>be me have female childhood friend
>start dating in fifth grade
>in highschool I I am sure I am going to marry and spend my life with her and love her and she decides I'm not good enough for her anymore because of what some other girls said to her and she goes and fucks a black football player leaving me devastated and also she blames me somehow
>we both turn 25 I never got over it and became a incel and she had 2 black kids before the dad pulled the disappearing act and like all American woman do eventually got very fucking fat
>she decides to settle down and her first choice is me and starts texting me about how much she misses me and how hard life is as a single mom and how men except me are scum and how her two sons need a real man as a father and then just flat out asks if we could back together and I call her a coal burning whore and that no man will want her now that she has two black kids and obese
>send me over the course of a week novel page length text insulting me over everything saying I have a small dick how I’m ugly how I’m fat and gay that I’m a loser etc I eventually blocked her when I saw she would literally never stop
>last I hear she dumped her kids off with her parents and went back to running with niggers and got caught with meth AND heroine because why do one when you can do both
I am an electrician and make good money. All she had to do in order to have a good life is not cheat on me and be a whore but that was too much to ask and she brunt everything to the ground for no god damn reason. Can someone explain this to me? What was she thinking? Where do I go from here?

>>33392332 (OP)
She's a woman. There is no logic behind her actions.

>>33392332 (OP)
>Can someone explain this to me?
Well assuming this thread isn't bait, you can explain it to yourself since you dated her apparently. What was the relationship to her parents like when you dated her? Shit? Which parent fucked her up momma or Pappa or both?

>What was she thinking?
Nothing. That was the problem. She didn't know what to think. Happens when you get raised by trash. So she outsourced her thinking to a shitty clique of toxic cunts who convinced her to do shit things. She listened because she wanted to feel approval from female peers. So I'm gonna guess it was her momma she had beef with. Could be wrong tho.

She fucked it all up. Fucked you up. Broke your little teenage heart. Fast forward to 25 and she calls you out of desperation. Your angry pride destroyed her, she was weak and humiliated herself by calling you up. And you crucified her for that. Then you find out she's slowly killing herself now.

Not your fault. You didn't cause that. But you could have at least been a bit more merciful. She was a dumb kid when she fucked you up. You were an adult when you chose to fuck her up verbally.

>Where do I go from here?
Where you should have years ago. Moving the fuck on. Not hung up over some stupid high school romance shit.

>Can someone explain this to me?
You chose a shit partner and now you're bitching about your choice instead of getting your shit together and choosing better.
>What was she thinking?
The same shit as you.
>Where do I go from here?
The same way she should do. Learn your lesson, get your shit together and try to choose better.

>>33392584
It’s insane how accurate you are her mother was a outrageous whore no father though unless you count the countless men her mom that came and went now that I think about it it’s likely she was molested
>be nicer to womanz
Fuck you I had a shit childhood to and didn’t end up a violent meth head.

>>33392478
This needs to be hanged in the Smithsonian.

>>33392669
>It’s insane how accurate you are her mother was a outrageous whore no father though unless you count the countless men her mom that came and went now that I think about it it’s likely she was molested

Not that insane. You live long enough you learn people aren't special or that complicated. Ourselves included.

>Fuck you I had a shit childhood too
Yeah I believe you. That's why you dated her right? Did the whole highschool angsty teenage love thing? Bond over mutually shared traumas or problems? 'us against the world' thing? 'no one gets me like you do babe' sorta deal?

No shit you also had problems growing up too. That's exactly why you were attracted to each other. Happens all the time.

And I'm saying if you knew she had a rough start and given a shit hand at life then it would make sense why she ended up the way she did. And if you also grew up from shit, you know what that's like. Maybe not cheating and drug abuse but you know the origin story. You just went down a different type of hell. Still hell. It wouldn't have killed you to just amicably have said no thank you + look after yourself. You had to drive a nail into her instead for shit that she did as a stupid kid. You're an adult now.

Look man it doesn't matter now anyway. She's gone and presumably ain't gonna bother you again. What do you want out of the situation now?

>>33392332 (OP)
believe it or not, this is 100% a YOU problem. You literally became a seething incel over one literal woman from high school. She's a mess, and so are you.

You asked "where do I go from here" and yet all you did today was talk about your highschool sweet heart. What do you do from here? Get the FUCK over it and never think about her again, YESTERDAY

Btw the woman I wanted to marry snapped and tried to murder me when I was 25, if I can get over that, what is your excuse? This is coming from a place of wisdom.

women by and large are normies. they see the worship of black culture on social media but never see behind the curtain, or assume everyone is like that.

when i looked at the child out of wedlock or father not in the picture stats on blacks (didn't even bother with divorce because getting to the step of marriage is already hard enough for this demo) it made me wonder how so many women are willing to deal with odds like that.

made me accept that a lot of attraction is just vibes and danger.

>>33392715
We met when we were five neighbors played together all the time.
Don’t give me kids being kids if it wasn’t then it would have been later
>>33392780
Not really I did try dating a few times. Woman are just awful anymore. I expected a partner not a whore