>35 years old living in Britain
>ugly charismaless meek beta male
>boring but overpaid work from home office job
>never had a gf or any female attention ever
>no friends or social experiences since school
>went to university and was a total loser that talked to no one, which was a soul crushing experience
>become the ugly loser nobody talks to within one day of all the part time and full time jobs I've ever had, end up eating lunch alone
>people repulsed by my presence
>read about incel blackpill over 10 years ago and it explained everything
>lived for some years in London, nothing changed

What hope is there for ever getting a girlfriend or anything social at all? Online dating is impossible to succeed at if you're not a Chad. Going to hobby groups or whatever just to transparently try to get a gf is cringe as fuck.

In no context since the age of 18 has anyone expressed the slightest desire to associate with me in any way.

It's totally crushing to remember my university experience. I was a totally friendless loser for the entire time while surrounded by normies having the time of their lives.

>>33366007 (OP)
Blackpill is bs in the sense that it's all about looks
Like go outside and you will see a ton of ugly/below average people having a good time, with friends or their partners
I bet you have seen these kind of people since you said you already worked a couple of jobs and are not a hermit NEET
I see these people everyday
Our problem is that there is something mentally off with us normies can sense from a mile away
The true blackpill is that it's way harder to change you personality than your looks and it gets harder the older you get

>>33366007 (OP)
>overpaid
nice
become a passport bro

>>33366007 (OP)
I won't read one long whinge.

>>33366007 (OP)
>What hope is there for ever getting a girlfriend or anything social at all?
If you've made it to the age of 35 without ever having had a girlfriend, it is never going to happen. You just need to accept that, and start looking for other ways to make your life fulfilling.

>>33366007 (OP)
>>boring but overpaid work from home office job


At least you have that lmao.

I'm 35 working a min wagie retail job still. No friends etc.

Just try working out. And volunteer somewhere but to have a task to help someone and possibly interact with people more

>>33366007 (OP)
>>ugly charismaless meek beta male
You already said you are British OP; there's no need to repeat yourself.

>>33366312
>living in Britain

That's the problem. British women are weak, hyper-sensitive, vapid, soulless husks.

Move out and go somewhere nicer.

>>33366007 (OP)
https://youtu.be/lqZehFAwoTM?t=32

It's over as soon as you turn 18 and leave the school system without a well established social circle. You go to work, but you won't make any friends, just coworkers. You join a sports club, same deal. It's over, because everyone already has their social circles locked in since childhood. You'll be nothing more than a coworker, destined to be alone for life. Social life and relationships are like trains you have to catch at the quay, a race against time that takes place during adolescence. And by extension, logically of course, no social life and no women.
But normies don't understand this because they are clueless normies who think you can walk into a bar full of strangers and magically form a social life like in The Sims. Only women can start from scratch and create a social life and get a boyfriend from scratch because of their status as women.

Whether you're 25 or 45 it doesn't change anything, maybe for the normies, but for you and me Chud, a year is like any other, the sands of time flowing towards nothingness, nothing more.. nothing less.