Thread 33313981

The lockdowns (2020) combined with discovering /pol/ as well as other alternative outlets and learning the truth has crippled me.

Always was an outcast but when I finished high school and went down the self-improvement road I had a plan and hope for the future. I spent 2 days in college before the lockdowns began and both men and women swarmed to me.
Weight loss, strenuous exercise, grunt jobs, martial arts, cold showers and austerity beyond normal, all self-imposed for years combined with surrogate and academic education on all practical subjects was my path to becoming what can only be referred to as Nietzsche's Overman.

But my will has been exhausted. The veil has been lifted. Reached the conclusion that I am a tax-cattle serf in prison nation where everything human and masculine is either illegal or prohibitely expensive. I can't hunt, I can't own firearms, I can't drive a motorcycle at full speed. Can't be a man. My only options are to drink, smoke, do drugs and gamble. If you keep up on global events you can see everything and everyone has gradually become gayer and more retarded and insane. Consequently I have become more alienated and ostracized.

I'm fine with being alone. Fine with nobody remembering or caring about any important conversation. I'm fine with life being cruel and unfair. I'm fine with at 24 never having had a social circle, a woman, real friendship, or any other milestone. I said it'd get better. It's fine. Life doesn't guarantee "Happiness".

>>33313981 (OP)
Can I have your GPU? put it in your will

>learning the truth
>/pol/
Pick one and only one.

>>33313981 (OP)
Loser. Get some friends if you're so fucking masculine.

I don't read nietzsche because I'm not gay but isn't something like the "overman" an ideal to strive for and not something you can actually achieve? Also how can your will be exhausted if you've achieved this super human state? You have to be taking the piss.

You don't need will, you just do what it needs to be done, "man"

>>33313981 (OP)
>I such a doomer, man, I'm literally the superior unlike all the sheeple but I saw the truth and can't deal with reality, man, life is unfair ugh
lmao, what a cringe faggot

>>33314017
Turns out you get the truth by having unfiltered chaotic dialogue and being able to parce through it by doing your own research instead of visiting websites with regulated speech that reward good boy behavior with updoots :^)

>>33313981 (OP)
Read "The Power of Positive Thinking" - Norman Vincent Peale

>>33313981 (OP)
It sounds like your only problem is being poor.

>>33313981 (OP)
>discovering /pol/ as well as other alternative outlets and learning the truth has crippled me.
That shit is all fake and gay, and you only think you've gained insight, but in actuality you are being propagandized into hating yourself and everything around you. Get out of here, stalker. Go outside and stop feeling sorry for yourself, you fucking cuck.

This post appears at the same time every day.
You're responding to a bot

>>33314997
>everything I don't like to hear is a bot
Why are NPCs like this

>>33315414
>everything I don't like to hear is a NPC
Why are bots like this

>>33313981 (OP)
>The lockdowns (2020) combined with
I won't read yet another thread blaming events of five years ago for being a screwup now.

>>33314997
It's pasta. /pol/turds keep spreading it because they want others to be as miserable as they are.

>>33314982
That's a big problem.

do whatever murdoch did

>>33313981 (OP)
If thinking the way you do is so painful, why not find another way? Entertain, if only for a moment, the possibility that much of what you think about life might be simply wrong.

>>33313981 (OP)
make something anon, a family, an autism project. Find Christ. You'd know a thing about happiness if you'd actually read nietzsche

>>33314017
good goy

>>33313981 (OP)
I relate to this feel. Feel free to tune it out because I am a fembot. I got scammed by feminism. A useless scam jeet university took all of my trust fund. Got drugged by my "friend" group and partner. So don't feel bad about not having women or friends... It really is all gay and fake. I recommend reading some Gothic Violence. After and even some during university, I only had humiliating grunt jobs cleaning shit and piss and serving rude obese whales. If that is not enough to put me to shame after dropping out and facing brutal gatekeeping in every workforce other than kitchen, let me add that the negative IQ coworkers make it even more of a hell. They shit on the toilet seat themselves, a foid was collecting her own urine to pour out over surfaces. I felt sick constantly and thought of suicide. Managers even tried to blame me for any reason and create catch 22s. My boomer parents made me pay rent so I could never save $$$. I moved into a moldy sharehouse full of autists and NEETs. A moid there sprayed my room with chloroform and my food with deodorant. I constantly felt sick.
>When will I feel better? Things will pick up when I feel better, I must be patient and wait.
I was getting ripped off by a gym that was impossible to unsubscribe from for 2 years. I went abroad to visit my family and got scammed. Everything is a scam.

I'm a /pol/ user too. In short its current year, cope or rope.

>>33321893
>ugly women are suffering
Oh no that sucks