>be me
>20 yo male
>wagecucking at grocery store
>fucked up speech impediment, sound like a retard
>in college, but it's a shitty orbital campus and I commute so it's impossible to make friends there
>Can't make friends because of Asperger's, narrow interests make it so that I can't connect with others
>Have a "gf" that I've kissed and gone out with, but only because she's 3 years younger than me and is unaware of how stunted I am
>ashamed of where I am in life
This is me. I don't know where to go from here. I really want to have a good life but I don't think that was ever an option for me. I'm just too fucked up and I don't know how to address it. What can I do to live as normal a life as possible? I really want to forge unforgettable memories with friends and women. I don't want to waste my early 20s rotting away in my room all day

>>33389825 (OP)
Generic advice that applies to 90% of /adv/ threads: Is therapy accessible and affordable wherever you live?
I never thought it's something I need, and it's not a silver bullet, but thanks to it I'm doing much better now than I was 1 year ago

Bro you are literally me, except for the gf

>>33391180
Bro how are you managing?

>>33389825 (OP)
>but only because she's 3 years younger than me and is unaware of how stunted I am
17 and 20 isn't that far apart. you are too hard on yourself

>>33389825 (OP)
Nice

>>33391813
I mean, I'm not in college anymore, and I didn't pay a dime. Not to mention that I'm in a stable job. All I really need to do is just lean up and build muscle, and I'm good

>>33389825 (OP)
zoomers are so cooked haha