there's nothing to be gained by staying here in this world. the few short moments of happiness are always drowned out by the long and disastrous moments of "bad". there's no hope for the future and staying here would be a mistake. even if i could afford to retire someday, even if i wasn't to die young in the climate catastrophe, i'll still never be able to do many of the things i want, so i'll just spend the rest of my short life staring at a screen for 8 hours a day, fantasizing about blowing my own head off with a shotgun.
why the fuck SHOULDN'T i kill myself?

>>33303645 (OP)
sex feels good

>>33303645 (OP)
So do it then
The only thing I would say, is that the 2 things you lose out on are uncertainty
Life sucks, but life is ultimately based on things out of your control, possibility/chance/luck and at any moment things can change with/without(mostly with) your input so in dying you lose out on that

Life is about coping, if you haven't found yours yet then do whatever you want
That happy family of four? Father Mother Son Daughter? The dad could lose his job and they lose everything, the mom could cheat and ruin family, the children could get raped or die or grow up to be despicable yet they continue to live and struggle against life as if things are perfect
Everything *can* be shitty, you get out of life what you put in so long as you're reasonable about it

>>33303688
And is it worth all the other stuff that goes along with being alive? For me, it'd have to be very often, and mind-blowingly good in order to balance out all the bad.
>>33303877
>2 things
>uncertainty
???
>Life sucks
then why continue? There has to be some good in it somewhere, but for me, the "goods" come and go really quickly, while the "bads" are constant and overwhelming.
>you get out of life what you put in
Not always. Sometimes you're just dealt a shitty hand. A while back, I was admitted to the hospital for reasons completely out of my control. The bill ended up being around $10 grand. I chewed my mom out, because if she had made some different decisions before I was born, I might have been able to get citizenship for a country with universal healthcare. That injury and that bill were not things I could have influenced in any way.

>>33303645 (OP)
What advice are you looking for?

I'm not rich or a "chad" but I think life is pretty wonderful. The cool weather has suddenly arrived, which is nice after the heat. I love the rain on the windows.

I'd call myself a Panglossian Nietzschean (LOL):

Even to suffer is a wonderful privilege in "this best of all possible worlds."

>climate catastrophe
LOL. Beyond a certain age you will realize that predictions of the end of the world are greatly exaggerated, to paraphrase Mark Twain. Remember the population bomb? Or the dread of nuclear armageddon?

>>33303688
yeah this
I guess some people don't have the life I'm having right now but since saturday until now I've fucked 4 different girls, one per day
if I count girls I've fucked since the start of the year until now I think it's been like 30
I would hate to die right now.

>>33304011
>What advice are you looking for?
A reason to fucking live. Or, if there genuinely aren't any good ones, someone to convince me to aim a shotgun at my chin. The latter should be much easier.
>I love the rain on the windows.
There's no way the weather is your only reason for being alive. You must have some glimmer of hope for the future, and a decent present.
>Even to suffer is a wonderful privilege.
You're joking, right?

>>33303645 (OP)
>>33303645 (OP)
>even if i wasn't to die young in the climate catastrophe,
Kids these days believe everything their teachers say

>>33304038
How

>>33303645 (OP)
i disagree, i think the future even in our lifetime will hold lots of great wonders and potential for paradise. i kinda agree with you otherwise though.

>>33304080
>>What advice are you looking for?
>A reason to fucking live. Or, if there genuinely aren't any good ones, someone to convince me to aim a shotgun at my chin. The latter should be much easier.
It's the privilege of being human that you create your own reason to live. That's why I keep harping on about having a long-term plan - it's almost training wheels to make it easy for people who have difficulty as you seem to.

>>I love the rain on the windows.
>There's no way the weather is your only reason for being alive. You must have some glimmer of hope for the future, and a decent present.
The weather is not the only reason but it is one trivial reason of many. The dead don't get to enjoy such things. Hope for the future gets us back to having a plan. You do know the story of Pandora, don't you?

>>Even to suffer is a wonderful privilege.
>You're joking, right?
I absolutely am not "joking" about this despite my overall lightness of tone.

