Anonymous
7/11/2025, 6:12:32 PM No.33348545
I have terrible family. Yes, i not unique at it, many peoples have this problem i suppose.
Im 19 years old guy, study in college right now at IT. That not my dream, but i understand i need earn moneys, without it i can't live as i want and as can't work to my dream about being popular in creative sphere. I'm used to my family not understanding my dream because they different generation and being popular is not that realistic, i understand it too.
But even dont talking about it - they destroy me. I'm already used to psychological and physical violence, I was bullied before, and i was in destructive group later(fortunately i became better thanks to this stage and became more aware).
But my mom constantly manipulates me, makes me feel guilty and pesters me constantly, as if she is specifically annoying me. And yet she says that she loves me, that's one of the reasons why i many years tolerated her terrible behavior. But now i just can't. Most of my suffers because of her.
If you don't believe me, she multiple times say that she dont love me, that she hate me, when i tried to avoid her affection on my state(not surprised, fucking pregnant bitch, who didn't want me, but whose parents forced her to give birth, i hate you).
Talking of old woman and old man - old woman ussualy act like moralist in conflicts, but she at first just stupid as fuck, she most village human you even can see, and she have no mind. And she dont understanding the situation. In every conflict she puts pressure on me that im guilty. And old man - i hate when I need be with him. He can't stand the slightest argument, he's like a wild monkey, start yell and raises his tone at any disagreement(even though I have proven to him more than once that he is wrong in arguments, even when his actions led to problems and I warned him about consequences).
His wife supports him, mom supports him, and even when wrong. And i understand it if they support me, but they dont support me even when i correct
Im 19 years old guy, study in college right now at IT. That not my dream, but i understand i need earn moneys, without it i can't live as i want and as can't work to my dream about being popular in creative sphere. I'm used to my family not understanding my dream because they different generation and being popular is not that realistic, i understand it too.
But even dont talking about it - they destroy me. I'm already used to psychological and physical violence, I was bullied before, and i was in destructive group later(fortunately i became better thanks to this stage and became more aware).
But my mom constantly manipulates me, makes me feel guilty and pesters me constantly, as if she is specifically annoying me. And yet she says that she loves me, that's one of the reasons why i many years tolerated her terrible behavior. But now i just can't. Most of my suffers because of her.
If you don't believe me, she multiple times say that she dont love me, that she hate me, when i tried to avoid her affection on my state(not surprised, fucking pregnant bitch, who didn't want me, but whose parents forced her to give birth, i hate you).
Talking of old woman and old man - old woman ussualy act like moralist in conflicts, but she at first just stupid as fuck, she most village human you even can see, and she have no mind. And she dont understanding the situation. In every conflict she puts pressure on me that im guilty. And old man - i hate when I need be with him. He can't stand the slightest argument, he's like a wild monkey, start yell and raises his tone at any disagreement(even though I have proven to him more than once that he is wrong in arguments, even when his actions led to problems and I warned him about consequences).
His wife supports him, mom supports him, and even when wrong. And i understand it if they support me, but they dont support me even when i correct
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