I just want to know. I don't want to seem fake. I'm okay now.

What do you mean by these questions? If you have been in a situation of self harm or suicide attempts then it is a very big and important part of your life. I don't thing there is any way for it to not mean anything. I understand feeling so insecure that even these drastic attempts seem to put you on a lesser level than others, but you have done these things for a reason and you are still alive. Don't categorize yourself of being lesser or better with this stuff. I'm still struggling with this same thing and I hope you feel better about it all soon

>>33298723 (OP)
If you "attempt" you are just an attention whore. There is no way to fail if you are actually serious about it.

>>33299254
bullshit. if you are young you are more resilient to damage. is very possible to get handicap for the rest of your life

>>33299276
No amount of youth is gonna save you from a shotgun shell to the head (or jumping in front of a 200kmh train if you are not Muttmerica). You are just a weak attention whore.

>>33298723 (OP)
If they involve falling from a great height they can end up very spread out