So I had a bad start today, I've been thinking about this all day. I woke up to my neighbor fucking the shit out of his gf. Sounded exactly like it does in porn, her just begging him to fuck the hell out of her. I felt strange listening to this, to me this was never real. Just sharing your life with someone and being intimate.

Idk where it all went so wrong, never having experienced this, never being wanted. I'll be a wizard in a few years and I'm having a hard time coping rn

>>33393085 (OP)
What you’re not hearing is their arguments about the dishes, their hours long conversations about the logistics of Christmas dinner, their constant worrying that the other isn’t being faithful when they are apart, their feelings of being trapped and that the grass may be greener with someone else.

You have more freedom than you would think.

>>33393100
A question, why do people put up with it then? This is what I hear from almost every dude.
At some point in your life I need to experience this. I know I would be difficult to be with given how introverted I am.

>You have more freedom than you would think.
I get this but sometimes you need to be with someone and not just anons

>>33393128
Fear of being alone. The sense of security they get from having someone is worth it unless it gets completely unbearable

>>33393085 (OP)
Yes

>>33393601
> fear of being alone
A nice circular conclusion with no ultimate reason, like saying the reason people eat is the fear of being hungry. The need to be seen and loved stems from your own ontology. In a good relationship you both learn more about yourselves and have the opportunity to develop together.

>>33393085 (OP)
Yes

>>33393085 (OP)
It's just emotional larping. Don't take it serious OP. People who fuck like that are bad at sex. They just mask their clumsy love making by imitating pornos

MmYyyeeAAAH YuuuuHhh HarderrRrr Yuuueaaahhh! Pound meeee DaddyyYY

Dude's trying to sound like Duke Nukem as he pounds NRGH MNrghh Yeah Ffffuuuck AGHHH You fuckin dirty BITCH

Just two retards emotionally larping. Truth is they could both choose to have quiet orgasms if they really wanted. But they prefer to chimp out to impress each other or themselves. It's wack.

>>33397024
>MmYyyeeAAAH YuuuuHhh HarderrRrr Yuuueaaahhh! Pound meeee DaddyyYY

>Dude's trying to sound like Duke Nukem as he pounds NRGH MNrghh Yeah Ffffuuuck AGHHH You fuckin dirty BITCH

>>33393601
This may come as a shock to you, but sometimes people genuinely love each other even if everything isn't always perfect.

>>33393085 (OP)
Get an escort

>>33397024

>>33393085 (OP)
What advice are you asking for?

>>33397400
coping mechanism and how can turn my life around. Don't want to be miserable anymore

>>33397555
You can turn your life around with healthy generative habits (exercise, diet, less screen time, goals) and expelling all the collective retardation you assimilate from the internet. You already know this though.

>>33397677
I've been working on this but I cant seem to crack through to meeting new people. Idk how or where to