I rarely come here it used to be I'd give advice myself here but I need something now. I am given to solitude for hours a day. I have no job, I'm awake around 12 hours a day and spend only 2 or so hours a day with family. So. How do I find happiness when I feel really really lonely which comes sometimes? Usually people go to friends, I have abandoned the idea of friendship it brings me more happiness this way. So, my dad is a close-minded person and my mom is fluorided. My brother is a meathead and my sister doesn't have a lot of empathy either. So what should I do now, seeing that all roads people usually take are closed to me. Please help me out. Pic unrelated.