>>33303645 (OP)
>why the fuck SHOULDN'T i kill myself?
You could get saved by believing the gospel, that Jesus died for your sins and God raised him the third day, and then you could live for God and ultimately inherit eternity where there shall be no more pain or suffering. Or just mope around with your little self-pity party and selfish attitude wanting to take the easy and selfish way out which doesn't help accomplish any goals in your life and is just a waste of your time.

Revelation 21:4
>And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.

>>33304038
Hebrews 11:25
>Choosing rather to suffer affliction with the people of God, than to enjoy the pleasures of sin for a season;

>>33304083
II. Timothy 3:4
>Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God;

>>33304103
>i think the future even in our lifetime will hold lots of great wonders and potential for paradise.
What gives you this idea? Literally everything is getting worse and worse every single day.
>>33304115
>create your own reason to live.
I have a few hobbies and it'd be amazing to turn them into a career, but there's not a chance in hell of that happening. And even if there was, it would take a very long time with lots of blood, sweat, and tears. I don't know if I want to put up with the rest of this world for that much longer.
>I absolutely am not "joking"
You must be a masochist then. Most people wouldn't consider suffering a privilege.

>>33305497
>Most people
You won't get anywhere by taking your cue from "most people."

>>33306230
So instead, I should believe a guy who says I should be thankful for all the terrible shit I'm going through? You'll forgive me if I'm on the fence here.

>>33303645 (OP)
>i'll still never be able to do many of the things i want
obviously, you have a bitch made mindset

>>33303645 (OP)
>I can't do what I want
No, you can't snap your fingers and summon a billion dollars and a hot gf

But you can work to achieve difficult things grow in confidence, earn money and spend time doing fun things.

Or just give up. Besides, ultimately, >>33303688 should motivate you enough. Don't you want a cute gf to fuck all day and do fun things with? Maybe even start a family? It's possible.

>>33307111
I wouldn't mind working towards the things I want, if there weren't so many unrelated, awful things going on all the time. It's hard to focus on my hobbies when my government is literally genociding people, elephants are going extinct, and each day sets a record for the hottest ever.

>>33307335
>genocide
It's not your fault and you're powerless to stop it
You might as well be upset that animals fight and eat one another, honestly. Donate to some aid organisation and focus on stuff under your control. Or, if it bothers you that much, become a human rights lawyer. If you don't wanna do that, clearly it doesn't bother you THAT much.

None of the stuff you mentioned stops you from enjoying this present moment.

>>33307356
>become a human rights lawyer
That's pointless. My government is completely ignoring the laws. If anything, that'd just bump me up higher on the list.
>None of the stuff you mentioned stops you from enjoying this present moment.
How can anyone possibly "enjoy the moment" when there's the omnipresent threat of being killed for no reason?

>>33303645 (OP)
If you're not physically or mentally disabled then you're just a whiny bitch.
>I am le sad!
Why?
>Because...I JUST AM OKAY!?!?

Maybe you're right, you should kill yourself you whiny ungrateful little shit. Make sure to livestream it as well. If you're disabled though then you're not a bitch but you should kill yourself anyway for having shitty circumstances.

>>33307387
>human rights lawyer
>pointless
And complaining on 4chan is...?

>>33307387
>How can anyone "enjoy the moment" when...
Do something fun and see. Ride a motorcycle at 100mph, get your dick sucks, go hiking with your friends.

>>33303688
the constant nagging, virtue signaling, acting before and after dont feel so good anon

>>33307393
Did you even read the thread? I have lots of reasons for feeling so shitty all the time.
>>33307413
I don't have a motorcycle, or any friends. All my hobbies are meant for one person, anyways.
I like taking pictures. Last week I went to a park and took some nice photos. So what? As soon as I was finished, I remembered all the awful things that have ever happened to me, and all the terrible things coming up.

Do you know of any painless ways to go out? I’m too young to buy a gun.

>>33303645 (OP)
If you aren't making the lives of the goyim nigger cattle as unpleasant as possible you aren't really a bad goy.