the self is an unsustainable goal. You are going to die. Will you regret not doing your part? Humans are social creatures. We depend on society. Society depends on harmony. Modern society is still functioning, but it's dysfunctional. We are all connected. Our goal should be to increase harmony. For everyone's sake. If we let psychopaths and their subordinates do too much damage it will TRULY be over. For all people. You may not be able to ascend in popularity, wealth and sex appeal, but you can at least try to ascend spiritually. What do you have to lose? Some temporary comfort?

>>33288941
You may not be a big fire, but your warmth may be the little difference that thaws the frozen. That used to be me. I was lost in darkness and almost went down a path too dark to return from. After wandering, practically blind for years I was fortunate enough to encounter someone enlightened who helped me escape.

>>33288728 (OP)
OP is the type of trash EU accepts. The future is grim.

>>33288984
I am literally European diaspora

>>33288984
>>33289014
How tf I am trash?

>>33288941
What?