I was taking a cold shower, and I was thinking about my parents being having a shitlife without them realized it. My aunt and uncle both are developing a Super rare case of dementia because of how young they are (55 and 68) they’re both miserable especially my aunt, who is the definition of a vulnerable narcissist, and she’s a real narcissist (it would take years before you realize it). I came back home from my job in which I had to deal with a super high scenario which was a life and death scenario, everyone was fine and no one knew the stakes. thank god nothing happened. I was thinking of the gore threads I’ve seen at /pol/, I was thinking of the shitty financial situation of the world. I’m 24 I used to get bullied at 7-13 which pisses me off. I keep thinking about dying and I genuinely feel like I’m the only person on the planet (solipsism) because I feel nothing bad can happen to me. So many times I’ve approached death. Anyway, I came out the shower, I genuinely had adrenaline flowing through my body and I saw my wife and our child next to her, and I just wanted to hurt her, I was just so angry/sad, I wanted to grab her and feel control. I feel like I’ve never had control in my life and I’m scared

>not only has a gf, has a WIFE
>still complains
go fuck yourself, you don't have a right to complain about anything while I'm a virgin

>>33375433
I was a virgin to my wife until 20 years old (she was a virgin too). And I was made fun of for being a virgin too. It literally does nothing. Being not rich is a bigger issue

>>33375433
>>33375448
I think you both are wrong.
Having a penis under 6 inches is a bigger problem.

>>33375455
My penis is 7 inches and I touch my wife’s cervix however, if it was 4.5 it would still touch so I think 5 inches is the minimum because it depends the size on the woman

>>33375427 (OP)
Half the world's a vulnerable narccisiy
Especially)y you
Like aunt like son

>>33375455
I think that's still above average, even when adjusted for jeets who according to Grok, bring down the average:
Grok, what is the average penis size?

The average penis size, based on global studies, is about 5.1-5.5 inches (13-14 cm) in length when erect and around 3.6 inches (9.1 cm) in girth.

Grok, what is the average penis size when you remove jeets from the equation?

Excluding the Indian population, the global average erect penis size is approximately 5.2-5.6 inches (13.2-14.2 cm) in length and 4.6 inches (11.7 cm) in girth, based on studies like those compiled in the BJU International journal.

>>33375427 (OP)
I won't read rambling threads. Get to the point next time.

>>33376695
You are missing out on this one.
>>33375427 (OP)
It is like that for most.

>>33375427 (OP)
>Is something wrong me ?
Yes. Something wrong you grammar.

>>33375427 (OP)
Buy a punching bag and get a hobby with clear goals you can work towards
Spend more time outside of the house

>>33375427 (OP)
These are clear PTSD symptoms and you need to start treating them as such.
Flashbacks (childhood trauma, gore vids, etc.), along with the adrenaline rush and violence as a coping mechanism are all textbook PTSD. Treat yourself well, stop taking stimulants, smoke weed if you must (seriously) and avoid stressors. The incident at work was the trigger. Learn to recognize this and act accordingly.

Buy yourself a nice dinner and walk around until you cool down. Explain to your wife that life has you in a fragile and volatile mood, and you need to blow off steam. DO NOT tell her you wanted to hurt her. That is your burden to shoulder alone.

>>33375427 (OP)

>>33375433
Not being able to get laid isn't a serious problem. You could fix it in a month if you tried hard enough

>>33375427 (OP)
Yes